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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Wednesday, August 31, 2005 @ 11:20 p.m.
ProJEct!!! want to zester house to do marketing project todae... hahaha.. was really fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!!!! totally had lotsa joy... when i get the videos, i will send to all.... their still movements.. hahaha.a... damn cute... kekekee... finally project is almost done... everything is settled.. more or less... everything in my life is kinda settled. i have a happy family... i have great frens... i have everything i wan... my frens r great... we have fun together... n i noe some of them have problems... but since i never tell them mine, i never expect them to tell me too... my fren told me smth that happened to her... n gal.... no matter wad... though we may not be toking much, or meeting much, but wadever it is, im always here... if u need me to bash him up, i'll get ppl to do it..... im serious... dun get so upset over someone that is so not worth it... life has its ups n downs.... if ur life is all ups, den gd 4 u,.. down will come soon... dun be so arrogant... if life is down all the way 4 ya... cheer up, cos it will go up one day.... n i wanna be there to cheer when up comes..... no matter wad happen, a person is happy when there is laughter.... laughter is the medicine to all heart sickness.... Monday, August 29, 2005 @ 10:23 p.m.
wondering where i got this pic from? hahahaha.... this is zester diggin his nose!!!!! hahahhaa.... no la.... fake de la... he juz happen to be trying to fool ard, and at the same time, i took this pic of him.. hahhahaa... i think he feels like dying le.... such an unsightly pic of him here... kekeke.... the handsome monkey la...decided to takemy driving lesson.... or should i say finally decided.... hahhaa... went 4 dinner at pasir ris on friday... 1st time my dad let me drive the car... woaH!!!! hahaha.... fun fun.... think i play gold cart too much le la.... i was driving okies, cos it auto la... den when i turn, im not suppose to step on the accelerater.. but i did, n the car din listen to mE!!! hahaha.... almost crash onto the other cars... kekekee.... den my dad was like "!!!! no need to step when turning lA!!!!!" hahaha.... den continue la... drive, den my dad say stop lo... den stop until cannot be seen de la... hahahhaa.... i strive to be a gd female driver... a gd female driver, so gd that all guys will flag the white cloth.... hahaha.... i noe i can do it.... yeah!!!!!! wish me luck... kekeke... Sunday, August 28, 2005 @ 2:12 p.m.
a dead tired saturday i guess i need to start on friday... went to sch to so call submit our marketing... but hahahaa... still can drag la... got next week.... but im so proud of my work.... its damn gd..... to ben, zester, jy, n me.... we call ourself the best... kekekee... :) den went town to buy clothes... bought a top at P.O.A... greeny colour... yeah!!!! i LIke..!!!!! hahahhaaa... was trying to find a bottom, n JY finding a sash... well... saw afew, but ben thinks its not nice... i think not bad... den saw this skirt that alot of ppl wearing... dunno how to explain, but jy went to try, n its so nice!!!!!!!!! but din buy, cos no marNI!!!! den walked ard, n ben had to leave le... so left me n jy shop ard... she wanted to find that shop that sold the sash we saw, n saw this shop that sold jeans at 19.90!!!! hahahaha.... bought myself a jeans.... nice nice!!!!! jy tried 1, that looks like levis jeans... but no size.... sick man.... onli 1 size left.... -.-" went to work ytd... hahahhaa... im supppose to reach at 9.30, but i reach at 9.45... ws late, but nvm la... no one care at all wad... den gotta noe some ppl... a guy next to meiji, called xing chen.... the guy behind selling nuts called zhi jian, a guy over at haroad called nicholas, and a cashier called ben..... hehehee.... work was fun... it wasnt physically tiring at all... but my brains were dAmn tired... mentally tired, den physically... how to survive my holiday weekends? hahahhaa.... weekends at taka is a real killer.. so many damned people... siao de leh.... lucky no work todae,no work until maybe next week.... lucky is weekend onli... if not i think im gonna die.... soon.... exams nearing le.... 3 sem in poly is over... so damn soon.... im kinda worried. so many things i have not prepared myself for... haiZ..... Thursday, August 25, 2005 @ 3:07 p.m.
