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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 4:25 p.m.
a past that i wish to delete. learn to embrace? close to impossible... Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 1:42 p.m.
was what i saw the truth? or that im just being sensitive? im really not too sure of my feelings now.. should i trust as much as i wish i could, or should i just believe my own eyes? sometimes, intuitions really might just be feelings that aid u in seeing the facts. i hope this time, im really wrong. Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 11:17 a.m.
S Diary. and my thoughts I'm Starting to seriously hate Blogger.. its bloody pissing me off... i cant upload pics!!!! anyway, started my day super early today, met baby on the way to work to pick up the racket and met ms boey to get SOUP FROM HER!!! yes, that sweet slut made soup and gave me a share of it... its not lunch time yet, but i hope its good!!! anyway, since i came in early and my bosses were not ard, wanted to watch Orphan online, but i lack the GUTS... so there i go decided to watch smth that i've seen years ago, called S Diary.. shortly, the story tells about this young women, ditched and finds herself thinking about her past relationships and wonders wad made them all go wrong. Having done that, and seeking the answers to her questions she finds revenge on them, making them pay for wad they owned her.. kisses, hugs, sex, mis-shots, motel stays... blah blah blah.. in the mist of seeking revenge, she finds her true self and at the end of the story, she may have made her point wht these men, but still she wasnt happy... short flashbacks shown on how these men, thou have treated her badly, seem to at 1 point of time or another loved her for who she was. the main point of the story was not to say how revenge can be made, but more of in every relationship that each of us have been through, we think of the times when WE put in the effort for the other party.. yet very much weighing in the fact that u THINK that he is not loving u or treating you as much or as well as u have hoped for.. thats where the other sotry comes about. As we move along the line in our life, we learn to be greedy. Expectations of each other increases along the way of being together, and when in the past, a simple smile would mean a great damn deal, now that smile has to be taken over by a long string of hugs n kisses before the "i Love u" comes along.. I admit to being vengeful, admit to being evil of seeking for revenge for stuff that i believe would have belonged to me, or to call it simplier to make things that were suppose to be mine, mine. and to make YOUR life as miserable as can be, cos im much more worthy then u think i am. yet when everything settles down and we grow up and start another chapter of our life, we find that revenge is not really needed, cos who actually cares about it? and so wad? after 10 ro 20 years, u're not that sweet lil loving thing that people loved u for who u are, yet u r that evil being that seeked revenge, cos u THOUGHT that u deserve more.. YUP. thats wad u will be remembered for... thou im pretty sure im that sweet lil thing that everyone LOVES!!! :D back to the point, we should all be gratful for wad people around u are giving u, and gratful for the love that u share. dont take it for granted that people SHOULD love u, people SHOULD do the thigns they have been doing, cos they dont really HAVE to do it. point spoken, and im stilll waiting for blogger to be up again, so that i can upload pics! |