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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Friday, July 23, 2004 @ 10:00 p.m.
.:arLLoZ...:. well well.... the past week has been kinda slacky, cos 1 week juz past by so damn quickly!!!! everything happened so fast, that the week past like a blink... anyway, i cut my hair le.... n its really short, n i dun like it!!!!!!! i dun like it at all.... of all the ppl around, onli 2 person says it looks okie, thats elmo, n joel, bimei's fren... classmate 1st reaction, was saying tis weird... leong's reaction, was to give me $3 more to get it cut porperly at shirley ma... how evil can he be... not nice nvm lar, ppl dun like also nvm lar, at least ppl like me inside, not outside wad... hehheehe anyway, the entire week, i broke record... i never tok to him on the phone, never msg him alot, n onli meet him once 4 the entire week!!!! dunno wad wrong lar... i dunno izzit that im a silly ger, but i still think iim not wrong.... he go eat lunch, den never tell me, den i wait alone like a silly ger at the atrium, den when he finally came, it was like 45 mins later, wif his lunch inside his tummy... den i was angry, until im not hungry le... den i got really no more appetite to eat anymore... den after that, i went 4 SnW, den by then, i din eat any breakfast, or lunch, n its 3 le... den awhile into the class, i feel pain coming to me... den it hit me, real hard... was really pain, but i dun dare to say... so i control myself, until after class, den i say i got gastric... den our da jie da, linnet, was so sweet, n nice, that she was angry, at least i noe someone care 4 me... seriously, i think she is the nicest person around, that treats me the besT!!!! well, dunno wad im doing lar, but im angry wif him!!!! im really angry lor... how can he do that to me.... say acc me, den go makan wif his frens, n never tell me.... :( nvm, we all live to be happy!!!!!!! juz like todae, jason b'dae, den so farni, kena cake 2 times, den his shirt all wet until like hell.... keke, so damn farni.... well, not actually fun, but farni lor... took pics again, den benson also went out to buy cake, at causway point!!!! thanx to ben again.... our class b'dae fund, going to see light soon, when aug, no one having b'dae, den can save up to cover the -ve value, n 4 the 4 person having their b'dae in sep!!! haiz.... actually i really got nth much to say leh.... my life actually very happy, n not happening, so nth to say... but juz to fill the gaps, n waste my time, i juz try to write smth lor... hmm... tml going port tour le, den hope that everything will be fun, n interesting, as it will be the 1st class 'outing' that we will be having lor... think thats all 4 todae lar.... until the next time, BYE BYE!!!!!!! Sunday, July 18, 2004 @ 9:57 p.m.
.: at least i noe...:. well, i din do it!!! i failed again, but den, its ok, at least i noe he likes me.... wads the big deal, i never wanted get into a relationship in the 1st place, so wads the worry... but den, it feels gd, to be in LOVE!!!! hehee.. well, we celebrated my classmate's b'dae on wed, n sqeeze bout 20 of us, into linnet's bf's catering van!!! kakaka.. really very fun, den had cake in canteen 1... yup yup, the cake really nice, thanx to benson, hu miss EALS tutorial, juz to dash a cab down to clementi, to buy a cake.,.. really appreciate that!!! den went out wif mr elmo!!! keke, went to bugis, den rain rain rain.... but think i had a little fun lar... its been dorky years since someone send me home,,, n right up to the doorstep... it really really damn nice... feels reall so damn warm... awwzz...... okie, den on thursday, wen to orchard wif bimei, n diyana... they went to but swimwear, den after that went back to sch.... den met up wif mr elmo again.... kekee, meet his idol, n he was like so excited!!!! but den im hurting!!!! that ger is really gd looking, n im like so lousy!!!*sadZ.... den went out wif him 4 dinner, at clementi, den after that went to jurong point... den go arcade n play... haha as usual, he is like all the other guy, like to play arcade games... den i feel like some dumbo, dunno how to play... sob sobZ... okie, back to thursday, b4 we went 4 dinner... was at the atrium, den saw this guy from my IS class.... weird fella, came up to me, den said hi, ask me stay jurong izzit, den ask if i wan go home together... haha... lucky i said no... den friday, never go 4 bst tutorial cos i overslp!!!!haha... but den, i some kinda purposely din go lar... keke, its so fun to over slp.... hehe.... anyway, sat, n sun was as back to nrmal, cos my parents r back... well, i fail lar.... i cannot make my mark, to tell him by this weekend, but i noe he likes me.... i noe he does, cos no guys, will wan to go out wif a ger 4 3 consequtive days, n send her home, n slp beside her rit??? yup, i hope im rite... keke anyway, i juz wan to tell him i like, him, but never wan to get into a relationship, cos it will really wont work out well... i juz noe.... i noe he wont see this, but i still wan to tell him this... i really really like u alot!!!! Tuesday, July 13, 2004 @ 4:25 p.m.
.:i missed alot alot of chances!!!:. hahahaa.... well, i miss the chance so many times, that i decided, to see how things go... miss damn hell lots of chances, that i missed.. but its ok, as long as my heart noes he is the one, its ok... y issit happening all the time... when i like someone, another fella will come out, to tell me that he likes me... i dun wan that... i dun wan to destroy frenship like that... u noe its not going to work out, y make it happen?? dont do things i dun like... u noe wads that,... dont do it again... i really totally hate it... anyway, toking bout happy things.. haha, my class is really damn happening... very fun, n we like to lunch together, in big big groups...really fun.... but my class ppl, like to relationship ard... haha.. to D, all the best to jio ur Z r... keke.. i really hope, that we can be this happy always... its such a blessing!!!! hmm...now having lesson, but den slack all de way, juz use the com, n do nth... well well... juz hope that we can do ur project really well, den can pass wif flying coulours... keke.. go home le!!!! bbye!!!! ACCESS SUCKS!!!!! Sunday, July 11, 2004 @ 6:59 p.m.
