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Thursday, March 31, 2005 @ 6:06 p.m.
.: yay!!!!!!!! :. woooHOOO!!!!!!! exam's over!!!!!!!! no more wadever ppl call stress, no more worrying about POA, n no more dumb mickey mouse pajamas lecturer!!!!! hmm..... exams week... wad can i say... its boring, its waste of time, n its tiring.... haven had a proper nite of slp... cannot slp well, cos of u noe wad... n also cos of exams la..... b4 i slp, i'll be studying... so when i lie in bed, im like always thinking of the exam paper, all the formula, n theory, n format.... duH.... cool that its over!!!!! :D thank alot of ppl 4 their help.... econs n ITL was very much based on myself.... 4 the POA, im like cursed.... i cant do anything... n when i ask 4 help, i onli hear ecHo.... nth else, so went to look 4 alvin la.... helped me some some lo.... den income statement, help myself... den the day b4 the POA paper i was like calling ppl up to help me.... den ben did help some some... den at least i rmb smth bout the bank recounciliation.... den yf taught me bout the format n all.. blah blah blah... was gd la.... i can do, den the theory part, juz tok crap lo... came out of the exam hall, den waited 4 that dumb ben again.... slow motion WOR!!!! den went to canteen 2 go toilet b4 going home lo... den i wanted to tell jy smth de.... den she give me that wide-eyed look.... "u saw him r??" den im like..." hu??" den she say....." is that him?? the guy in blue??" den im like...."wahahhahaa... yay yay!!!!!" hmm.... spoke a lil la.... den went home le.... bought jieying's b'dae present also.... dun she will like anot la... but i think its nice lo.... den at nite chat chat onli.... den she totally pissed wif jason le.... omg... dunno wad la.... i think jason did say smth that pissed her off, n jy was to sensitive also lo..... maybe thats wad made things turn ugly.... wanted to plan all, n make a nice one out of it... yet she din understand, den she mistook the intention..... HOPE TML WILL BE A GREAT ONE LO!!!!!!! hmm..... another thing is that tml we going Ice-skating le..... wahhahahahaa.... after dunno how many broken promises, n wasted time, n false alarm, we finally are going.... think loy will be damn happy lo... finally we going le... after almost 1 year of his pursuation... we r finally going!!!!!! kekekekkeke... im so excited!!!! so long long long never go le.... im gonna njoy it so much!!!! hmm.... another thing!!!! i wan to say, n muz say!!!!!! u anyone hu reads this, n noes hu i am, pls tell me hu u r whe u say hi to me.... cos im getting alot of weird hi from dunno hu lo.... ppl say hi to me, yet i swear i never seen that person b4 lo!!!!!!! i was on the bus ytd, n someone called my name, said hi, ask how i am, den got off the bus b4 i had a chance to ask hu he is!!!!!! weird weird weird man.... pls pls pls r.... if u see me, tell me hu u R!!!!!! anyways, exams over.... its a week.... n should i ur earth the memory, or leave it to decay deeply buried im my heart?if it decays there, den its gonna hurt the next growth.... if i dig it out, den im gonna be hurt... confirm de lo.... i think from right from the begining he onli treated me like that xiao mei mei auntie foo called me.... but see how lA!!!! anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY U BE HAPPY HAPPY ALWAYS!!!! LEAVE THE GUYS ALONE!!!! COS ITS GAL POWER THAT ROX!!!!!! Sunday, March 27, 2005 @ 7:18 p.m.
