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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Monday, May 30, 2005 @ 9:24 p.m.
1st day of the 2nd week 2nd week of sch le.... n im still feeling like crap... so damn -_-" did smth that made me damn guilty ytd... was out wif xiuli, pauline n sher.... to celebrate xiu's b'dae... wif ivan, joel, wong har, derrick, n issac.... other den ivan, the rest r ppl that i juz got to noe.... joel n wong har is sher & paul's bf, n the other 2 is paul n xiu's colleague, n fren la.... went marina.... suppose to go bbq, den change plan.... im not suppose to be complaining... but this is the 1st timei ever waited 4 a guy 4 so long.... its not very long i noe... 30 mins... but hell, 1st time we meeting, n they r making us wait... okies, nvm la... since its their fren.... so off we went to marina.... say alfred!!!! wahhahaa... haven seen him in like 100 years... had a short chat, den went over to pay money.... duH~!!!!! im the onli one there that paid 12 bucks instead of 10!!!!! okies, its onli 2 bucks... but 2 bucks can get me 2 cans of coke... call me calculative, call me wadever, i dun care... but its 2 bucks.... suan le.... nvm la... since we r out to njoy... UREAKA is also there.... den they r damn evil.... they cook the live prawns, n onli put the body in... leave the head there.... den cook half of it onli... evIL~!!!! den went over n eat lo.... chit chat, take photos... den slack ard... wait 4 joel n that derrick to reach.... den cut cake... was kinda late le... so i was like hurry up leh, hurry up leh~!!!! den they were trying to play match make, den take photo.... well, im okies wif it, cos we play ard wad... wads the big deal... but that guy like wan bu qi?? i dunno... den play ard la.... wanted to take cab... din have enuff money, de called mr nice guy giap.... cos he is the onli one ard my place hu pick up my call~!!!!! kill those ppl ard. den i walk from marina south, all the way to near the MRT station le, no cabs want to stop 4 US!!!!!! shoot all cap drivers, n cab company... i called city cab, comfort, n another dunno wad cab... all made me wait like 5 mins or so on the line, den tell me ' sorrie there are no cabs available!" okies, i was a lil harsh... n i kinda scolded the lady.... rude u can say.... hitch a ride to marina bay mrt... den went to city hall to find cab.. 11 den we got a cab.... hell.... got scolding when i reach home.... giap was waiting... im sorrie 1 hr + is really very long.... i was the spot light of everyone ytd... so damn extra.... i somehow also yearn to be attached too... but half half lo... i dunno iz that wad i want or is that wd everyone wants to see... i dunno la.... tml is another 8am lesson.. den off to town we go... go there 4 wad? i also dunno.... Saturday, May 28, 2005 @ 2:54 p.m.
loycus teh, aka amy teh zhi min..... cool pics taken by ben, n styled my kim n ben~!!! wahhahaa.... loycus, i noe u like it... kekekekee.. change parting lA! @ 2:35 p.m.
here is the k sista pic... not very clear, but okies la... dun complaIN!!! Friday, May 27, 2005 @ 8:23 p.m.
love matters is being in love in ur teens that important at all? once holiday end, i see more n more of my frens getting attached, or being in love wif someone else... n now, i see myself being left alone, well not alone la... i still have my k 1st n 3rd sis wif me... n my buddy buddy ben ben!! 2nd sis is attached, wif a loving n gd bf.... everyone have someone in mind, but i seems to be glad wif wad i have now.... i guess the reason 4 being single 4 so long is that im too in love wif myself le bah... pauline, sherlynn n xiuli is attached, n happy.... now im left... how else??? work hard baH!!!! Thursday, May 26, 2005 @ 8:38 p.m.