duuuuP~~! haven been online 4 quite some time.... damn bored... my lfe seems to be revolving ard my tv set. everyday reach home, den watch tv until i slp... haven been coughing, n sneezing since last friday.... lost my voice too... feeling horrible... i totally hate being sick... pkmg is due tml... n we started doing yesterday.... n LCOM test ytd ws fun!!!! woke up at 9, n rush took my time to sch, tot i will still be quite early.. hahahaa.... when i reach, 10 mins after 10, the whole class was there le.... stunning.... went over to KAP after test to eat, n do project... den bout 3, went over to ben's place to do.... did quite alot la.... bout half? hahahaa... better den nth.. den we stared to chat... chat bout almost everything.... n most importantly, the camp.... toked bout the fun, n wad we tot we had to improved... i really wonder wad if wad i did to my life was right at this stage... i hadall that i needed... but i seems to bring some things that dun need my concern into my own life.... im like seeking death myslef... wad the hell.... i lost my guidance at certain point, that i felt lke i lost it.... din slp well last nite... was thinking bout alot alot of things.... Boon Lay Primary School. the place where i spent my 1st 6 years od schooling. its torn down, n rebuilt, n next year, it will start term as Jurong primary sch... the so called rival sch of ours.... there goes my 6 years of fun, 6 years of happiness, n 6 years of frenship n memories of the sch.... frens we remember,teachers we remember... but the sch no more.... no more big field where we can have our sports day right in the sch.... no more corridor that house bats.... i miss everyone there so much.... there's gonna be a major gathering in november, n almost everyone is going... not sure if i wan to go.... next friday, gonna have a mini gathering with irene, agnes, n adi n afew of the others.... im miss them so much..... he's going in NS on the 9th sept. im not sure wad im feeling.... i think i let it go... i felt no miss when he told me that.... i can handle my life without him very well.... without him, i can be good... cos he stand no place in my life anymore.. im gonna be strong... have anyone ever tot if wad they did for others is appreciated? i noe alotof ppl hu do things n wan rewards, wan appreciation, n wan ppl to accept them.... but i tell u,i wont.... i will onli appreciate, if i respect u,n wad did is of use... if not, u can 4get it. dun always think that u r the best.... wad u did is gd, n being wad u r, u can do wad u want.....dun think of it like that, cos no matter wad, i can do my best, to make ur life horrible too..... i HATE U!!!!! n since i hate u, dun make me hate u more, n cause u to die early... i noe thats evil, n bitchy... but i dun give a damn.... i do wad i wan to do, n im gd at getting myself to make u die a errible way... ends with a bad tone.... Friday, August 19, 2005 @ 7:27 p.m.
OMG!!!!!!! my sore throat is not getting any better, n here comes another of the family... the Flu!!!!!! the thing that cause ur nose to behave like a tap, allowing all the water from ur nose to come out.... im realy sick..... think more den half my class din turn up 4 pmkg... n he is gonna burst into flame.... hahaha... wad responsible students he have... slp the most conpared to all my slping time on sch days.... 11 over hours... hhahahaa.... but still din feel that gd when i wake up... was practically trying to stop that tap on my nose. mum cooked prawn noddles 4 me. yummy yum yum... got changed n was lying on the sofa trying to rest 1 last time b4 i leave 4 sch... den dad asked.. r u gonna go to sch like that? omg... i knew it... he is gonna touch on that topic again. "RESPECTING URSELF" duhz..-_-" i seriously dun see a problem with wearing shorts to sch.. crazy dad with a crazy daughter.... went to sch 4 less den an hr, n class is over... omg.. wad a total waste of time... -.-" was i over board todae? i tot i wasnt.. i wasnt even obvious rite? i seems to be rather petty in this case, but hack it!!!!! i dun give a damn.... im pissed yeah! i dun care how ppl look at me... but hey. i've got feelings too alrite? dun let thsi happen again. like alot of ppl say... women r petty... juz let me be it. i dun give a damn..... 4 once i juz loved to be called petty. was watching project superstar yesterday... omg!!!!! damn it man.... i dun give a damn to those hu support kelvin... but cant someone open their ears, n listen??? junyang obviously has better singing power den kelvin, n because of support he got in? i cant believe it....ARGH!!!!!! there is practically nth nice to watch now, since the best i heard is out.... i hope he gets some recording contract, n his album sales is much much better den all, den he becomes another lin jun jie.... Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @ 10:18 p.m.
