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skin by: Jane
Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 3:46 p.m.



im juz pretty... hahaha... admit it!!!!! kekeke...




Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 8:38 a.m.

smth weird is happening to me... its getting freaky.. but nvm, it will be over soon....

guess wad!!!! took this things from my sister's blog... hahaha.. really luffing my head off when i saw it.. but its really all true...

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Careless? or can't be bothered?



It's not that i like to bithch about people...let alone bitching about my sister..

but anw.. i hope that after i air out all this thoughts...her unluckiness will go away...or perhaps... her carelessness will go away....

I wanna say thati'm not a meanie...i just want her to wake up from her big dreamland.Let me list the careless stuff she have done...(Maybe not in Chronological order)

Incident 1

She went to work her first job after her 'O' levels.She was helping to sell charity tickets.

She was always on the go. But didn't know what happened.She lost her whole wallet.With all the cards, cash and I/C all gone.The best part is that..She dun even know if the wallet was stolen or misplaced.or how it was gone...

To replace all those stuff, she had to pay quite alot.especially the replacement of the I/C.It was so troublesome, cos one have to report the lost at the police station.Den go down to the immigration place to do the I/C.Maybe it was too troublesome to go and replace it..

so my dear dear sister took almost 3 months to replace her I/C.

Incident 2

Ever since she finish her O levels, maybe in January this year,My father got her a phone...

Her first phone,but that did not last long.Cos not too long after her poly started,she lost that phone.How?She left it in the sch toilet and forgot to take it...

By the time she started to search for it, the phone was already gone...Too bad, she have to spend from her own pocket to get a new phone.

Without a plan, that new phone set her back around 200.

Incident 3

On her way back home one fine day,she slide her card holder which included her ezlink card and cash into her back pocket.

She didn't have a proper wallet den.. cos she was too lazy to replace the I/C..and also too scared to bring too much things out..cos of the incident where she lost her wallet..

So when she was in the queue for the bus home.. and she saw a malay man looking suspiciously at her.(i'm not racist, just a matter of fact.)She initially thought nothing of it.. but when she was going to board the bus, she realised that her card was gone.

At the point of time she thought nothing of the man.. and started to panick..she can only suspect that it was the guy...she panicked so much that she was crying when she called me...at the moment of time.. she dun even know how to go home..

Incident 4

After she got her new phone,she was very happy with it..but the state of a new phone was soon gone..

Cos in less that 3 months of the newness,the back cover was missing..which means the battery inside the phone was on the verge of dropping out!!!As usual.. dun ask her how it got lost..so this time...my smart ass sister used blue labeling tape to tape her battery into the phone..she dun even bother to find those cheapo case that u can find at those pasar malam..

In fact she wrote some funny comments onto the tape...something like "never see before"...She took the longest time to get that back case..

It was only after countless nagging did she buy it..

Incident 5

My dad bought a new mp3 player that looked a little like the ipod.which means it was flat and the screen was quite big..

My dear sis insisted that she wants the mp3. So she had it...but earlier on in the week.. something fantastical happened...

She was going to charge the player at night and it was dark...she didn't switch on the light..so suddely she felt that her player had funny things poking out on the surface...when she swich on the light, the whole screen was smashed.

But it was still in place because of the screen protecter...so it was bye bye to the brand new player..

And all these incidents did not happen over the years...It all happend within the year... within this year!!!

can anyone beat it??

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when i read that, i think back and really find that how can anyone be so kuku to lose so much of their stuff within such a short time!!! its juz within a year... okies, not even a year yet how great can that be rite.. the savings that she had had over the 4 or 5 months of working all went down to paying for all the lost items... its really so freakin dumb lo....-.-



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when i 1st noe him, i would say i totally hated him.. how can anyone be that irritating and sure of himself? similarly, he tot i was damn arrogant... dun like me at all...things move on, and its a total different story now... when we 1st started out, i did not like him as much.. it was all a slow start for me... but through the time, it slowly move on to allow me to start loving him for hu he is, and loving him no matter what people say...

comments were made, and im aware of it... but i think it time opinion of him is changed, cos the care n concern that he shows is leading him to become what is not tot of bout him... he has become that thoughtful and considerate person that bothers bout what i think, what i feel and what the people ard me will appear to be... no longer is he that self centered and irritating guy that i 1st noe...

im glad that both of us r pretty independent, and dun need each other to be physically there for each other all the time... smth that he dun have a choice with, and smth that i need... freedom is what we have, and it make things easier for both of us, as we dun have to report our every single move to each other... but even though we dun meet often, the care and concern that he shows really touch me, and make me feel wanted, and important... and i hope i can make him feel the same too... that he is important...

he is mine, and always will be....

