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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Sunday, August 29, 2004 @ 3:21 p.m.
.: bacK!!!! :. after not bloggin 4 so long, finally im back wif a new skiN!!! thanx to vic, hu help me creat... thanx vic!!! kekeke... my past few weeks, have been kinda rocky, cos i got to stdy 4 my common test, den haven been studying 4 so long, got no heart to put in effort to study at all.... hmm.... life is slacky, n sch is slacky, n im getting slackier... went back to hks on thurs, den saw all my frens together... thats a long time ago, since this kinda thing can happen.. really miss U all alot!!!. kekee found that im getting fairer n fairer... i need more sun!!!! hmm... really dunno wad to to write in my blog... all tat i wan to share, most noe le... wad i dun wan to share, no one will noe de... so wads there to type again?? but den, its still fun to have wad everyone hacve.. hehee i juz hope wad i studied 4, will turn out gd in my result, n hope all will do well tooo... kies kies... not to much rubbish, juz take care... Tuesday, August 17, 2004 @ 9:09 p.m.
.: smth i read todae..:. They have been married for two years. He loves literature, and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography, and he handle their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper, and always bullies him. He is a gentle man, and always gives in to her. Today, she's being "wilful" again. Her : "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay." Him : "I don't have time that day." Her : "Hmph!" Him : "Huh?" Her : "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need." Him : "I...someone will definitely recognize my work some day." Her : "Hmph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her. Him : "No." Her : "Just this once?" Him : "No." [Negotiation's broken.] So, she gaves the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..." First day, She "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi...Except the double-bed, to show her "benevolence". Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets. Second day. She conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets, and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences." He's nervous now. Night. On the bed. He begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't ! give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees. Third day. Night On the Bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side. Him : " We need to talk." Her : "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it." Him : "It's something very important." She remains silent. Him : "Let's get a divorce." [She did not believe her ears.] Him : "I got to know a girl." She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only; place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless. Him : "She's a nice girl." Her tears fell. Him : "She has a good personality too." She's heartbroken, because he puts a photo of some other girl "close to his heart". Him : "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married." She's very jealous, because she said the same thing in the past. Him : "She loves me truly" She wishes to sit up and scream at him : "Don't I?" Him : "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do." She's thinking, but the rage won't subside. Him : "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?" Her : ".....!" He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning mark of a slap on his face. He sighs. She cries. He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket. He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him. She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks. She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry, and she wanted to laugh. It's a nicely taken photo of herself. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek. He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep. *You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly* aww... so sweet... kekeke Monday, August 16, 2004 @ 8:38 p.m.
.:bleaH:. hmm... 1st day of study break, n did a tiny weeny bit of studying... found that well, i really miss out alot of work, n really lose out alot, from not listening to lecture... the entire 7 weeks, have been like slacking n slacking away... I MUZ WORK HARD LE!!!!! 1 week 4 me to do so onli... got to really strive hard le.... todae is also the 7th month, qi yue le..... think im going to die soon.... all the getai, den the auction, den shout very loud...Grr..... den they also burn alot of kim chua, den all the smell, den arGH!!!!!!!! suffocation!!! my eyes cant take it, my nose cant take it, my brains cant take it!!!! hmm... but den, i still have to give some respect mah... hor?? keke.. siAN!!!!! tml going to sch to study, haiZ.... sian sian sian!!!!!!!! Sunday, August 15, 2004 @ 9:15 p.m.
.:YopEz~!!!!:. well well... has been a ... weekend, as usual, im at home, slacking my life away, n rotting my skin away.... okie, anyway, at least i went shopping, n bought a pair of jeans at $20 yst, at clementi... keke, reall really cheap hmm... i really wonder how does it feel to have someone toking to u, den when u dun feel like toking to that person, u juz block that person off, or juz go offline, juz to keep that person off ur back... how cruel can human be... alot of ppl r getting stressed up over the study break, den after that, the common test... but ppl, pls relax!!!! its juz a common test, that is so common, that u can juz breeze through it, if u juz brush through the notes!!!!! im sure all of u can do it de.... juz relaX... take this week, to go through how this term has past, n how u fare in this term, regardless of sch work, relationship, or ur temper... take check of it... did u wan wadever that happened to happen, or did u lose control of wad has happened, n cause it to crash... this 7 weeks in sch, really enjoy myself... had the happiest, n the saddest days, now alot of ppl... frm classmates, to classmate's fren, n to alot alot of ppl lar... poly is fun... hope the next 3 years will be even better.... this 7 weeks, also made me lose some frenns, 4 no reason, but at least had some happy time together... i really apprciate the time u spent wif me... thank u very much... hmm... got a great story to share, but really v lazy to type it all down... so maybe another day, den type bah!!!! kekeke..... cyA aLL!!!! Friday, August 13, 2004 @ 10:20 p.m.