HELP!!!!!! someone pls help me!!!!!!!!!!! im having this terrible sore throat, that it hurts even when i swallow saliva also pain!!! i cant believe it man.... im feeling a cough coming up, n i dun like this feeling at all!!!!! *comforting myself* its onli coming up.... i take care, it will go away de.... sobz... loy told me that he got his 1st interview letter le.... wad the hell!!!!! we apply at the same time, n yet he got the letter, n i haven?!?!?!!! no fair.... msg my mum to open letter box 4 me... msg 2 times LO! never reply me... den reach home, den she say never open, cos too bz.... diaoz.... was damn excited... but nth was inside.... nth at all.... dad says that postman haven come... hope he will come back with some gd news 4 me.... was on the bus home todae, n the aircon was so cooling.... the sit suddenly felt so comfy... so i rest my hand on the window thingy... n i lean my head against the window, n i fell aslp, almost instantly.... den this guy staying near my house sat beside me... n think he fell aslp too... cos suddenly i felt smth leaning over, n jerking away.. hahaha..... nodding off. den slp slp slp lo..... suddenly smth poke me on my arms, n i woke up.... my stop le!!!!!! den faster press bell again, to get down... hahhaa.... same thing happen to him..... damn paiseh... 2 person fell aslp, n wake up at the same stop to get off. i pissed. some should noe wad im pissed over.... if it happens again, im sure to let that person noe wad is kim getting angry to be like. im sure to let him die.... tml IMGT quiz... haven study.... think tml den study la.... can make it de la... *smiles to myself* hehehe... Tuesday, August 16, 2005 @ 8:22 p.m.
Yummy Crystal Jade!!! todae is tuesday!!!!! n todae is the day when we have lessons until 12!!!!! n that means we have the rest of the day free!!!!!! went down town todae, 4 crystal jade la mian n xiao long bao.. yummmy yum yum!!!!!! ben... dun say we never go eat wif u HOR!!!! we all ACCOMPANY U HOR!!!! hahahhaa...
taken at the benjamin shears bridge.... on national day.
picture taken after i reach home todae... hahhahaaa
so can u imagine at which point of time would i not take a picture? yeah... maybe when i juz wake up, n my hair looks like a lion's mane.
life have been nice to me all this while. i juz wish it stays this way... but den again, nth is perfect. im not perfect, u r not perfect(though u may think u r...) even god is not... so wads wrong wif juz being ard?? saying the wrong thing at the wrong time at the wrong place is not an excuse to make a person believe in u, 4 no god damn reason. I really wish that in my short life, i will achieve what i want, n to get what i deserve. but god is so unfair!!!!! i juz cant understand why i have to bear with all the craps, rubbish, n idiotic things thats happening in my life!!!!! i've got so much to say.... but words never seems to be gd enough to have me explain my present thoughts, n feelings. i need u to be there wif me... i truely need u.... but i guess its not like before anymore. i cant have u to myself. now, i have to share. sharing is not something i noe how to do.... or that i can do it well.... i noe i cant do it well... but i guess.. juz let fate bring me to where im suppose to be... @ 7:26 p.m.
pics take on national daY!!!         Saturday, August 13, 2005 @ 4:17 p.m.
 the team that played during year games!!!!! hahaha.... the WINNING TEAM!!!!! kekee..
tues was national day, went out wif a big group of ppl... meet at suntec, den wanted to go esplanade to see ifreworks de.... but we were kinda late, so it damn full... so went over to benjamin shears bridge there, sit along the railing, den waited 4 more den 2 hrs, before the fireworks... n the 2 hrs there was totally playing. take photo, sit ard, n wadever la.... juz play lo.... n the fireworks, was totally magnificient!!!!!!! pics will be uploaded soon.....i haven been online 4 quite sometime, n it feels like im so laggy.... hahhaa.... feeling onli la... i guess im happy at this point of my life. things r ging on fine 4 me, though there r times when i have that weird feeling( not gonna say wad kinda weird feeling) but think its my own wild imaginations. no mood to blog todae, so shall do it another time. im so totally shagged. Monday, August 08, 2005 @ 6:38 p.m.