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touching rite??? hehehe....




Thursday, September 28, 2006 @ 5:16 p.m.

im so freakin tired.. i feel like im on the verge of breaking down and falling aslp. the whole week is super bz!!!! super super bz!!!! i have so much access in my head that its killing me.. heng most of the way, nita was there to help me.. pracitcally camp over at ur table, and ytd when i finally move back, i told her that her chair was really uncomfortable. hahaha... she gave me that cheeky look, and ask me get lost, back to my desk.. she is really nice, and i really appreciate her help all along the way. its 15 mins more b4 i go home... its really tiring and i really wish that i can juz pack up, go home and fall aslp soon... im damn freakin tired!!!! its gonna be pay day soon... n im gonna repay all my outstandin debts( to my sis n mum) and give my mum abit of my remaining, and den GO SHOPPING!!!!! im in desperate need for new clothes... new jacket!!!! hehehe.... totally cant wait lo. okies, i need to let everyone noe that my lover gal is calling me tonite!!!! hahaha...



@ 5:16 p.m.

im so freakin tired.. i feel like im on the verge of breaking down and falling aslp.

the whole week is super bz!!!! super super bz!!!! i have so much access in my head that its killing me.. heng most of the way, nita was there to help me.. pracitcally camp over at ur table, and ytd when i finally move back, i told her that her chair was really uncomfortable. hahaha... she gave me that cheeky look, and ask me get lost, back to my desk.. she is really nice, and i really appreciate her help all along the way.

its 15 mins more b4 i go home... its really tiring and i really wish that i can juz pack up, go home and fall aslp soon... im damn freakin tired!!!!

its gonna be pay day soon... n im gonna repay all my outstandin debts( to my sis n mum) and give my mum abit of my remaining, and den GO SHOPPING!!!!! im in desperate need for new clothes... new jacket!!!! hehehe.... totally cant wait lo.

okies, i need to let everyone noe that my lover gal is calling me tonite!!!! hahaha...




Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 5:22 p.m.

its sunday 5.15 pm, n im stuck at home, waiting 4 time to come, so that we can go out 4 dinner...

work this week have been getting better, but(i stress) not alot... juz a lil... i can get this bz that i will 4go my 1.5hr break, to go back n read that idiotic manual that a group of student from TP did bout a year back...

basically work is getting more fun, and also its not that boring anymore... ig uess its cos there r frens ard, and that i can use the internet and im so much wishing for lunch every freakin day...

this whole week, have been doing work that mail of the day 4jying is shorter, and she is also bz la... so we din really have the time to talk also..

had 2 major quarrels with nic this week... 1st was my fault( i think) cos my groomy mood, and waking up on the wrong side of the bed did me in.. i was pronounced attitude problem. but he also had fault, when he broke a promise of going out with me on wed...but i guess im so used to it le la....

den ytd huge row over a fren of mine, and it was really really bad.. i would even say terrible.

both episode came to a point when he said break up.. is it really such a easy word to say, or its such a easy thing to do? not sure, but its not smth i wan.. but i still conculde that i wan everyone to like him, as well as him to like everyone.. cos being the middle person sucks.

he told me some stuff last nite as well, which really made me think hard.. im not even sure if im juz a subsitute or wad, thou he says im not la... i trust him, and believe so... but sometimes having the 6sense is quite accurate.. lets not dream too much.. i dun even noe y im feeling that way, thou its over for so long, but i think certain things cannot be decided by human's mind, but onli through the heart of the person in question. thats y i told him that if 1 day he decide that its the other way, i wont blame him, cos its not a commitment or promise that a person has to fulfill, but what a person is really feeling.

im not a stupid or bimbotic person.. those hu noe me should noe wad im capable of, and what goes through my minde... i wont say im smart, but to make it clear.. i have a mind clearer than it should be.. its juz not wanting to work properly.




