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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Friday, January 21, 2005 @ 5:43 p.m.
im not in a gd mood... there r so many tots that i wanted to share... so many things i got to say... but when i get the chance, my heart soften, n i dunno how to start.... i start to wonder the importance of my presence in life.... after i write this, alot of ppl will start to tell me that im impt, n all those crap... i will feel a lil better... but still...alot of things, r based on my own tots, feelings... ever since i step into poly, i lost my crap, n cheerfulness.... i use to come home from sch/work, smiling n feeling that a great day past.... i had the attitude that wadevver comes, i will still hold the sky 4 u guys.... but now, i think if the sky drop, i will rather it hit flat on me, n let me go off... relief my pain, n many useless tots... titus juz told me to be juz like b4... be that sweet, n smiling gal... i tried hard... but i fail when i reach the bus.... i cant even hold it out till im at home... every night i face the same problem... sadness drown me... n the onli person hu actually care, is someone whom im not close to at all.. where r all my frens? i they leaving me to fight the battle alone? even if after ppl read my entry, ppl will start telling me they care, n stuff... the real fren r the ones that standby u, wifout letting u noe, yet when u r down, they r the onli ppl whom u can see.... i use to be a very straight person, say wadever im not happy with... but now, i start to think bout wad others feel... but when i care 4 ppl, i lost my tongue, n cant seem to express myself... i never tok back anymore... no more facts from me... i feel like a hypocrite.. im no longer myself... ppl, dun tok to me okies? dun tell me u care, cos i noe deep down, not all of u care... the mouth moves very fast, yet the heart doent feel the same... true frens r the ones that is far away, yet cares.... u can be near, but u might not be my fren at all... cos even a fren cares.... |