.: i'm d0inG it agAin~!!:. well well well... i've decided... im doing it again!!! i need to boast my confidence, n go 4 it again...!! well, after that silly mistake i made, i've decided, to stand up, n be strong!!!! so, i'll ask him out tml, after dinner, den haha, make that improtant comment..juz hope, juz hope that everything will be fine...juz hope that i get wad i want.. but den again, im really really really afriad of failure.. never in my life, have i done this... its totally out of the way 4 me!! pls pls pls... give me that strengt to carry on.. anyway, my sis bf celebrated his 21st b'dae yesterday, n i met their lifeguard fren... haha damn lame, damn farni.. alot of crap, n rubbish to say... den i begin to miss having such gd'ol days... i miss my sec sch frens!!! not onli did i miss my sec sch fren, i miss his voice, i miss his cold jokes... i miss his everything.. even his green jacket.. oh man... im getting mad!!! i cant believe that im saying this kinda rubbish!!! ms kan kimberly, missing a guy until that limit, is totally unbelivable... i cant believe myself too... to all my frens, pls pls pls pray 4 me!!!!! i wan to be lucky again.... i wan to be happy...i juz wan to live a love filled life... went out wif my classmate yst, n kelvin,, den walk walk walk, den go eat... haha the unagi fish i bought, is so fishy, that i wasted that money!!! den we walk walk walk again, den go harvey norman... den we say benson torturing the doggie infront of his gf!!!!! hahahaaa damn farni guy... hope he n the gf, can be always very very happy... but den to all the ppl hu juz step back into the single world, dun be sad... im always there 4 u all... juz gimme a call!!! especially to darling, u cannot give up guys, cos of that fella!!!! anyway, todae went to jp alone myself... bored until rot, den bought a wallet 4myself... juz love that softness... juz love that pattern... haha, den saw aston n alvin.. i saw them when i drop a CD!!!! den that aston made some weird sound, den i look up, den i saw him... haha,but den, no mood to say hi, so i juz went off... really nth to say to anyone at this kinda period... ANYWAY, i haven eaten my dinner, n im hungry now.. but my bloody sister, dun wan to cook!!!!! shit her!!!! hmm.... see ya all again!!! if i fail, i'll be back.. if i pass, den i'll still be back, cos this is MY BLOGGY!!!! haha... Saturday, July 10, 2004 @ 11:34 a.m.
.;aww.... S0o0o.. sillY~!!;. did a very very silly thing todae... im kinda like this guy, but den i dunno if he likes me, so i msg him, telling him "hey.. this may shound silly, but i like u... i really do..." arGh~!!! n it failed me... he msg, to ask if i kena sabo... sob sobZ... so to save my skin, i say "yeah... i kena sabo.." wad the hell im doing!!!!! haiz... should have said the truth, but i killed myself wif it... bleah!!!! anyway, my parents r overseas enjoying themself, n im like sitting infront of the com on a friday nite!!!! wads this!!! hmm.... imagine not having any programs 4 the weekend... sob sobZ.. how pathetic can i be... ZZZZzzzz.... Tuesday, July 06, 2004 @ 4:38 p.m.
.:*hmm...*:. its really bothering me, that i cannot have the one that i really like... sometimes, i really wonder, if the phrase of being every guy's best fren, but not every guy's dream ger... really meant me.. why does my mind keep thinking of him, when im not surpose to? why does my phone keep storing his silly little messages... why does his no. keep appearing on my hp? does this little little things mean anything?? or izzit onli my one sided love 4 him.. or maybe i should do wad i always wanted to do??(to confess my love 4 him..) i really wonder is my special feeling 4 him is onli smth not to be trusted, or smth that tells me alot bout wad im feeling right now.... haha... 4 all those frens hu have this kinda little feeling over someone else... n u r wondering if the other party has the same feeling?? hahaha!!!! u r not alone... Monday, July 05, 2004 @ 9:49 p.m.
.:BacK agAin~!!:. yup!!!! im back again, after 2 long long months!!! keke.. many many things happened during this 2 months, but well, y go oer them again, if its over?? well, after 6 months of working, n slacking, finally back to sch.. back to somewhere that brings joy to a teen like me.. juz the night b4 sch start, i was tossing n turning in bed, thinking of all those happy memories that i had in sec sch...*dreamZ..* so fun....thinking of how to survive, wifout noeing anyone at all, in that course... sianZ!!!! but den, 1 week after starting sch... things r really looking on the very bright side!!! my class is great, my course is tough, but fun, n im getting all the freedom i cant have in sec sch!!! meet the guy i stalk during maticulation too... he is so0o damn cUte!!!! haha.. but den, my heart cant split... onli can have 1 person around,.. thats elmo!!! hahah hmm... really dunno wad to say around here, but well, since i started it, i have to continue rite??? keke, thanx yilee, 4 making me do this, n vic, hu is going to redesign my bloggy!!! haha... realy very happy, that i still have a group of frens hu cares 4 me!! hehe, n to all my frens hu juz started sch at a new institute, all the best.. juz like im going to say again, no sweat!!! sky drop, i'll be there to hold it 4 u!! so have fun, making frens, n enjoying the freedom!!!, to those hu r still stuck in sec sch, dun worry... 1/2 year will pass very very soon, n i'll cya all at ngee ann!!! kekeke hmm... until now, i really dunno wad else to say le, but i'll be back again, to continue my nonsensical nonsense!!! hahaha... till the next time....B Y E ! B Y E ! |