Monday, September 18, 2006 @ 8:21 p.m.

some pics that i totally 4got bout... hahah damn long ago la... but wadever lo... happy jiu hao!!!

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the 3 person statying fire... we r pros lo... hahhaa...

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in the mist of trying to light it up...

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the 4 best of frens...

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diy, kim wan and jying!!!

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we were really trying to light it up... its juz retarded, damn hard... stupid charcoal

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out to torture the asshoLE!!!

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4 of us!!!

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the art work, n the artist

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monkeying ard!!!!

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k-sisters!!!! 1 missing la...

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kiss the beloved belated b'dae girl!!!

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joe n irwin!!

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tired of fanning...

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monkey friends...

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happy birthday to diy!!!!!!

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the ultimate monkey origin-ers

had the whole of todae rotting infront of the com todae.... was chatting with yaofeng the whole while, n dumb as he may seems, i really learnt alot from wad he says... n i seriously thinks that he has grown up alot alot!!!! i totally cant believe wad he told me todae lo... but im glad he is not stupid anymore... hehehe




Saturday, September 16, 2006 @ 5:11 p.m.

nth to do todae... anyways, juz want to post the pic that we took with jying before she leaves...



i quite like this pic... nice rite.. hehhee




Friday, September 15, 2006 @ 2:24 p.m.

yay!!! its results day todae...

i wont say its superb la... but its better den expected, and im proud of myself, cos this sem is not an easy one, but able to do better den usual, i think its really an achievement...

anyways, here is my results.

Chemical Logistics -- B+

Distribution and Transportation -- C+

Events Communication -- B+

Operation Planning Control -- C+

Purchasing Management -- C+

Warehouse Storage System -- B+

World Issue : Singapore Perspective -- B

GPA of 2.9615

i wont say is damn good la, but at least i did better den before la. now waiting for yaofeng and zester to give me a treat!!!! YEAH!!!!

i think if i did fight for my cover letter and resume, i would have gotten an A for Events comm lo... our presentation was so zhai, how can not get A.we were the best lo... damn it man.. if not i would have done better den ben. hate him!!!!!(sour grapes)

btw, i heard that the intern here did quite alrites. except the HR intern diagonally across me... she is damnhardworking, damn zhai.. BUT she got B+ onli....y? i also duno y leh.. ppl on the other side, not as hardworking, got A or smth lo... den her face black black whole day la.

i hope i wont end up like her lo... i wan get the last A that i can lo....

work have been okies this week... its pretty fast, cos its friday now, n in another 2.5 hr, its go home time!!!!! i love going honme




Monday, September 11, 2006 @ 8:50 a.m.

todae is monday, september 11, kristie n val's b'dae and most importantly, its my WORST DAY!!!!

i dunno if monday is cursed for everyone or wad... but i juz seems to be jinxed on this day... i left home at 7 sharp, and i 4got my handphone.. so i run back upstairs to get my phone... den i waited close to 10 mins for a bus, and 2 came together... n juz to leave my street, it took close to 5 whole mins!!!!

den the fucking bus was retardedly slow, and i reach JE at 7.30. i ran all the waY to the waiting point for the company bus, and wad a great day... i saw the bus u noe!!!! i was so damn close to it, and it juz left me all alone there!!!! all alone okies!!!! wad the hell la... i tot i would have time to take a cab down, so i tried to flag there.... there was this huge bus bl0ocking my view, and 3 freakin taxis juz drove pass!!!!! den i saw 1 taxi quite far away, so i stood at a super prominant spot, so that i can get the cab... den dunno la.. was blocked, but i ran for it... but this stupid malay woman hu is so huge that i dun think anyone would miss her at all took my CAB!!!!! wad the hell la... den i walked all the way to the entertainment center... i crossed over, n 3 empty cab drove pass!!!! hjeng i turn ard, saw another empty cab coming, ran across the road risking being knocked down by retarded drivers, and got in the cab....

super drama rite!!!! wad the hell lo... n farni thing is that its jam the entire way until i reach office!!!! fuck lo..... 25 mins to reach... wad the hell... waste 10.40 bucks on cab fare... its worth my 1 week's transport noe!!!! im fucking poor now... i cant stand it man... im so damn damn damn pissed. wad is wrong with the people in the world on monday!!!! gone stupid? muz be...