moody ME!!!! wad wrong wif me? i really dunno.... im feeling sad, depress, wadever word u can think of to describe a broken heart.... was out on friday at westmall wif alvin, getting him to teach me POA... n i declare that it sucks big time!!!! spend bout 2.5 hrs onPOA, den started toking rubbish, den bout sec sch n stuff.... had a great time.... den went to newton circus 4 food.... fuck maN!!!!!! {u dumb-bell tell me to get off at the wrong place.... im gonna hate u 4 ever!!!! make my life to embarassing, n ugly... bleahs!!!!} landed at adam's food center cos u that asshole... den took a cab to newton circus... ate, n chit chat lo... wasnt that great la... but... wadever.... n mr lee... im gonna hate u 4 this.... feet is starting to get itchy, wif that dumb oyster... b0o!!!! den sat that the busstop at newton 4 quite some time, den went to heerens.... went to see CDs.... somewhere where i can find songs, den DL... he said" lets go... u look so sian.." so we left... den he walk walk walk n said" u walk in front la... den i follow u.." so i walk in front.... walk to ben's shop... that ape Shop... den walk in, den walk out le... den he said " waLAO! walk wif u give me alot of pressure leh.... always like so sian..." -_- wtf!!!!!! wad the hell did i do? den we left hereens le lo.... n saw cherlyn, szeying, n the 4A gals... hahahhaa.... was toking to alvin bout cherlyn onli, den see her le... so qiaO...okies, continue.... decided to go home lo.... walk form hereens to somerset the busstop there to take bus home lo.... den decided to take 14 or 7 to clementi , den take bus home lo... den since he say he take 14, den acc him lo.... along the way, taught him the canto thing.... that sam mun yet gen gie... blah blah blah thing la.... den taught him canto lo..... den saw Mr wEE.. suay r... everytime see him.... b0o!!! sat n waited 4 some time, den 14 came.... omg... he really bo sim lo.... never even send me home... omg.... heart break into millions of pieces... he put his hands in my bag pocket, n it touch my hands.... awww.... that was the sweetest part of the entire day lo.... sadded.... den spend tne nite telling yf wad happened... im so heart broken lo... i dunno y... i cant slp well, i got no appetide, i got no mood to study... im so affected wif wad he said... i juz dun feel right.... am i dumb? i think i am.... im so willing to give up the entire SBS 4 that 1 bus that is shutting his doors right on my face. i ask yf if i should give it up... n he told me, that if it gives me joy/happiness, den i dun have to... even a lil bit of joy also can.... n im feeling it... im feeling that lil bit of joy.... i dun wan give it all up.... almost 1 year of everything to give it all up, is not my way of doing things.... but im getting tired of it.. i wan to have things my way, yet it juz wont listen to me.... yf told me that if im really tired of it, make things clear... n i decided that since i onli get a lil joy out of every damn thing, make it clear, n no stings attached, izzint it better??? guess so bah.... i've decided to do it after our papers.... but i really miss the times of eve juz toking onthe phone... the nites after nites of chatting, the song singing... the going out n all.. the chatting online when he is working at hyper.... even the mayday, n FIR disc that he got me... i kept it like treasures.... although its onli burn disc, but its treassure to me..... i will do all my best to look after it, n keep it next to me.... someone told me to bury it, until 1 week later, after my exams... but i juz cant do it.... i cant leave my memory unattanded... i cant leave it alone.... i MISS him so damn much, that i cant believe it myself.... never had this feeling b4.... someone PLs save me from the road of no return.... pull me away... n i will thank u 4 the rest of myself... i dunno wad to do next... pull me up will ya? 94 more to go, b4 yf's team can pull me out of this never ending maZe.... HELP!!!!!! Thursday, March 24, 2005 @ 10:23 p.m.
Listen to the sound of the B reaking of my Fragile Heart... Sad is the word... when the day ends at 12 midnight, the heart stop, and the loneliness sinks in. when the day starts, no matter at what time, the spirit is high, n energetic. u thought that everything will be juz fine, juz like before, juz like the times when happiness never goes away. when will the heart stop breaking? will it stop when someone comes to hold it tight, n easy the pain, or will it juz break, bleed, n die off slowly.. its really sick to noe that when feeling starts, the other side ends. when warm up starts, the other side cools down. does that mean that there is no way warming up can start properly? enough is enough. nothing can make things better. did i do the right thing of saying wad i siad months ago? did it spoil everything? is that it? did i read wad i should not? or that i juz saw the wrong thing at the wrong time... maybe i should 4get about going out tml. 4get bout dinner, 4get bout everything. my heart is crying, n its drying out fast. someone help! i need to replanish the love, the water in my tear box, and to replanish whatever i need in my life. i need to cry. i want to vent out my fustration. im happy outside, but im not inside. no one noes except myself. no one can understand how im feeling now. im very sure, NO ONE AT ALL! im not in a gd mood. tok to me if onli u think is nessasary. if not wadever u will say is redundant. a waste to the mankind, and a waste to the society. im crying hard. i hope 4 peace to bring me to somewhere where i can leave happily. i havent felt happiness 4 a long time. bring me to piece. the sound of heart ache becomes the music to his ears. Wednesday, March 23, 2005 @ 12:58 a.m.
