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skin by: Jane
Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 12:58 p.m.
Punked!! - this is wad happens when ur friend is not too smart.

msn pm: u r so gonna hate me for that.

msn dp: baby Xander

MFK says:
boo!
kimberly says:
hello!
MFK says:
hehe!
MFK says:
ehhh whose tt kid?
kimberly says:
mine.
MFK says:
WAH
MFK says: eh can i be the dad? i can make a dam gd father
kimberly says:
my kid has a dad already lo.
MFK says:
gah
MFK says:
sian
kimberly says:
but not my present bf.
MFK says:
gah
MFK says:
as in.. seriously?
kimberly says:
seriously la.
kimberly says:
how long have u not seen me...
MFK says:
quite long
MFK says:
realli ur kid meh?!
kimberly says:
ya....
MFK says:
sia lar
MFK says:
wad name?
kimberly says:
xander
MFK says:
how old?
MFK says:
cute seh
kimberly says:
10 months
MFK says:
sia la.. who u 'enjoy' wif sia?
kimberly says:
enjoy?
MFK says:
poke poke la
kimberly says:
ass lo.
MFK says:
zzzzzzzzzz
kimberly says:
it was an accident
MFK says:
sia lar..
MFK says:
den ur parents nv makan u?
kimberly says:
thats y my ex bf broke up with me..
MFK says:
wah lau! realli ?
MFK says:
wild sia u
kimberly says:
since when wild is a term to describe me...
MFK says:
hmm
MFK says:
duno leh
MFK says:
eh seriously lar.. ur kid ar/
kimberly says:
yes yes yes....how many times must i repeat?
MFK says:
wah
MFK says:
okok
MFK says:
hmmm
kimberly says:
wanna hear the story?
MFK says:
yes yes!
MFK says:
unbelievable sia
kimberly says:
huh...
kimberly says:
u still dun believe?
MFK says:
ya
MFK says:
hard to la
kimberly says:
okies...
kimberly says:
den wait until i believe den u tell u lo..
kimberly says:
*u
kimberly says:
wait until u believe den i tell u
kimberly says:
imagine how long u haven been in contact with me
MFK says:
v long
MFK says:
tot wad happen to u
kimberly says:
u disappeared wad...
MFK says:
soweee lor
kimberly says:
i invite u to my b'dae u also dun wan to come.
MFK says:
sowee ar
kimberly says:
if not u would have known le...
MFK says:

hmm
MFK says:
okok believe u alr
MFK says:
ur parents nv say anytin abt it meh? tot dey dam fierce 1?
kimberly says:
have la...
kimberly says:
of cos have la.
MFK says:
aiyo
kimberly says:
but im 21 already... nth they can do also wad..
MFK says:
ic
kimberly says:
actually wanted to abort.
MFK says:
=/
MFK says:
but dam poor ting la..
kimberly says:
den got nightmare lo.
MFK says:
hmmm
kimberly says:
den abit against my concious, so decided to give birth to baby lo.
MFK says:
icic
kimberly says:
she follows my surname
MFK says:
gotta be hard on u..
MFK says:
its a she?
kimberly says:
yeah.
MFK says:
tot xander is a guys name
MFK says:
nice
kimberly says:
no r...
MFK says:
say hi to ur kid for me
kimberly says:
hahaha
kimberly says:
when i get home lo.
MFK says:
ok..!
MFK says:
den how u manage to take care of ur baby?
kimberly says:
my mum lo.
MFK says:
icic
kimberly says:
n the dad..... is someone that i know at a club when my bf was in camp.
MFK says:
WAH LAU
MFK says:
u bad girl la
kimberly says:
told u was an accident
MFK says:
din noe u so nottie
MFK says:
aiyah. nvm la
MFK says:
over alr
kimberly says:
but i was pretty sure its not my ex bf's kid, cos at that period of time, my bf din come
out at all... n we were safe.
kimberly says:
but to save myself, i told him it was his kid...
MFK says:
ic.. sigh
kimberly says:
but marriage was out of the question
kimberly says:
so we decided not keep the baby, n get married when he ORd
kimberly says:
but along the way got alot of problems...
MFK says:
ic
kimberly says:
so i cannot stand him, n i told him the baby is not his...
kimberly says:
so the story goes, he broke up with me.
MFK says:
ic
MFK says:
sayang k mei
MFK says:
guess it was kinda hard on u
MFK says:
sory for not being ard =(
kimberly says:
nvm la.... its ok...
MFK says:
but currently u can manage financially n time wise?
kimberly says:
financially super tight lo... but ok la..
MFK says:
hmm..
kimberly says:
time also ok la...
MFK says:
ookie
MFK says:
tt's gd
kimberly says:
my bf understands...
MFK says:
baby nds lots of time
MFK says:
hope ur new bf would haf the patience to raise the kid
MFK says:
not easy
kimberly says:
yeah....
MFK says:
cuz alot of bfs ar. wen dey raise their kid which dun belong to them.. tend to get violent..
MFK says:
juz keep an eye out for that k mei?
MFK says:
if ayt u can always gimme a call
kimberly says:
he is ok la.... confirm... he love her more den me....
MFK says:
haahha
MFK says:
den i can love u more den ur baby?
MFK says:
HAHAHAH
kimberly says:
-.-
kimberly says:
no
MFK says:
sob sob
kimberly says:
hahahaha
MFK says:
ahah
MFK says:
cheer up k
MFK says:
wah u been thru so much
MFK says:
exciting sia ur life
kimberly says:
exciting?!?!?!1
MFK says:
ya la
kimberly says:
i wish it was less...
MFK says:
so how was it like being pregnant n den giving birth?
kimberly says:
hurts like hell la...
MFK says:
caesarian or natural?
kimberly says:
natural..........
kimberly says:
din have time for C-sec
MFK says:
hmm icic
kimberly says:
so u believe me now?
MFK says:
ya
MFK says:
i tink so
kimberly says:
u think so?!?!?!?!
kimberly says:
wth.
MFK says:
as in
kimberly says:
?
MFK says:
ya la
kimberly says:
as in ya la waD?
MFK says:
ya i believe u
MFK says:
Grrrr
kimberly says:
so wad u doing now?
MFK says:
digesting ur turn of events
kimberly says:
how is digestion coming along?
kimberly says:
after u digested, i have smth even more that u might be unable to take it
kimberly says:
im gonna tell u who the dad is...
MFK says:
haha
MFK says:
who?
kimberly says:
u sure u can swallow r...
MFK says:
ya
MFK says:
juz tell mi if he's aware anot
kimberly says:
okies... he is not aware
MFK says:
...
MFK says:
ok
MFK says:
so who?
kimberly says:
im not suppose to say u noe...
MFK says:
hahahaha
MFK says:
ok ar. ur choice =x
kimberly says:
hahahhahahaa
kimberly says:
okies
MFK says:
but u noe u can trust me
MFK says:
hehe!
kimberly says:
eh....
kimberly says:
u see my pm?
MFK says:
ya
kimberly says:
wad does it say?
MFK says:
u're so gonna hate me for tt
MFK says:
im beginning to feel cheated
MFK says:
hmmm
kimberly says:
hahahhaa
kimberly says:
dun angry la...
MFK says:
wad
MFK says:
so who e dad?
kimberly says:
y do u feel cheated?
MFK says:
gah
MFK says:
juz tel me who e dad den i tell u
MFK says:
ahha
kimberly says:
hahahaha
kimberly says:
there is no dad.
MFK says:
n dere is no baby...
MFK says:
?
kimberly says:
HAHHAHAA
kimberly says:
of cos there is no baby!!!!
MFK says:
i knew it..
MFK says:
grrrrr
MFK says:
roar
MFK says:
u ar
MFK says:
say till so real
im convincing or wad? im such a natural at faking it...




Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 11:08 p.m.
him.

i wanst really planning to do this.... but i was telling the bf ytd that im doing some blogging.... n he said... "do u want my ghostly pics? hahaha...." of cos evil me said.." hahahha!! dun wan la.... later scare those reading my blog..." i bet 3 droplets appears on his forehead... so being kind me n ever so "understanding" i requested for his "ghostly" picture, n uploaded it here!



no... he does not have long hair, or round face anymore....

he terrorises himself by keeping his old clothes n reminding himself of how much he CANNOT go back to before...

yes..... i have a very cute bf who tells me that backpacking is a good idea especially if its to Jurong West St 65...

he thinks its a good idea to smile to the phone in public, cos the bf can make the gf happy all the time....

this is my cute bf...



but still..... never cuter den me!




@ 11:00 p.m.
My Possessions

i noe its very ya ya papaya to do this, n its not really stuff that r big deal now... but i just like to remind myself of my past, when my mum insist on me throwing them away...

cutting the long story as short as possible, my total possessions from my sec sch times....



stuff i collected when i was in Sec 4...



stuff that i collected in Sec 3...



collection in Sec 2...

i think i took back the most for the in the 3 years...



sec 1!!!



n the other small little nitty gritty stuff i got when i was in pri sch....



i like looking at them, cos it reminds me of what i am capable of, when my sisters r better in sch work..... im just better in the rest...




@ 10:40 p.m.
CNY - long overdue....

i noe its overly overdue... but due to the fact that without a CAMERA, i wont be able to take any recent pics, so i need to put in the rest of the old pics that hasnt been up yet!!!

anyway, this year's CNY has been great... after many years, n everyone growing up, we took the usual cousins's pics along the wall of the 3room flat... use to be at whampoa, my grandma's place, but after she moved, this time round, its taken at my Dua Gu's place in Clementi....



of cos its not taken very nicely... but we try hard u noe... but with kids running ard, n un-coorporative cousins, there is really nth much u can do about it...



Anyway, here is a very very cute kid im carrying! her name is Xander, n she is i think less den a year old? she is SO cute... she doenst cry if strangers carries her, n she happily lets u carry her out of the house n anywhere else!!!



pardon the lack of attention in the picture, but me n my sister were trying very hard to get the 3 kids to take a nice picture together.... Xerxis(i think??) the boy refuse to let my sister carry... not too sure y also.... but pretty girl xavia stands quietly at my side, waiting for her siblings to get ready...

super cute xXx kids...


of cos as usual we get unlimited cam-whoring pics... with my mummy, n sisters...



its pretty hard to get a great shot during CNY, but day 2 pics were much much better....



see... its nicer.... but den again.. how bad can it go?




Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 12:37 p.m.
Its Been Long

so long since i last posted... reason? during my last entry, the moment i completed, my boss walked over..

n requested for a discussion.. he asked y im always busy keying away on the keyboard... is msn impt? i said yes... discussion end... but he wasnt too happy with the constant keying... im too loud..

i haven been having the right mood to blog about anything.. thou i have some pics taken over CNY.... but its been too long.... that can wait..

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Valentines day this year is special...

for the 1st time ard, i actually kinda made an effort to get a gift, n go through the process of going for a date...

original intention was to go to KHA at Hortpark.. the black n pink sofa restaurant... but the Vday specials is way TOO expensive... so we decided to give that up... moreover most of them are seafood.... baby cant eat them...

since original plan is gone.. we decided to go n cut hair 1st! baby needed a haircut... cos he suppose to go reservist... butt long story short... he manage to defer after 1.5 days... anyway, we went to have an early dinner at Changing Appetite... i wont say its FANTASTIC... but its GOOOOOOD..... to save ourself from overeating, we ordered 1 portion of fries n the meal.... just nice for both of us... not too hungry, not too full.......

we went to maxx berner too...... the chocolate cake is SO good So good SO SO SO SO goood that im still thinking bout it... there is a drink, where u add in milk n choco chips, n melt it n drink it.... so appealing that im definately going back there again... n we saw the matilda from Singapore Idol singing there... n she is really pretty good... very nice to listen to...

from there, we went over the Marina Barrage, n as usual for the whole night... we manage to be early n on time..... no jams except when getting out of that area... 1 way road, with 2 way traffic....

its a very good view there.... n imagine that is a home... with that kinda view, i wont mind sleeping under the stars everynight...

i think my blog is getting abit boring without pics.... its without pics cos i dun have a camera!!!

so kind friends... whoever that is reading..... my b'dae is 18th May if u need a reason to get smth for me.... :) i will be very appreciative n thank u with all my thanks... ;p




Wednesday, February 04, 2009 @ 9:51 a.m.
I think im CRAZY.

i'm the most heartless fella ard...

usually after a breakup, im still friends with the other party... n most of the time, it works!! it works cos i always make it work...

in current times, i wont wanna make it work, n it wouldnt work... so there it goes...

1 of them, i tried to make it work... but im not too sure wad happened along the way, but i think the gf doesnt like the fact that he still mix ard with his ex... so after awhile we stop contact... we dun even see each other anymore!!

but the reason of the break up was that i got ditched.... YES! ugly duckling me was ditched!

n cos of that i think part of the anger wouldn't subside at all.... when i so happen to note that they r not having a good time now, instead of caring like a normal friend would... caring like a friend of many years would, im silently wishing them bad, n laughing.. "orbi! orbi!"

evil being me....

i'm definately someone that wouldn't wanna wish any ex good... unless im the one at fault of the break up la... but generally... i wish that they live their life sad n miserable, n they will rmb that without me... they cant live a happy life...

of cos in the past i dun have to capability to do that, cos i look terrible... but now... im sure i do...

i manage to make people look at me, at the same time make ppl hate me, n simultaneously make another party like me cos of the same situation.. im not saying that im scheming to hurt people.. but im scheming to make ppl notice me... im a bloody sore loser... n i hate to admit defeat...

let me admit.. im someone when i wanna do things, i make sure i must get it... n if i dun get it, i wan people ard to noe tat without me things r very different... MDES 2nd batch committee members...if we all can remember... when we were voting for the postings, i refuse to participate cos i noe that im not someone that will listen, n its not smth that they r looking at... so to mess them up even more... i refuse to move... refuse to listen n refuse to follow.... n as usual, i always seem to be able to piss seetoh off as much as i like to....

seetoh said if dun wan to join in... den u can leave the room... daring me he would.... i walked out of the room.... he tot i was angry.... i wasnt at all... i was relief.. i was glad i made him pissed... i was glad i made my stand noticed...

will i have bad karma if i wish for ppl to be bad? may i curse u(PJS) bad luck always.... =)




Tuesday, February 03, 2009 @ 1:36 p.m.
** Four person u meet in ur life **

got this paragraph from my sister's friend's blog.... read the meaning..

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you, Second person is the one you love most, Third person is the one who love you most, And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most. When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn't love you. The one, who love you most, is never the one you l ove most.And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him, If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride. If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive, If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin, But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in you life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.Love him for his good points, and the bad, You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.

If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end. Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear,to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!? In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another; The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.

Which person have you found so far?

In the world so big, which person have you found?
And who has found you?


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side note :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAO MING!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

Happy Birthday sister.... thou u always irritate me to the max, bug me down to my bones, lubricate me with ur fats, n complain like a lousy queen, on this day 24 years ago... u made my mummy suffer...

i still wanna wish u a HAPPY N FATTY BIRTHDAY!!!