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skin by: Jane
Friday, January 27, 2006 @ 8:36 p.m.

this guy is reminding me so much of ethelred..

freaking turn me off!

luckily he's off the shelf. if not i'll puke my guts out..




@ 8:17 p.m.

cny coming!!!

haven been so in love with cny for a long time!!!! i simply love CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! basically, its cos of the holidays, the dressing up, and the ang pows!!!!! hehhee.... im freeaking broke, so hoping that the angpows can tide me over for a long long long period of time... hehee..

went down to china town juz now... omg!!! its freakin warm, and we were walking ard, under the very hot tentage thingy... freaky man!! went to eat desserts at DESSERT HUT... hahaha... had custard steam egg... wad damn good damn good... cant deny that... jying hat logan & almond jelly... n ben had the mango sago, and custard steam egg.... met yf and michelle, den joe n kim wan came... nat n his frens ps. well well... hehee.... anyways, it truely reminds me of my childhood, when there is alot of pasar malams, den we will eat this ice sticks... hehhee... very cooling...

anyways, we went over to find to find the other dessert store at temple street called Jing Jing smth la... hahaha.... walk that whole area, cant find.... end up ben found it la... had a great time there... no one brought camera, so had to use my phone... but no time, n money to send it in, so well well.... gotta wait!!!!

coming sun is cny, after cny will be very bz, rushing all the projects... as u all noe, and started in jying's blog http://www.april-da-fool.blogspot.com i have 6 projects in hand, and 4 of which is to be done with her, and we leave freakin one whole singapore apart!!!!(meaning east and west la.) so we muz work hard!!!! jiayou!!!!

starting to feel freaking bored now!!!! i saw this old post of mine, putting myself on sale, to look for a bf!!! omg.... so retarded... hahahhaaa.... i was im staying alone. so much freedom!!!!! im so freaking bored noW!!!!!

HAppy Chinese New year to ALL!!!!!! love u all lots!!!




Tuesday, January 24, 2006 @ 9:30 p.m.

freakin tired!!!!

was rushing IS project last nite... i cant imagine dying in the hands of a blog!!!! started off all over again. got it done on at 2!!!! imagine!!! took almost 5 hrs to finish doing it.... damn crappy la... anyway, its urs to say... www.limit-ed.blogspot.com

i finally starting to feel dead again... been very tired for the past few days.. im starting to feel that i need someone to rely on! im starting to depend so much on myself, that i cant seems to trust others anymore.

my life has been a great mess for years. i've started to search myself for an answer that i've lost along the way in life. the answer that no one has given me, or that i've found. i need smth so badly, that i lost my ability to hold onto it anymore. too tired to think of anything anymore. im juz so tired... not too sure wad spark that fire of unhappiness, but im juz tired of everything.

have been watching the channel 8 show(love Concierge). jiang ruqing is a bitch... but no matter how bitchy she is, at some point of time, she reminds me of myself. not the wicked and evil ways, but the happiness, and things that she face. (not the rape part!!!) juz somehow, she reminds me of myself... dun noe wad to think, or wad too.... juz wan to live my life, different from hers.

was at canteen 4 from bout 10.30 to bout 1, eating lunch, and chatting. i cant believe it!!! we were toking bout female reproductive system, and stuf like that la... hahahaa.... think all of us haven had a great nite slp, so everyone is weird, and starting toking crap. and whole load of craps. hahhaa...

toking, and we all saw mr A. coming... hehehe..... eventually when we left, mei xiao jie did make a move, to say bye? or did she? not too sure la... but smth like that la. hahaha.... came to a conclusion that we both have been thinking bout. at some point of time, at certain angle, he certainly remind us of thomas Ong... hahahahaa....

went to town after that.... ben bought fresh imp clothes. den went to zara... hahahaa... i absolutly love the clothes there!!!!! hahaha... but too bad, no money.... n yaofeng made use of this very weak point of mine to force me to want to buy clothes!!!! hahaha... heng i tried!!!! hahaha.... n never buy!!! able to contain my urge to buy clothes!!! it was damn freaking cute LO!!!!! hahaha... fetish for cartoonish clothes!!! hehhee....

anyway, im tired. haven had a good nite slp 4 sometime le.... juz hope taht tonite will be different.




Sunday, January 22, 2006 @ 10:20 p.m.

haven been bloggin 4 some time.... was damn tired la..

had our reunion dinner last nite at my grandmum's place, that coffee shop thats next to sheng shiong... hahaha.... those from jurong will noe la... that tang dynasty area..

anyway, went to the super cue there for some rounds of showing off for my uncles and dad.... n seriously, WOW!!!! my uncle is this amazing guy, who can really play!!!!! muz bai him wei shi, so that i can be some super pool player!!! wahahhaa..... like crap.

went chinatown after that.... omg it was freakin crowded lO! so many ppl, and there is so many freaking tinking ppl walking ard... really wonder if they tot of bathing anot... after walking for almost 1hr+, we stop at some coconut shop for those small coconuts.... hahahaa.... freak lo. its nice la, but this mrn, we all woke up, n LS!!!! yesh, its disgusting, but i duno y!!!!

well, im semi well le.... took all those magical stuff, and im getting better!!!! heard that nat n adrain is not well yet... hahaha.... pass u guys some of those stuff, maybe might get better la.... but i dunno.... hope all will get well be cny, if not its gonna be very ke lian.

cny coming soon.... friday, 27th Jan, go chinatown!!!!!! but have to get tml's retest right!!! so totally dummyfied!!!! so sian to retake... have to study agian.... rather dumb, dun study properly... haiz... regret!!!!

juz cut my hair.... cant find a camera now... so putting it up later... hmm.... kinda short la... but not thats short... so well..... good for cnY!!! hahahaa...