here it is!!!! my pink pink bag!!!!! @ 12:13 a.m.
HaPPy birThDay BEN!!!!!!!!!!!! are u happy ben?? kekekkee..... i think ytd was the happiest day of ben's poly life... dunno bout his whole life la... tok bout me 1st!!!!!! din really slp well la... den was like slacking my whole day until 3... den went to bath, choose clothes, trying to wear nice nice 4 his b'dae mah... den i look at my load.... omg!!!! its a big pillow, n a shoe.... how am i gonna get to bukit timah??? wanted to get a cab... den was thinking bout my pocket... den decided... haiya... 4get it la.... 4 once i will look like some auntie... so lugged that pillow, n shoe all the way to bukit timaH... met terrence, n yaofeng, den went to ben's rented room..... put things down den air con ard 4 awhile... den left 4 orchard to buy my pink baG!!!! den meet terrence's fren, n the farni part is we walk together so long, no one noes his namE!!!!!!!!!!!! okies, but we still got it... his name is jackson, i guess?? reach clarck quay le... den waited not long onli, den all reach le... that was smart... lucky never come late lo.... but we drag along slowly slowly.... 6.40 den go in.... made our orders, n started eating.... blah blah blah la.... den ben order beer 4 all of us... each onli got 1 cup la.... but better den nth lo... den as its his b'dae.... all the guys went forward to pull him into the fountain.... hahhahahaa... damn farni lo... zester so smart, pull him in le, den run.... den that yf, n benson insist on pulling him all the way in.... until all 3 of them got wet.... but ben was wet totally manZ..... hahahaa... wanted to go over suntec to watch movie de.... den walk walk walk.... we ask ben to ask the ger to sing him a b'dae song.... den that ger was a sport. sang him a song.... den walk walk walk.... everyone broke out singing the b'dae song in eng, n chi...den saw the bungee thing... terrence say he pay 4 ben to go up.... dne ben jason n denise went up together... 3 person onli 50 bucks... no one can imagine their face... its turns colour almost instandly... hahahhaa.... everyone below was like luffing like hell lo... come down le, we walk the underpass... wanted to get onli a b'dae song... omg... got stuck wif a apnn.... sing non stop lo.... i noe he is lonely, n things.... but he really made all of us feel tired.... well, we were there like 1 hr lo..... n in this 1 hr, he earned like 10 plus??? lucky him... wanted to go over to suntec de.... den end up going esplanadesit sit chit chat... den go home le.... it sounds boring la... cos im damn tired now... but its the best i ever had.... n ben went home telling me bout his great surprise of seeing that pillow... hahhaa.... all the times or pinching, n all..... i really pity u maNZ!!!!!! n rmb ur cousin!!!!!!! cos he is the one hu luff the most when u were up at the bungee, n the one hu too photo of ur awful looking self, after the water fountain ride, n the onehu pinch u after everyone finish... hahahhaa.... so sad huh.... kekekeke. but i hope u r happy lo... den todae.... was late LO!!!!!!!! damn late... was suppose leave home at 8, but woke up at 8... thanx yf 4 msging me.... kekekkee... den rush down to sch... meet ben n go in together.... did BCA, den left early, cos i was suppose to meet Hong Zhou at 1 at somerset!!!!!! hahahaha... went home, bath, change, take things, blah blah blah.... left at 12.20..... i rush down le.... but i was late 4 23 mins.... im so sorrie guy!!!!!!!!! den watch sponge bob square pants.... hahahhahaa its so kiddo n cute.... den went to eat swensens... juz a regular onli!!!!! 8 scoop.... n alot lo... hahhahaa eat n tok eat n tok.... actually he is not as quite as i tot he is lo.... he is quite chatty, n rather lame.... den went home, n slack until now lo..... did some studying la... watch tv, n blah blah blah.... tml gonna be another studying day.... study hArd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now gonna KO le.... tired le.... but maybe later den slp la... see HOw baH.... oh.... but i saw zhong qiang at the movies also.... although i dunno him, he dunno me... but he look at me like very shock like that lo.... b0o0o!!!! okies, i think i said enuff le.... cYA!!!!!!!! Monday, March 21, 2005 @ 5:24 a.m.
