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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 9:59 a.m.
CRAZY ASSHOLE NO 2, MR BAM BAM BASTARD i have about 200+ contacts in my MSN... bout 70% of them are offline most of the time, and the remaining 30% some of which i dont even know who they are... just like this bam bam bastard... just to make things clear, i DID NOT use his wadever service.... i dont need it.. anyway, just about 5 or 10 mins ago MR big ass cock bambam bastard msged me on MSN.... i seriously have no idea who he is... but anyway, conversation as follows: I shall be independent. now!! says: eah? u forgotten me?? ur cam slave lae! u used me on cam before de.. remember? kimberly says: eh...... ? I shall be independent. now!! says: arrr kimberly says: remind me please.. I shall be independent. now!! says: I have a pretty indecent but fun proposal for you.. do you wanan use a 24m tall and slim chinese/indian mix slave on cam ? i'll obey all ur orders and perform everything you order me to do LIVE on cam for you, i've got frozen sausages, whipped cream. butter and other stuff you can use on me.. wanna try me? gurentee to make u wet like never before.. you can make me oil myself well and shaft the frozen sausages deep all the way into my ass and force me to mast till i cum all over my body in less than 3 mins for u.. If i cant meet ur standard u can always punish me by making me do squats.. pushups and stuff.. humiliate me anyway u want. remember?? yah yah?? kimberly says: fuck u la... so dear friends.... those who have NEEDs to be SATISFIED, those who require LIVE on CAM SQUATS, please do contact MR BAM BAM BASTARD at bam_bam8x@hotmail.com.. im sure he would love some publications for his OH SO BIG COCK... Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 3:12 p.m.
91871540 this asshole that has been msging me for the longest time.... is really to the limit of my tolerance... i have no idea wad his name is, except that 1st its zen, den its ryan, now its mark.... but this fella has very lil brains.... he 4got that he is messing ard with the wrong person.... my name is kim, not some sandra, or sally... im not to be messed ard with... lets see how long he can play this sick joke with me... so friends out there, when u have the chance, please call this fella n play with him, or send him some irritating msg... for the sake of me ok? love u all... muacks muacks muacks!!! anyway, i've got afew job offers already... i should say, im pretty lucky in this aspect... i dun really have to LOOK... cos life is as such... u create good relationships with people that u meet, u somehow get good connection where u dun have to look, other's will seek them for u.... im pretty lucky... anyway, was telling baby ytd bout this: 一个人的霸道, 是身边的人所造成的. a person's unreasonablility is caused by the people ard... so if the person ard u is unreasonable, then its ur causing for it.... Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:31 a.m.
COMPLICATIONS OF LIFE 7 Months back, i started this job, excited about the trills and rewards that i can get out of working with a small yet powerful and experienced group of people.. yet this day, 7 months later... my heart weighs heavily down with the notice of retrenchment... of cos this notice did not arrive today, but last week, but writing it today makes me feel the impact greater... thou not so much of worried that i cant get a job, but the sense of lost and the lost of family makes my heart sour and cringly.. i'm not worried i cant get a job, cos like wad Kelvin told me ytd, i'm not that hardup for money.. another point is that i dont want to jump into another random job, and after several months, im up n running again, finding smth else that suits me... reflects badly in my resume... working here taught me alot of things that pretty much allows me to see where i stand, boost my confidence more, and allow me to know what i am talking about, and know what i am doing... this is the 1st job that i have 0 complains about... the pay is good, the work load is good, the bosses are good, the environment is good... and best of all, the colleagues here are damn good... if without their constant encouragement, and their pushing to find myself... i guess i would still be hanging somewhere not knowing wad to do at this situation of crisis.... Life seriously is such a bitch..... i hated the previous 2 job, yet i was the one that choose to leave.... now i love this job, n i never want to leave anytime soon... yet i was let off and say bye bye SR... im feeling pretty lost at this moment, lost that im saying good bye to a group of people that i grew to love, and appreciate, lost that im soon saying good by to my comfy table, chair and office...lost that im saying good bye to my 2 brothers, benny and alvin... who taught me so much...... lost that i dunno wad my next direction should be.... i guess this is when i have to make my own decision and plan my next step... anyway, baby is having his exams this sat till next sat...n i'll prob only get to meet him this sat after his paper.... its gonna be pretty boring... but i guess i'll survive... :) till my next job, i'll strive.... Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 12:28 p.m.