Monday, January 16, 2006 @ 10:53 p.m.

pics of SoE superstar... some of it onli la... the rest not here yet...

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those involved in the event!!!!! reg, me, jying, diy, nat n ben..

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the nicer pic of me jying and ben...

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and the uglier one!!! cos ben closed his eyes!!!

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mr chia!!!!! looking spastic..

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n my son!!! wonder how come he looks taller den me??

some more wit Mr Tan... not ready yet... but this time we took very lil pics.. no time also la...




@ 9:16 p.m.

yeah!!!!

after getting so irritated with my blog, finally got another new skin..

life hasnt been that nice after all... i seriously wonder if i noe wad i was doing... everything i do, i have a reason, and i know wads going on. i always know what i want, and what im going for.

but recently i found that im not that strong after all. im not made of some steel, or wad that i can brave all kinda storms and chills. i cant take things that well too... actually i noe very well what kinda character i have. i dun need others to tell me, but i noe...

i dun deny i have a strong character... smth like my dad... all 3 of us sisters have that very similar tread that we inherited from our dad... i always think that wadever i do is right, and i always wan to win... i noe wadever i do, i do to win, i do to make myself the best. n when i get comments, i accept them.. my fren told me im bitchy... my words are too strong, cos i always think that others should be like me... but hell im wrong!!!!! not everyone is that strong... we r strong, cos of our upbringing... not everyone can be like that...

recently, ben n i are having this very rough time... kinda likeon the verge of fan lian le... i have this feeling that im always helping him, always helping... so much that he depends on me... thats wad i feel... i hope u r reading this ben! but wad i wan to say is that... im not trying to hate u, or juz keep u out of my life.. but i need to let u noe that i have alot to say about everything. but if i tell u all the problems and lay them down for u, wont it mean that im telling u wad it means, and helping u with it again? i dun wan to be relied on!n i think u noe that.... i will help u, but i cant helpu forever....

anyways, im cough n flu izzit going away anytime yet... cant breath properly now... so i better get going!!!!! hope my life gets better each n ever day... no moeny to buy clothes... argh!!!




Thursday, January 12, 2006 @ 8:52 p.m.

YEap!!!!

alls well!!!!! SoE superstar ended with great applause for the ultimate winner... yup... shall stop here on praising the winner... the event was a success. everyone did what they were suppose to do, and WELL DONE EMCEES!!!!

nat, ben n reg were great!!!! so was liang yi... u guys rox!!!! dun really noe wad to say... but all i can say, is that this is the most tiring event ever... last year was much much simplier. i still have the chance to sit, n watch the show... but this year, i could onli run ard, doing things...

to mr seetoh aka Uncle: i noe u meant well... it was to be an encouragement, not to make things worst. u were the best... thanx 4 all that u have done!!! i really appreciate.

to boon: well done to u too!!!! u were the best, after seetoh la... everything went well.

to myself: well done too!!!!! leg aches, claims to be made from seetoh!!!! n a free meal too!!!! hehee...

pics to be up soon.... ms boey have to send to me... n 1 more thing!!!! boey kid weng!!! take care of ur voice!!!!!!! muz recover soon, if not cannot go ktv le!!!!




Tuesday, January 10, 2006 @ 10:34 a.m.

exams are over... yupyup... but things dun stop running there.... lots of things to prepare for... like the most impt event this year... SoE superstar...

full dress rehersal was last nite... things were going on fine, until some freaking bitch started acting smart, and thinking that everyone is below her... so she starting toking without using her coconut juice, and insulted a whole great group of people. in simple a whole great group of IMPT people.

was going through the script with them, den had to do the student helper briefing... wad the FUCK!!!!! assholes juz love to stay ard my life... cant they freaking reply me, or at least nod their head? wad the hell... was done with everything, when the sports day group came... all set down, and i tot i was suppose to brief them again... so i walked over, and the 1st thing that i heard was" hey... so how? all not happy le leh... all asking, y muz they do it, when the committee can do it.." freaking man... come on... hu in the 1st place volunteer to help us with it... not happy den dun do la!!!!!!

was freakin pissed off, so i juz asking 4 the keys from boon, and asked ben, jy, and weimin to go over the clubhouse to get it done.. den lz say... nvm nvm we go la... since we going clubhouse also.... i was boiling mad de.... den i sai" tot all dun wan to do? nvm la.. dun wan do, we have so many people ard here, i dun believe we cant handle it LO!"

