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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Monday, January 17, 2005 @ 5:35 p.m.
rejection... ever came across some days when u get total rejection from almost everyone u meet? have u ever come acossa day or a period of time when u cant seems to get anything done, n start regrettng the things that u bought, n cant seems to find a way to get rid of it... haiZ... im always regretting wad i bought, n wad i did... den i will tell myself.. see la!!! that time dun wan think properly, den now regret le la!!!!... haiyo!!! qi si wo le!!! den on sat i was working 4 2 hrs outside liat towers as a surveyor, for beijing 101... hahaha..... in 2 hrs, i had alot alot alot of rejection....its even more den going to a guy n asking 4 his no., den kena rejected... izzit really such a sensitive topic? asking bout baldness, n hair loss.... hmm.... maybe i got no such experience, so i dunno.... den seeing ppl running away from u, is really amusing, n yet disappointing.... izzit really so diff. to juz do a short survey??? i dunno.... maybe next time den i will noe better bah... but maybe not, cos my family has no genes of thinning hair, loss of hair, or balding!!! hehehee.... my last post created quite a commotion.. everyone telling me that im not alone... yeah yeah, i noe... its juz that sometimes when u see everyone hand in hand, going off wif someone else, den u r left all alone, it really knock into me that heY!!! 4 once, im alone!!!! was chatting wif my classmate during our break... n it turn out that i got alot of misconception bout relationships... to me, a bf has not much use... really... they r juz there, to accompany u when u r bored, tok to when u need someone there... but izzint that a gd fren, instead of bf? hmm.... maybe like wad they said, the rite one is not here yet... i haven changed my mind over many things yet... joel juz told me smth... that when i have that tot again, try thinking positive!!! think that my prince charming is riding a pony, so it will take some time 4 him to arrive... n as time goes by, it will become a strong horse, n when i get onto it, it will be so strong, that everything will go so fast...well its very nice of him to teach me such ways of thinking... THANX JOEL!!!!... noe y in the keyboard has the U and the I together side by side? hehe... cos u n i cannot be separated!!! kekeke.... okies fine, im lame... anyways, todae is not a gd day... todae is bad hair day, bad dress sense day, n bad wadever wadever day... having a sorethroat, n sneezing all the way from home to sch, n sch to home.... muz be someone scolding me lo!!!!!! hehe.... im starting to think alot now... i cant find my direction in many things... i dunno wad i want anymore.. i dunno wad im heading 4... i wan find myself again... i wan to be at that height, at that peak, where i feel strong enuff 4 myself, n strong enuff 4 everything taht comes to me... anyways joel wants me to say that i lurve him... wahaha.... how thick can his skin be? where got ppl ask others to say they love him.... i think he love himself too much.... hahahhaa.... thick skin guy!!! wahha... anyways, i said it, u gonna treat me lunch again!!!!! hehehe..... close ur eyes, n dream of the unexpected... it will happen one day.... |