Saturday, September 09, 2006 @ 1:43 p.m.

went out to Suki Shushi with diy n ben ytd... its so long since we net up... ya, its 1 week la... but 1 week is really long when in the past, we meet every freakin day... onli me n ben ate... diy wasnt hungry(dun feel like eating) den we called our beloved from in china ms BOEY!!! i really mis her alot alot alot alot alot alot lo!!!!

chatted for but 34 mins or so... i really miss her alot... when she was ard, right beside us, her existance was never really bothered, cos Haiya... she will be there... but now that she is gone for onli a week, n 4 month n 3 weeks counting... we really miss her alot lo. its not like with ben yf, or anyone else... we will get to meet up eventually.. but with jying, its 5 months later...

wrk for this few days is getting a lil better... did some impt documents for the vessels, and well well... i can say im expert in folding brochures, letters, and sealing them... other den that, im expert in scanning documents and sending to email... thats wad i've been doing... other den that the work flow thing... been wrecking my brains for ideas to improve it.. guess it will come soon, if not i will rot, n die!!!!

suppose to meet nic this week.. but i also dunno wad happened.. den he juz disappeared for awhile... nah.. i noe he having some prob now... bad mood, and i dun noe how to console him... guess it will take some time...

i dun really noe wad is going on, but i dun seems to noe him... he noes more bout me den i noe bout him... i think too much la.. but thats the truth lo... i have to noe wad he thinks, and its not easy, cos he is not telling me... i also dunno how... he noes he is impt lo...

going for the chalet thingy later... i think is to celebrate kristie's b;dae also la.. bus leaving sch at 4.. gonna start preparing le... not working on sat is really bliss.




Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @ 8:46 a.m.

IM SO BORED!!!!

guess wad, im staring at the com screen todae, and i still have nth to do... i was thinking of getting a complain, but i guess let me wait till after todae? hopefully it will get better soon...

was on the phone with nic last nite(and many many other nites/practically all) and he said that i did not mention him in my blog... hmm... how do i happen to mention? anyway, for those that do not noe hu is nicholas, he is this guy, that i noe, hu loves me alot... yesh, we r in a relationship now... i dun noe how to explain this complicated situation, but just that i feel very fortunate that i noe him...

thou he can be a lil difficult at times, but he is the one that want to spend the next few years, or maybe the rest of my life with? i dun noe... this kinda thing also very difficult to say rite... i noe its juz a very very short period of time with him, but he makes me feel special... i noe, ben says that women are stupid in believing sweet talk, but hell with it... i noe i trust very easily... so i dunno la... i juz wan to make my world perfect until now... hee....(so how lover boy? satisfied to see ur name here?)

anyway, one of my manager is back already, and she looks so difficult to please... omg... kinda freaked out, but at least stuff to do will come soon!!!!! hope she comes back fast, if not trasfer me to the other side.. omg, i really hate it here...

tired.. think my eyes gonna rot soon... cat wait 4 friday.. hehhee



Monday, September 04, 2006 @ 4:20 p.m.

guess wad... this is fucking boring!!!! im in the office, now its 4 smth, n i have done nth at all!!!! okies, i guess thats wad most people will experience... my main supervisors are all in INdonesia, and the other remaining bosses that i have, r assholes that r giving me nth to do... wad the hell lo.. aks me repack newspaper article.,... rework my idea, and use my crreativity to re-organise the fOLder.. WOW!

wad a great explaination of asking me to do shit work....

yf even worst, sitting in the office, supervisor MC, den no laptop, nth... heng i got laptop... that came at bout 3? waste my time...

lids r closing, eyes r tired...



Sunday, September 03, 2006 @ 1:58 p.m.

ms boey is gone... ytd was super emotional la... she cry, i also cry... she dun cry, den i also cry... kinda crazy... but i really miss her alot... she msged me last nite, n told me she reach le... was realy relief, that at least she is there, and i hope that she will enjoy her 5 months there, n come back soon!!!

sent me a set of pics on fri b4 she go.... here it goes!!!, AGM 2006.. the pics not that nice la... but no pt fotoshoping, cos hu caares!!!



me n my lover gal!!