imBACK!!!!!! went out wif maybelyn, n jieying... its so000oo00o fuN!!!!! its an all gers day.... had lunch n walked ard in far east.... hahahhaaaa... as we walk we curse ben.... wan noe y??? hehehee... bcos of his b'dae all of us are brokE!!!!! so ben!!!! listen here!!!! u have to get us better birthday present hoR!!!!! den wen walked over to wheelock place, went to see the price 4 colour house.... n its so damn not expensive lo..... meibao was so excited, n wanted to get her hair dyed purple... n i wan to get mine dyed green.... n hahahahaaa... ben!!!!!!!! my b'dae present okies??? kekekkeee... den went to starbucks to find zester.... hahhaaa.... he made us a free frap, n hmm.... 3 person share one cup lo..... den sat down n chit chat... it is really great to have that feel, sitting, n juz chatting all the way.... den we went to heerens.... walked ard to look 4 the slippers... i wanted to buy the wrist strap, but think think think.... save it up!!!!! den wanted to buy the slippers also de.... den meibao say hers broke, n i decided not to buy too.... onli jieying buy... den we went to see clothes.... hahahaaaa.... they saw wad they wanted, n got it eventually, after alot alot of thinking, n pulling ard.... kekke, n i saw my bag.... a bag i like... there is 2 actually... 1 is pink, bright piNk.. its 19.90... n its big enuff 4 alot of things lo.... den i saw another one.... its miz colour... smaller, n more classy looking, n its more ex... by onli a bit la.... 26 smth.... but i bought nth... cant decide la... so once again, my gd fren ben comes into gd use.... he will go n take a look b4 i decide!!!!! hahahaaa.... den went over to ceni... hahahaha.... go see guys la... kekeke... but we went to take pics, den that fuking machine... so damn fast lo..take also so fast, design also so fast... like cannot control at all de lo.... bo00o0o0o to it!!!!!!!!!!! den want to another machine... hahahhaa... samne prob... but nvm la... we had fun can le.... kekekekee... den we finally go clark quay... went to the restaurant n made the reservation... den walk n sat down to chit chat.... hahahhaaa.... had alot of fun lo.... n alot to tok about.... some things n juz beyond wad we can see..... no matter how long u noe this person, u can never ever believe some things that can happen.... its juz so amazing... den here comes the dumb part.... i wanted to go n find elmo.... den din noe how to go to river valley there la... hahhahaa.... den we took cab... ask the uncle, n the uncle say that its quite near lo.... hahhahaaa... fine wadever.... we reach boon tong kee chicken rice, n walked down the street.... walk all the way to great world city le... den like weird weird lo...cos i dun rmb he telling me is there.... den i msg.... hahahaha, n its like the other direction, n 1 more bus stop up.... hahhahaaaa.... walk until damn sian le lo... n i was so paiseh to walk wrong direction, that i think my face quite red lo.... so finally we reach.... n once again, we got another cup of free starbucks coffee.... n this time, its damn nice lo..... n we each had one.... im sorrie jy!!!!!!! we sit n chat again... den finish le, wanted to go to queensway le... den he brought us out.... more of want to smoke la.... den walked us to the bustop... had a lil chat, n the bus came le.... well well.... took the shoes, n its was cheaper... instead of 129, we paid onli 109... den take bus home le....take 198, den meibao change bus to go home, den along the way, we had a long chat too.... den i found out that i never buy anything!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaaa.... a great money control... hahahahaa... think thats about it le... it was great fun lo.... come home le, i was on the phone until like 3smth? den my damn sis slp also wan to tok..... wa lao.... she n her bf r.... like 1 dat dun tok cannot de leh.... never see, also muzh tok on the phone.... den see le, also muz tok so much..... they really r.... cannot stand them la..... pukE!!!!!!!! okies... think thats it le.... i juz hope that tonites dinner will be great.... i noe it will be great... n ben will be damn greatful 4 having such frens ard him.... hahahahhaa!!!!!!!!! better treat us better hoR!!!!!!!!! HAAHHAAA..... Sunday, March 20, 2005 @ 10:43 a.m.