Love is not about Shouting, its about listening. mum, dad n mei mei went korea thursday night... will only be back coming thurs... i guess they r more or less enjoying themselves.. anyway, when i met up with the poly mates last week, my friend, we call her ms W called me halfway... i knew smth was wrong, but could put a finger to wad the actual problem was... but i knew it has got smth to do with her bf.... finally got the whole story on wed night... thou im not too sure if its the whole story but at least its her version of the story... apparently, ms W already had some issues with her bf we call Mr J.. Mr J is pretty MCP. he kinda demands her to do certain things, n somehow, in the moment of fun n under Ms W's misery, he twisted her ears in full view of all his friends... he says he was just fooling ard with her... but thats not fooling ard when there is pain, n when there s a person's dignity and pride in it.... Man have their pride, their ego, n their dignity so to speak... but hey fella.... ladies have that too... love in this world does not matter who is older, or who is the MAN of the relationship. love is about accomodating with each other, understanding each other and just getting along... its not about i DEMAND U do this for me.... i WANT u to do this for me, or I DONT CARE WAD U FEEL... thats not love... thats ultimate possesion.. love does not allow u to shout at ur partner and threatening him/her... love does not make u have the right to HATE him/her... that is a very strong word, and im sure i wont be able to handle this situation if baby told me he hates me... maybe its my personality that works this way, but i never allow another person regardless of who he/she is... (other den my parents) to shout at me.. fact is... even my sisters cant shout at me... cos i will definately shout back at them... so no one gets their chance of shouting at me... life should go without people shouting at each other... Ms W is not a slave of ur life... she is ur gf, not ur SLAVE! respect her the amount that u yearn for her to respect u with.... love her the same way she loves u, n at the same time, AGE DOES NOT MATTER!!! dont use words like im older then u to try n "SCARE" people... thats so not respecting.. thats just plain OVER-RULE.. n that in a relationship would never work out properly... anyway, i have been mean... i told Ms W to leave Mr J. n last i heard, they r back together, life is back as per normal, n Ms W will leave him if he does that to her again... not too sure wad happens after that, but im sure they will go a long way, n Mr J will still be mean to Ms W, n Ms W will still complain, n wadever the case, they still stick ard with each other... cos i learn.... they r willing parties... which thereafter, makes me feel stupid for trying to persuade her to give him up... we noe she wont... n wads the point?! thats where i felt stupid for trying to convince her to do smth that i noe she wont do.... anyway...... story is over, n we should not talk about it again.... Monday, April 06, 2009 @ 10:37 a.m.
Wild Rockets friday night was the best night in a long time... as we grow older, the idea of getting a present for each other kinda stops, and the whole point gets down to the company of each other. Ms boey's b'dae was on wed... so we arranged to ahve dinner on friday, not fully for the birthday, but like i said, company of each other... dinner was at Wild Rocket, hangout hotel... up at Mt Emily.. the place is so good... the layout of the restaurant is made as such that we wouldnt be affected by what the other guests were saying, or doing... (thou as usual the guys had to spot some hot girls.. n stare!) the ambience of the restaurant is really really good... smth that i have not enjoyed for a long time.. dinner was rib eye for the 3 of us, n crabmeat linguine for yao... the portion i would say is rather small, but its REALLY so DAMN fucking GOODD!!!!!! im salivating at this very moment thinking of the dinner... we ordered a bottle of moscato..... shared among the 4 of us... yao as usual cant drink much, his face turned red.. crazy chats over dinner n drinks was very good... im pretty sure even if we were not dining at such a yummy place, newton probably will be good enough... thou we haven not met up for the longest time... but conversation still flowed, it felt so refreshing that we still had stuff to talk about, and the things we talked about just refuse to stop... left for the day, in time to catch a cab without having to pay midnight charges.. on the way back, ms boey msged me... she said she enjoyed the night, n have not felt so at ease for a long time... i told yao bout it, n he shared the same sentiment.. thats y we are friends... we dun meet very often, but after a long while, we meet up again, and we still can talk like there wasnt any gap between.... i told ms boey that we should do this again, and i enjoyed myself just as much.... she said "stanley" said that too.... we are so gonna do that again... most regretful part of the night? we didnt take ANY pictures at all.... jying didnt bring cam, i didnt bring too... damn waste... but we can go again.... love u guys the most.. i know i can count on u for all the nonsense that i have.. :) Friday, April 03, 2009 @ 10:36 a.m.
my friend was online last night, at 8.30p.m. afew people came to talk, n was surprised that i was online.... its really not that rare right?? anyway, Mr Au spoke to me for awhile, n at bout 11, he told me... " go n sleep early la! " n im like... y??? he said :u always complain tired wad... so sleep early lo..." slight feeling of comfort that my friend whom is so prone to being irritating, n bugging me since i knew him bout 8 years back, started showing me concern as a friend..... the world is looking brighter now, when my friend starts to be nice to me..... Wednesday, April 01, 2009 @ 9:27 a.m.
Emo Day i know..... how often does my emo day last right?? generally wouldnt be too long, but today... im feeling pretty emo n unhappy.... reason being? im not too sure myself too... slept pretty late last night... i have been thinking... wad kinda relationship do i look at? am i happy with my current one? yes... i'll say im very happy in it... he makes me smile, he makes me happy most of the time... of cos being the ever selfish me, i would wish for the happiness to last instead of most to all the time..... n i know its not possible.... i know wad kinda person i am...... i admit to being independent, cos my dad taught me to grow up n behave that way.... i can take care of myself, and u dont really have ppl worrying for me.... but is that the way a relationship work? B worries for G, and in any situation wants to know the most current information and update.. cos im pretty sure its working this way for me... but all my life, i never share my problems with friends... cos i noe very well everyone has their own share of problems, and i should not burden anyone with my own stuff.... same goes to my behaviour with him... wad kinda problems do i have? im someone that contradicts herself 80% of the time.... so now im in the contradicting mode of my life... contradiction should not be shared cos its just retarded, n the other party would get irritated after awhile.... i try to control my contradiction... yet its pretty hard... anyway, back to the point of independence, i yearn for people to take care of me, thou i noe i will definately say "no need la.... i can take care of myself..." however, humans r such perculiar being that after time, the habit of getting used to her taking care of herself sinks in, n the expectation of her being capable just remains.... he says im pushing him away from taking care of me.... yet i say he has gotten use to me taking care of myself to the extend that he has expectations of me being alright myself... assumptions causes this whole situation... fact is that im still upset... n i have no idea y the fuck im still upset about.... he says that at times he doesnt feel like telling me anything, cos he noes my ans, he its the ans that he doesnt want to hear...... kinda breaks me cos i dont wan to be like that.. its not suppose to work this way... |