.: WeE!!!!:. okie.... had a great time todae, cos the 4 of us, ben, yaofeng, jieying, n me wore the same tee shirt to sch, looking like some gang thing,.... hahah damn frani... everyone were like looking at us, yet, we juz kinda ignore n walk on... finish class at 12.30, cos was having a test, den finish early can go, so i left lor.... den after that we went down to cineleisure, to eay yoshinoya, den went o but tix to watch THE NOTEBOOK... den after that went to take those noeprint, big version, dunno wad they r called, n that zester!!!! made such a joke, but never going into thins kinda shop b4, den if kena spotted by his frens, he will be so damn paiseh.. hahaha wad a JOKE... keke, anyway, had fun taking those pics, n decorating them... den we went to watch movie, den blah blah blah, den that yaofeng!!!!! dun wan eat pop corn le, den throw ard, until after the movie, our sits were like filled wif popcorns, n so is the groud... argh... so paiseh.. cos the cleaner was like cleaning away lor.... anyway, the whole class like spliting up le....but haiZ.... nvm lar... if that is wad everyone wants, den okie lor.... i mean, i cannot really do anything drastic to change that, but i juz hope that things n relationship between ppl in class will inprove.... Tuesday, August 10, 2004 @ 3:42 p.m.
.: 1 week later:. hahhaaa... 1 week later, n here i am, back in sch, at the same area, typing my blog again... hhaaha... okok... in this week, many things happened wifin this few days.... okie, i found that i actually have a great great group of frens out there to help me out... when i need help, they were all there, to help me find things... there is that vic, there is that joel, bn there is that benson, hu kinda keep me company through doing my project... anyway, i really slack my week, my days, n my national day away, by doing nth at all!!!! hahah but i did nad an enjoyable time on friday, skipping class, den going to jack's place for lunch at 4, all becos of ben ben!!!!! hahaha.. thanx r... haha, but den, we dash cab back to sch, den we started playing captains ball almosst immediately!!!! but den, it was a very enjoyable 2 hrs of game, cos we played frenly,played rough, den started arguing wif ppl, den argueing wif almost the other team mates... hahaha great fun.... but the next few days was horrible, cos i was having muscle pain, n i have a terrible time walking down all the stairs... hmm... amyway, there were some ppl, juz like me, slack their way through the holiday, n wasted their time online like me!!!! heheheh okie, so yst was national day... den din expect to go out, until my dad ask us to leave the house together wif him... okie, den we went to chinatown to buy ba gua 4 his hongkong fren, den we went to the roadside stores there 4 food, den i ate cha kway tiao... yumyum... haven had that 4 a long long time le... kekeke den as we were driving along benjamin shears bridge, we tot u ging to miss the fireworks le... but juz as we getting sad, we saw a very beautiful sight of fireworks... haha... really felt that sense of belonging when we saw that view above our head... kekeke really really nice..... okie.... hmmm... think that was bout all 4 my long weekend... did i mention i went 4 a bbq?? hahaha had a great time, cos bout 7 or 8 of us, finish drinking a bottle of apricod brandy, den 1/2 bottle of voldka, n 1/2 bottle of bacardy!!! yumyum... haha drink until gong gong... hahahhaaa... okie, think nth much to do le.... have to hand up work this week, den haven even finish my work... sianZ.... den this is the last week of teerm le.... den next week is study break, den is common test le... sianz, so fast, everything going on so fast... haiZ.... but we have to live life to the fullest, n be happy wif wad we have... like wad i have now... i dun wan a relationship, neither do i wan someone to love... i juz wan a happy life, wif all my frens by my side... i wan be happy 4 all i like... kekek!!! to all my frens, great 4 all of u, cos u noe me!!!! hahahhahahaahaa chiLLz... we aLL HAPPY TOGETHER!!!! Monday, August 02, 2004 @ 10:26 a.m.