yeaH... i was trying to be vain.... so wad??? im bored.... was suppose to be at the ktv wif them.... omg... i miss u guys so muCHIe!!!! so sad i had to leave early, if not we can go chiong all the waY!!!!! im now offically freed, can do wadever i like, n to njoY!!!!!!!!! to the fullest..... my parents left this mrn, n here i am, early in the mrn, sitting infront of my lappy, n not slp!!!! wadthe heLL!!!!! i juz cant slp la.... i dunno y, slp damn late last nite.... 3 smth den fall slp.... not that i dun wan to slp, but i juz cant slp.... b0o0oo!!!!!! blog again tonitE.... Thursday, March 17, 2005 @ 4:44 p.m.
"."Listen to the Sound of The Smiling GirL "." well well..... how gd can the world go around.. sometimes its ur luck, ur persistanence, ur determine mind that will bring u through sad n disappointed times.... kekeke......{ cant u see im lying???? waHahaa!!!!} well, wadever i was sad about the other day, its all over..... yupyup!!!!!!! all back to normAl.... no more worrying, n all will continue!!!! i will take the chance to thank mr ben lo..... thanx r.... 4 that ever so truthful testimonial u gaVE.... hu ever that read it, its not true!!!!!!!! hehheee..... im happy.... trully happy..... i dunno if its cos i found wad i want or that i never gonna treat all that is not important wif care or wadever..... im happier this waY... cant u see it? i never lose my temper 4 no reason le... but i juz really hope that i can get wadever i've hope 4..... its 1 year... almost la....but this 1 year, i learnt alot grow up alot le, but my tots bout it never changed.... im serioUS... -_-" wad the hell im toking bout this 4..... pui!!!!! okies, back to business.... a blog is a place to put all my mood, n tots, n feelings..... but this few days, like non of those leh.... im numb.... not numb wif no feeling, or numb wif sadness..... but numb, as in i dunno how to feel.....wadever im looking 4ward now, is next week..... its study week, but im pinning all my joy, n hope to it.... i muz let myself njoy throughly... its ben's b'dae, den its bca paper... n this week of joy, i will try n find my prince charming..... not that charming really, but thats the name rite??? hehehe... writing blog is kinda boring... i also dunno wad to write leh.... nth exciting is happening... bo0o0oo~!!!!!!!!! Im Still Smiling.. Wednesday, March 16, 2005 @ 12:41 a.m.
LISTEN TO THE SOUND OF HEARTBREAK.... all the hard work, unhappiness, n defending ourselves..... now, it might be gone.... no longer ours, n no long able to continue.... might jez be dead, n never alive again.... can u hear my heartbreak??? im deeply sadded.... its like tearing some part of me away.... all my effort, n tots.... all my hope, n wishes.... gone in juz a mail.... hoPE its all really a dream, n coming back sooN..... DONT GO AWAY~!!!!!!!! Friday, March 11, 2005 @ 10:11 p.m.
