.:AgainsT mE!!!:.

here it goes... another entry, when im bored at work, nth to do... the past weeks, have been tiring... den maybe its juz not my week... everything seems to go against wad i want... frens r kinda turning against me, ppl dun wan fren me... everything seems to be out of the way...

but den, my week is not that bad... to all those frens hu lost the meaning to life, take it easy... like i say, even if the sky drop, im still here to hold it 4 u... no sweat... u that ger hu loves a 'dumb' guy... dun worry... when the time comes, he will still be urs... den to my fren, whom i tot cares most 4 me, time to check urself out... im not blaming u 4 wad u think... but its still my life...

sometimes i think back bout many things that i've hated, n insisted... it all seems so childish, n silly... juz like smoking... i noe its unhealthy, so i hated it, n try to stop my frens from stepping into that smoking hole... but during this break, n this chance to have a small view of the society, i found that smoking is no big deal, n im juz making a big fuss over silly things... my colleague made a statement... when u go into society, u have to be flexible, n able to change as surrounding goes... if u stay put, u wont be as competitive....

this almost 6 months break, have made me more flexible, more aware of wads going on... maybe its the ppl im working wif... they r all above 21, have their life to look after, n wad they see in me, is juz a little ger, hu haven seen big things...

back to frens... going into a relationship is no big deal... although its true that being loved is much better den loving someone.. but if there is no chemistry, there is no possibility... onli can be friends...

well, got to stop here le... got work waiting 4 me to finish... sianz!!!!