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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 12:06 p.m.
31st Dec 2008, 1151 hrs He left today... didnt wait for the tube to be removed. bless him, and bless my dear girl too.... @ 9:30 a.m.
Last Day of the Year In another 14.5 hrs, 2008 will be over.... n within this few moments, im trying hard to recap what i have done, what i have regretted, what i should have done, and what im glad i did... Since starting of 2008, my career has taken a major dip.. Drew & Napier - while taking a cool and yummy paycheck, i got frustrated and blow my top finally in feb, and on impulse i quit my job... Reason - i hate my boss regret factor - bout 25% cos i love the pay... but the work sucks.... den again i wont doing it again, cos i like the trill of learning from the start, and having to depend on myself and no one else... after a 3 weeks break, ben got me a job at Kuehne & Nagel... i cant say that i love the job, or i hate it.... but generally i dun like it... (not hate, but dun like...) i never had the heart to really go into working hard or giving my best.... reason - its dirty, and i dun wan to be trapped in that warehouse.... n i hate the voice of my OE. (p.s. if it happens, READ THAT MAN!) regret factor? - nope.... none at all.... im glad i left anyway.... that period really tortured me big time... i was doing my dissertation, doing my work, and i was busy dunno doing wad... there, i started here.... n finally i feel happy for it... I'm glad i moved, iI'm glad i kept in contact through the times after SKL with benny.... my big brother is shining on me.... and after moving here, i found another big brother helping me too... im glad i found them! but since i started working here in Sept, my life changed again... i conpleted my school course... i started a new job i broke off a relationship i made my life more fulfilling... i made new friends and i found myself.. CYF said that he wasnt surprise for wad happened.... i have always been like that.... character wise, i've never changed... just that im somewhat released... n im glad for that.... i made myself more obvious and i am more me then ever.... Starting the Year 2009, i have much more to see, much more to do, and much much more about me... Starting 2009 Feb, i will be debt free... thereafter, i wan to go to travelling, to HK, to TW, to many many places that i have never been to... i want to continue to make friends with ppl all around, and be happy..... suddenly i lost the feeling to continue blogging... jying just msg me... told me that they have decided to pull the respirator out today at noon... getting really kanchiong, i called her, n she confirmed that they are letting her dad go slowly.... i asked if she needed me, n she burst out in tears.... got CYF along too.... going down later... life is such a weird thing.... when u least expect it... ur life changes and everything changes.... den again, nth is gonna be the same again..... im trembling inside me... im scared.. not scared of death, but scared that i might not be able to control my emotions for her.... but i must be strong as well... i need to control my emotions and stand by her as much as i can... 2008 ends happily... but im sure Jying is gonna be strong.... Happy Happy New Year People! i'll cya again in 2009! Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 9:38 a.m.
X'Mas on the 27th with my Poly Mates! Its been a long time since we gathered again... and this year, its my 1st year celebrating with them! as usual, if i do call YF along.. he will take the chance to bully me into buying the gift for him, n settling the food as well..... maria once again... so to save myself from the hassle, i ordered sushi delivery from sakae! 
pressies that everyone got! 
dinner table filled with food that everyone brought/bought 
few pics that we took while doing a round of x'mas wishes as well for the coming year...videos will come later! 
afew shots of our family photo! which i really like alot alot.... very nice! 
me n the PS chia... constipated face to take pic with me... gift exchange time!!!!! everyone got smth from someone!!!! 
after the gift exchange, we went to continue eating the dessert! which the fondue was kinda uncoorporative... n refuse to work properly... :( 
all n all, i had major fun... we played murdered, played 007... its the good old days, and i miss the fun we always had... Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 4:49 p.m.
Love Story A girl in love asked her boyfriend. Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world? Boy: You, of course! Girl: In your heart, what am I to you? Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart." After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while. However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane. All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated. One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!" The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!" Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up. Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners." Five years went by... He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him. In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her. One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently. Boy: How are you? Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib? Boy: No. Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight. Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed. With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye. Good bye... One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world. Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken. Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done. Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives. Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today we never noe who our missing rib is, and who's missing rib do we belong to... i always told myself that i should seek my own life, my own future, my own happiness... but apparently, situations doesnt always allow that.... i still do wish i was ur missing rib... @ 1:09 p.m.
Merry Christmas! its boxing day today, and im here at work! how exciting right... anyway throughout the entire month of December, i've had fun, i've cried, i've been bitter, i've been crazy, i've been stupid, and i've been cheapo... nevertheless, i always enjoyed December, and i will still love it as much regardless of wad happens... anyway, i went up Singapore Flyer sometime back, and its an experience that i would love to have again! i love the trill of being at the top of singapore looking onto all the small lil ants and everything there... its gonna be a long series of photos... to bear with it!
20th Dec, we had our annual christmas dinner at HANDLE BAR!!!!! i enjoy myself very much, thou i only have like afew pics with me.... im still waiting for the rest... dun ask why, but i seriously look like im 1/2 asleep, or 1/2 drunk, which is not true, cos i dun think i drank anything at all...
Christmas eve.... Cher, Clarence, Pauline and Vic came over to my place, and we started playing tic tac toe... the shot glass sucks big time.. so hard to pour into it... n it made us all drink so much, that within 3 hrs, almost all were drunk...
oh well, random pics of myself, to cheer up that im stuck in office, doing crap stuff...
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