HElllO!!!!!!! im back.... its been dorky weeks since i've blog.... the entire week is like a total roller coaster.... so tireD!!!!!!!! i've been reaching home later den usual, n being deprived of slp... so many things is coming on so soon.... shall not elaborate, cos its too long winded le.... lets juz tok bout yst, n todae..... yst went to the project nuts... its really nuts.... i haven run 4 some time, n i really strain myself.... no muscles ache, but my knee is giving my probs again... should have juz listen to my mum, n get the knee guard on... too bad.... juz have to live wif it 4 the next few days... din stay to watch the prize presentation, went to change, den went to bukit timah 4 food.... order beer... den the 5 of us shared.... wow... loycus was damn red lo... n it was really onli a lil bit.... went home, n was damn tired.... went to slp, den slp until 9 smth den wake up... class at 10!!!!!!!!! den end up going 4 maths onli.... but maths actually is onli revision... waste of time de... bO0!!!!!!! was asked to stay 4 some seminar 4 the finland students.... but we run lo.... hahhaaa.... afew of them got caught... but me n jy smart, run the other direction... kekekeke.... never get caught... den went to alumni clubhouse to eat, den wanted to go KTV de.... but 3 den open... so wen to eat la.... i wait until i damn tired, so i want home lo.... come home, until now im slacking.... i feel so happy, juz to slack away.... its so njoyable... no stress, no pressure to do my work.... c00l!!!!!!!!!! okies, i got nth to say.... maybe i should juz go n slp.... yupyup... thats wad i'll do.... so gd nites!!!!! hahahahaa.... replanish my slp... kekkeee Sunday, March 06, 2005 @ 5:32 p.m.
slACk!!! woaH... this weekend have been a slacking one.... im suppose to have a maths n poa test on tues, n im not ready 4 it... i really dunno wad i can do!!!!!!! maths is not a prob to me, i can juz go throught it, n pass it.... but POA!!!! omg... i dunno how im going to live throught it without dying halfway.... i burnt my entire weekend away... practically wasting it away... i guess im juz too tired to do anything about it.... i noe myself very well, that if i juz put in a lil more effort, i'll pass it, n everything wont be a problem anymore... but den den den..... i guess im juz too LAZY!!!!... thats the worD... i cant be bothered with many things, n i juz dont feel like going 4 exams.... its so damn boring.... b0o!!!!!!!! i went through my tots last nite, n i rmbered that i'll be so damn buzy the entire week.... i really feel like sitting down n resting taking a long long break, sitting by the beach, sun-tanning, n juz njoy the sea breeze.... but in not many ppl can njoy like that.... i damn sure.... mon: project nutZ meeting, n FOP meeting...(means cannot go home early le...) tues: POA test, n Maths test.. den going to help 4 the MDE games...(cannot go home early again...) wed: helping out with the MDE games again.... dun feel like going, but welll.....(cannot go home early again....) thurs: Project nutZ...(cannot go home again!!!!!!!!!!!) omg... i dun even have time to watch tv... i dun even noe how im gonna study 4 my test.... i guess thats the way poly is structured... u creat ur own time.... maybe i should juz skip all lessons, n ignore everything thats gonna happen... b0o!!!!!! life is suck a BITCH!!!!! JUZ LIKE WAD JIEYING SAYS.... anyways, exams r juz round the corner.... i really wonder if im gonna make it through at all...i dont wanna be that ger hu is always getting all the grades bellow A... i cant even ger an A!!!!! wtF!!!!!! i muz put in effort... i gotta strive... i gotta show wad i can do, wad i want to do, n never ever let anyone look down on me.... sometimes i feel so ashame of myself... i cant even handle my life properly.... thats y, i still like to stay in kids years..... Anyway ben, u've been a nice boi all along... dun be too zi bi hoR!!!!! n when i say u r fat, i mean u r fat ard ur waist... u gotta lose that meat... i ask u go n run, u also so laZY, how how how?!??!?!?!!! but still, i will still force u to run..... pls rmb to run everyday after sch, n muz win that 1500 buckS!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehee.... n since u always hear me say, den u should really understand... when a person is not attached, it means that its not time yet... although i have a nice broken down bus, but wad if it dun move at all??? ur haven come onli.... it will come eventually... rmb when we always take bus home together?? u will always say my bus will come 1st, den yf's,den urs??? urs is last, but dun mean the worst... be patient.... when its time to come, no matter wad u do, it wont listen to u anymore.... im very sure u r a gd guy.... juz that its not time yet... or maybe u cant wait 4 things to happen.... in life there r 2 kinda ppl.... 1 is those hu make things happen.... another is those hu wait 4 things to happen..... be the 1st kind..... make things haPPEN!!!!! anyway, gd news.... my parents r going oversea... means i will have 1 week of frEEEEEEEdoM!!! if u r my fren, pls pls do call me out.... its not like always that i get to stay out late, n wadever wadever la.... even thougn its study week, but still, i can cope, i can study, n go out... i can cope... so pls pls call me out okies??? (sounds so desprate... -_-) anyways, they arecomin back on the 26 or 27 bah..... so i got a week of freedom.... help me njoy it!!!!!!! kekekee... okies, i think i tok too much le... time to stop le!!!!!!! so everyone take care okies???? anythhing call me up.... or juz let me noe.... i'll be there to help.... definately... Friday, March 04, 2005 @ 7:32 p.m.