fucking irritating... cant stand it...

den that bitch of a pig started giving irritatiing comments about the emcee.... wad the helll if she is so god damn smart, she can jolly well come on stage, and do everything!!! u think u really superstar??? emcees can make u high, and can bring u damn down and let u die.... dun think u wan that to happen rite? bitch!!!!!!!

nat was pissed.... reg never say anything, but i noe she is upset too... ben is worried... sorrie. i juz wanted to lighten the load of the 2 peeps, and give u some room to expand... its great 4 both side... hehehe.... i noe u gonna do well.... u r gonna be the best!!!!

nat n reg... dun worry!!!! anything, u guys can always count on me!!!!! dun worrie bout that kinda bitches... dun let irritants destroy ur chance... dun let them make u feel hopeless, or weak, cos u guys R NOT!!!! u guys are the best!!!!! prove to them that the emcees are even better den them. steal their limelight!!!!!

u guys are the best!!!! ben, nat, n reg!!!!! seetoh, n boon!!! u guys too!!!!!

cheers, and hope all goes well...




Thursday, January 05, 2006 @ 8:50 p.m.

i hate it!!!!

freakin sadded.... my laptop juz died on me... n other den the d drive stuff that i have, all my 1000 over songs are gone, so are my so many many many pictures. arGH!!!!! all my wonderful memories... all gone!!!!

i hate this man...

exams are over... ecom was okies... i hope i can make it through... blaw was a breeZZEE!!!!! totally felt like a waste of my precious time to study so hard, late into the night. fpd.... my god!!! save me!!!!! flunk it!!!!! was too tired with the lil slp b4 blaw, and when i reach home last nite, i juz din have the energy to study, so i went to slp at bout 10? n i cant wake up!!!! i juz slpt all the way until 9.30 until i jump out of bed, n panic!!!!! i haven even started studying fpd!!!!

thou i slp alot alot, almost 12 hrs, but until now, i still cant even open my eyes properly... im so freakin tired, even now... my head is spinning... i cant even concentrate!!!!! too tired i guess....

SoE superstar comin soon... abit freaked out, whether the d'fine people people will do a good job anot, cos it seems like a rather short notice... but they have so much experience, hahaha... good lo..

was toking to nat the other nite, and i cant really slp after that... maybe thats y im so tired??? hahhaa.... dun think so... anyway, somethings dun have to explain so much, but after toking, i really start to wonder wads the kinda impression i give guys ard me? wad kinda impression i give to the people ard me... am i really stubborn? am i really giving the impression of a "nu qiang ren" to people? hmm... im not really affected with wad was discussed, but i really wonder wad is the kinda things thats going through people's mind when i tok to them.... its really a wonder how smth said in a day, makes a person think bout it....

hmm.... its a wonder...




Monday, January 02, 2006 @ 4:55 p.m.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

hahhaa.... happy new year folks!!!!!!! i hope everyone enjoyed as much as i did... not the studying, but the fun filled holidays...

seriously speaking, its not that fun filled la.. its so stinkingly filled with business LAW!!!! after studying it for bout 1 week, i think lawyers r geniuses!!!!! how the hell can they stuff so many cases into their average sized skull!!!!

anyways, here i am, in the late afternoon after being murdered by my books, im trying very hard to get into the mood to tell people bout my life for the past few days, and how happy i am.

but thinking bout how tought life have been for me, and how miserable my days have been, i weeping and trying to console myself, that it will all be over in juz 3 more days!!!! but its really hard... if study week was juz 1 week, i wont be so mad, suffering liek crazY!!!

since my boey wanted to noe bout my new year resolution, i've decided to take some time off my crazy and miserable schedule, to think of it.. so i've came up with this list of so called resolution...

Kim's New Year resolution:
1. i want to have alot alot alot of money so that i dun have to save to buy anything!!!!! having to think of money everytime i go out is such a chore.
2. i wan to Ace my exams without studying!!!!!! hahhahaa....
3. i wan to have such a good life, goot fortune, and a whole huge mountain of wealth waiting for my disposal. so much that bill gates, paris hilton and everyone are so damn envious!!!!!
hahaa... i read through my resolution last year, and i started luffing.... i find myself so damn smart!!!! kekekeke... i seriously manage to fufill 2 of them, so this year, i will try my best to not be able to fufill any one of them!!!! hahahaa.... since when is resolution to be fufilled? its juz a dream, that i HOPE will come true... wahhahaha...

SoE superstar is coming soon... hope everything will come n go peacefully...

i dun freaking care if anyone from ECE sees this.. but i HATE ECE SOCIETY!!!! freaking think they are so damn smart... smart jiu wont end up in ece le lo... DUMB ASSES!!!! whole bunch of them....

saw this old post that was so called dedicated to ben... hahahaa..... BENJAMIN NG!!!! U CANT DENY WAD A GREAT FREN I AM!!!! WAHAHAHA..... I WAN XIAO LONG BAO!!!!! kekeke....