i wanna buy a pony ShOe!!!! that is the pony shoe that i wan!!!! yeah... maybe not this colour... but also not bad la.. i wan it so bad!!!!!! not very ex... guess i can afford it soon.... i noe i can... grinS! haven bought anything 4 myself 4 a long long time.... n i need new things!!!! items that i want/need: - new pony shoes - new jeans -new tops - new jacket i need new stuff!!!!! n the onli way to get it, is to WORK!!!!! I NEED TO FIND A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!! yesh, n very desparately!!!!(opps.. i think i spell wrongly....) was suppose to participate 4 the MDE year 2 n 3 games with my classmate. den linnet says she is not coming.... yeah... "im sick" reason. den was thinking the entire LCOM. since this is it, im never gonna participate wif her again. NEVER! so i told everyone not to come 4 the games. u spoil my mood, i spoil everyone's its UR FAULT!!!!! den still went 4 the games.... cos gotta help da ge wad.... den was sitting there, waiting 4 the games to start, den da jie came over ask me help them play, cos rachel not here yet... so of cos im willing to PLAY!!!! smth i wanted to do 4 very loong. den played lo.... 1st match. won QME year 3... winner of last year's MDE year 2 n 3 games.... that ger is god damn gd. i when i saw that we r playing with them, i panic, cos i noe she is gd. but still we played, n won. her face was damn blaxck. but hell it, WE WON!!!!!! n its into finals le!!!! wonder y so fast rite? cos onli 4 teams turn up... hehe.... den we played with QME year 2, winners of last year's MDE year 1 games. was really a tough match. they are short, but they are realy fast. n they are gd. i dun deny that. had a real rough match. n ppl got injured. n my knee got the ball smack. n it hurtS *OUCH!!!!* but still we won!!!!!!! 1st place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! no class, n we still won!!!! cheers to all da gers!!!!! n thanx to da jie 4 asking me to play 4 them!!!! heheh... things are going on fine 4 me... its all actually in the mind. tell urself u can do it, n den u can. smth i quote from my teachers.smth that i gotta learn. found some pics of donavan(the lil kid my mum use to look after) hahaha... he looks so cute when is was younger!!!!! now not handsome le!!!!! 
2 pics of him 1st.... later den add more.... im lazy la!!! Thursday, August 04, 2005 @ 9:58 p.m.
boo0o~!!!! its 10 now, n im not even seeing the halfway mark of my SCM project!!!!!! wad the hell~!!! tot it will be rather easy... din read the qns, din read wad we have to do 4 the report... end up having to do a whole list of stuff... 1. A front page containing the topic title and members' names (indicate the leader with an asterisk). 2. Introduction – Overview of the case(s) 3. Contents – Theory, application, examples, answers to case study discussion questions, interviews, etc. 4. Opinions and Remarks – Benefits, advantages and disadvantages. 5. Recommendations 6. Conclusion – Relevancy, effectivity, validity in industries. 7. References – Paper, Textbook, Websites etc. how to get it done in juz 1 day? last day, last hope, last leap.... its not easy, n its not gonna be a breeze.... things haven been happening.... ever since de day i blog, i've got comments, on my tag, n through SMS... thanx frens... im strong rite? i can do it! i feel like tearing my hair out.... i cant get it right.... 3 hrs to complete? izzit possible? i hope so.... feeling so helpless now. -.-" Monday, August 01, 2005 @ 9:32 p.m.
"Look What You've Done" Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you ' Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to prove Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had won Give me back my point of view' Cause I just can't think for you I can hardly hear you say What should I do, well you choose Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you' Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to do Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyoneA fool of everyone this song really made me think of him(the E guys) @ 9:01 p.m.
Jealousy wonder wad that word means? hahaha.... yeah, thats write, tis when person A get it, n person B dun, den person B will jealous of wad person A has. y am i at this topic? cos im jealous!!!!! okies,i think i am... not so sure. but this feelings reallly feels like jealousy. y can u have it, n i cant? y can u go out, n be happy, n i cant? i dun noe u well, but i god damn jealousy of U!!!! i lost u once, i haven got u back. never gonna get u back. though we r toking, but things r not gonna be like b4. n im dead jealous of wad u have now!!! y cant i have it like u? told myself not to be so superficial. but wad it seems like now,prove otherwise. i seems to be soo taken by wad u look like, den wad u r inside. u told me once that i can count on u 4 wadever that i needed. n i believed that. yet u lied to me, again n again. when i saw u with ___, i felt my heart break into pieces. i really cant say wad kinda feeling that was....way b4 that, i guess it was it. but i din wan to face the fact. when i finally noe it, i had this weird feeling. i noe im not in love with u. but im juz jealous 4 ___ gets so much of ur attention, yet i dun. i did wad i had to do, but u cant see it. im so jealous of U!!!! ___. but i still wish u guys well, cos i noe u r a gd person. |