i cant believe it... wee..... wad a week... haven been blgging 4 some time.... life goes on... n it gets better.... n i hope i continues to be well... went to the dentist on tues... n she bloody did something to my teeth, n it hurts like hell..... n tell me i still gotta wait... be patient... grr.... i cant wait to get my braces removed... bOo!!! den wed, we wanted to paly bball in the mrn, but when we all we all wake up, the sky is dark, n its raining cats n dongs.... :( cannot play le... but nvm la... still okies... den the entire evening, we ended up rushing for the IAC project... its really amazing how well we can work under pressure.. but still, when thurs come, its not up to our standard yet.... but hu cares??? we still got until monday!!!! yay!!!!! hehehe... den thurs we have microecons test, n it sucks big timE!!!!!! in 30 mins i finish my paper, wif totally no confidence at all.... how?? bo0... also dunno how la.... hopefully can pass lo.. juz to pass, i'll be damn happy le... hehehe... den todae, we meet at 9 to play basketball..... jy never come, den she go swimming wif ah min.... den im left all alone wif the guys... luckily meibao n denise came along, den we had a short game of netball.... im so sorrie jasoN!!!!! i din purposely cause u to play so much... i was juz distracted... sorrie sorrie!!!!! den we saw the guys from the other class.... hahaha so qiao, they also there.... den the guys had a match... its amazing how well they can cover their talents... n the guys r really gd.... den when ben came, we went to run.... omg!!!!! i think we cmi le lo.... my timing is bout 6 mins smth bah.... den that ben r... 2 rounds le, den wait there 4 me to.... cannot be LAZY!!!!!! hehe.. hope we can win.... we took a bath, n went to eat at the snack bar... was so tired that we ended up not going 4 maths.... went to lib to watch movie... den den den den den... fastforward abit... ben say he saw ethelred... kekekeke....n btw, ethelred is that elmo la... oh man... i tot i missed the chance to see him le.... den went toilet, came down n saw him.... ask if i finish class, i say ya... den ask if i wan to watch movie... hahahahahhahaha den i said im watching lo.... n din even notice that he is actually sitting beside our area... ahhaha.... so qiao leH!!!!! hahaha.... i think abit fa hua chi la... but wadever it is, i really miss the times when we tok on the phone all the way into the nite, worried that my dad will come into my room... den going sentosa... den going out when my parents r not in singapore, n the thursday meeting, for food together.... its really amazing how time passes to soon... i really wonder if he 4got all that we went throught, or that he juz din take it to heart... im not that sure, but still, i wish 4 that day to happen, when we can really njoy ourself together.... we all might have grown up, but certain things juz remain the same.... den i also see ppl breaking up, or ignoring the other half... seriously, i think that if u do not like this ger anymore, pls pls pls do not hurt them so hard.... althought my experience is not that great, but i noe wad is feeling hurt,.... i hope all couples can stay together, n everyone can be happy.... wish 4 all the be the best 4 u n 4 mE!!!!!!!! |