3 of us... best of frens.





jying, see hong, me n the big mouth nat above...





me n the asshole!!!!





1 less of the k-sisters...

Napfa test day.... oh ya, i got gold btw... wahahhahaa....so li hai rite... hahahha



my class!!!





my fav. class mate!!!! diy, me n jying!!!!





on tues... me n diy, for the memories in jying's phone.. hahhaa



outing with k-sisters



k-sisters all over





trying to act lesbo... not convincing huh... hehehe..





this is more interesting huh...



me n my lover..



for once, joe is taller!!!



me n my da jie kristie!!



i like this pic alot!!







lets all conclude that self taken pics r very nice!!!! hehee...



hope this crazy couple here will quit bickering, and start loving the presence of each other..





all pointy shoes!!!



5 cool shoes!!!





k-sisters with 1 in-law present.





last pic taken... its gonna be another 5 months or so b4 we can take this kinda pic again... ne everyone will change by den.



finally finish uploading all the pics... it took like 4ever...



gonna start work tml le... im kinda excited, yet i dun feel like working....



had a long long talk at pastamania, n thanx ben!! u r really a great great fren.... i hope that ms MY will treasure u, n wadever wadever... HHAHAHA.... *mean grin*



okies, all done... hmm.... i miss jieying so much!!!






Friday, September 01, 2006 @ 12:32 p.m.

questions keep popping up.... qns of wonder if it is true, or if it is the truth.

on answering the questions, i can onli say yes.

yes, i do have someone that i like in mind, someone that can make me smile even when he is angry, n someone that adores me like im greek goddess.. sounds bimbotic, but facts.

comparing with the other rivals in question, i admit that i do not have the hair, looks, figure, boobs, butt, or anything that is in question. but its juz a wonder what is so attractive of me in his mind..

what is he like?? well, i can onli say typical capricorn man. not nice temper, not nice words when temper is bad and not nice tots when temper is bad..

what so good bout him? im not too sure too... he has his life planned well ahead of him... a lil mcp, but attractive, quite teh, but mature in certain sense. i guess its sufficient enough that he loves me, and cares about what i think alot. i dare say he loves me more den i do to him.... but then again, thats not gonna be smth in the long run.

the meet up with kristie, kimwan, n jieying ytd was fruitful... we r k sisters not juz because of our name... we love each other alot... even the people we love, have their similarities ard... all r capricorm man, n surprise!!! all born in the same year...

the humouring of human, is an art that not everyone can have the sense, or the patience, or the ability to do so. i being the oh-so-very-smart kim, of cos has that ability(think skin huh...) n i definately is willing to do so... jieying asked what kinda food he feeds me... he says its the power of love... is this power really so POWERFUL? im still in the process of searching for the answer. believe it or not... but it is starting to take effect. the medication of love.

i even wonder to myself.. y r we gals so easily convinced by anyone about anything? im not too sure. i even had thoughts that he is ard juz for sex. funny idea huh? but its just smth that runs through a person's mind when everything runs too smoothly. its very contradicting, as i yearn for a perfect life, yet when its too close to perfect, i question the reliability of it. i guess its juz that my mind is running on high speed power, and the thoughts just comes fast, n yet it leaves just as fast.

in another 24 hrs or so, my dear lover gal, listening ear, best friend, and bitching partner is leaving for 5 months. my surprise has been taken over, and its no longer useful to make her wail. my ideas are running out, and if i turn up tml without my so called surprise, its not fun anymore. but i guess seeing us, n leaving us should be sufficient to make her produce afew pails of tears.

i really enjoy the company of everyone that is ard me.. everyone is impt in my life. thats y i do not even wish for the lost of anyone at all. i juz love everyone too much.

its a wonder y im blogging so much nowadays... it came to me that i wanted jieying to noe what is going to happen to my life, n all the people ard me during the period when she is gone... just getting use to blogging more before she leaves its like an insight to my life... jieying!!!! blog more there okies, i want to noe who u r doing, n at the same time its to let u noe how im doing too.... i love u gal!!