.:blah blah blah!!!!:. hahha, now having tutorial, n slacking ard!!! tml got test, n i noe nuts bout it... how?!??!?!!?!?! haha, anyway, im feeling very fine this mrn, n i guess, im okies le, except 4 that small lil usual disappointed feeling.... this mrn, at 6.40, mr benson called me, n ask if im going to sch to repair my com.... hahah, wake me up from my breauty slp, but luckily, i dun feel that tiredness in me... so i rush up from bed, den went to bath.... brr..!!!! so cold!!!!! this mrn, not onli cold, its freezing COLD!!! den went out of home, juz nice, 334 came, den i boarded it... den juz nice, i saw 99 coming... hahaha, caughgt the bus at the rite timing, if not i'll be late to meet benson.... keke went up the bus, den sit there like a lil dummy, blur, n cold... all the way to clementi, den decided to take the free shuttle bus. juz nice, someone infront of me in the Q, said hi to me, so as i was doing smth to my earphone, i juz look up n say hi!, not noticing hu it was... den i look up again, den i notice, ITS TAI CHONG!! hahaa... wad a joke, so i said gd mrn again.. keke, so farni... den i went up the bus, cannot find my wallet to get my student card, den i juz stand there, n look 4 it, den the bus uncle, so nice, juz let me up the bus.... den we sit there, din really tok alot lar, maybe its mrn time, den everyone also tired le... so i msg benson, say that i'll be late, den i put my hp in dunno which pocket... den when i got down the bus, i din notice i drop my phone, until i walk up to pls 56 the side there.... argh!!! panicky!!! luckily got benson ard, can call my phone 4 me... dunno y, i juz felt that my phone will be recoverd, n i'll be safe, i wasnt that scared... i juz really dunnoy.... den we went ard look 4 the bus driver, den juz nice, the one hu got my phone, called him back, den we went to get back to phone... THANK GOD!!! anyway,we got the phone back, den went to 'repair' my com... change class le!!!!! i'll be back again!!! kekeke... this is my most blur day.... hahahah!!!! THANX BENSON!!! u Made my dae, telling me that there r still caring plp ard!!! HEHE Sunday, August 01, 2004 @ 9:24 p.m.
.: weLL weLL:. its 1st august, n everything should start anew... lets all 4get the past, n start anew, juz like my life n my feelings, n my future... no more staying in the past, n staying in the present, not moving onto the future... lets all move on, no longer toking bout relationships, no longer toking bout love, cos this is the time, when we all should concentrate on our studies.. y look 4 love, when love doesnt want u to find it?? let love find u, dun worry, cos everyone will definately have love finding u.. well, the past few days, have been a total mess 4 me, went home wif my ocom classmate on thurs, den my laptop collapes o the same day.., have to do my project , den work until 12 smth... den when i lie in bed, i juz cant go to slp.... i keep thinking y i cant be like my project mates, no stress... y cant i fall aslp... y cant i juz be like my frens, so slack, over the project... friday, was not gd, slp at 1 smth, den wake up at 6,30 to do my tutorial... was surpose to be in a gd mood, but when i reach sch, all my happiness was gone... i became so quiet, n tired, that it even scares myself... this whole weekend, really makes me wake up from my dreamland, n think that wad i have in poly, r juz classmates, frens r all gone.... no true frens, except afew.... ppl like benson, thats 4 being there since thrusday, cheering me up, n playing checkers wif me... thanx to joel, 4 toking to me, when im at my lowest, n encourage me to go back on my feet... thanx to titus, hu promise to get me the price list, n thanx to keith, 4 being my kor kor... 'll onli allow myself to be sad 4 the weekend... tml, i'll be back to my normal self, n i'll be the cheerful kim again... regarding love, n relationship, i've decided to let nature take its course... i'll leave it... |