yup yup... the 3 items below r the things that this bunch of ppl gave me.... hahahaa, i really really apprciate it, n i really really like it!!!!!! i wanted to save up 4 the bag le... n u guys bought me the bag... yeah, i noe i seldom wear skirt, n thanx 4 buying me that skirt, n forcing me to wear it!!!! its really very nice, i will wear it one day... kekeke.. went tampines mall ytd to get the size of the skirt changed... n im really very touched.. the skirt is not cheap lo!! thanx ppl.... base on my b'dae card, i have to thanx my k sisters, jieying, kimwan, n kristie, my buddy buddy ben ben, fUu Yo~!! zester, xiao di di loycus, the 2 mei nu lowina, n valerie, old man zhiwei, n ahBOON~!!!!! although there are like 2 out of the box names... but kekee... can la... n thanx to my buddies jieying, n ben n that kuku giap to go down tampines mall to change that skirt wif me... n thanx giap 4 going home to get the car, n driving us there, although u pinch me real hard!!! n it hurts LO~!!!! okies.... 3rd day of sch, n i think im getting the hang of it... the onli diff is that i use to slp at bout 12 smth 1, but now im slping at 11 smth.... quite early lo.... n sch is quite fun la... im practically luffing all the way 4 the past 3 days... anyways, todae i saw him.... well, i think i saw him... he juz step off a bike, n think waiting 4 his fren to park bah... im glad i dun feel dumb again.... but den, he miss out my b'dae... wadever it means la.... i noe very well that i can let things go easily.. but i juz dun think its worth it, after trying to put in effort... well, i did think bout it... n okies, i admit that not much affort is put in by the both of us, but wo jiu shi bu gan xing~!!!! but well, i gan xing le.... i let it go, n i really hope 'u' can let it go too, cos love is difficult to control. if u can control it well, den its not love anymore.... smile, cos its not worth waiting anymore... given ur tiao jian, u can get better ones, much much better onces den that ass.... im happy.... no more sorrow... i have my k-sisters wif mE~!!!!! we r da besT~!!!! wahahhaa... xi jie shao nian... @ 4:26 p.m.
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 Sunday, May 22, 2005 @ 4:34 p.m.
alrites.... i'll blog... MDE FOC 05! was the best.... im sure it was 4 alot of ppl.. but den again, not many noes the heartaches, tears, n sorrows that brought out this camps... the slpless nites, the 1.5 hrs of slp... n slping in the lecture hall carpet... experience n well.... surprises... it did go on better den i expected... times when i tot it was gd, yet all tot it was bad... thats guys 4 the b'dae u give me.... the many many b'dae songs, the well wishes, n the yummy yummy cake mask... kekeke.... i really like the smell i had on myself... hahhahaa... i think i was so damn sweet.... ants can come. it was a surprise... i knew smth was up, but that emergency meeting was really emergency so much that i tot it was 4 real. i even blew the whistle, n omg.. so paiseh... ekekkee..... thanx ppl.... all ur b'dae will be better den this... another things is that, 1st b'dae where s many ppl cried... well, not 4 me, but 1st time 4 me. ben, i hope u r better... its over, n dun think bout it le.. stress is over, so no more unhappy face. 1st time ben spoke to me so fiercely, 1st time ben was so sad.. i promise i'll be a better fren, i wont bully u again... cos im 18 le... i grow up le... k sisters!!!! kim wan, kristie, n jieying... lets all be strong... if no one wans to lend u guys any shoulders, i'll be there... even if im sad, i'll still stay stong 4 u all.... cos we r sisters alwayS!!!! this camp dug out all the true colours.... from red to green, from blue to green, n from green to black.... all turn ugly, gd frens got stab, helpline got broken... things messed up, n blamed, n everyone was upset... i really thank all 4 being upset, yet stood by us, n n holding that board, to cover us.... i really appreciate.... thanx denise, liang zhen, n terence 4 that silent support u guys gave... thanx 4 the sorry u said, the 'u guys were great', n the 'i'll help' it all appeared when i really needed it... thanx 4 being the frens that we all needed..... 1 HUG, n 1 KISS to all.... lastly, HAPPY BELATED 18TH B'DAE TO MYSELF!! Sunday, May 15, 2005 @ 1:25 p.m.
fuck to those irresponsible assholes i really cant believe that in this world, there are those ppl hu can betray u, n tell u he is sorry 4 the betrayal. i cant believe that there are ppl so irresponsible as to letting u noe about things onli 2 hrs b4 the start. i cant believe there are ppl hu dun even care about their future, their face, n their life. how great can the world be... im damn pissed. 5 days of camp starting todae.... omg.... that includes my b'dae dunno wad it will turn out.... i wish things turn well... happy early b'dae to me... Thursday, May 12, 2005 @ 2:10 p.m.
da di da... back from peer mentoring camp... hmmm.... its fun, yet i really think im missing out smth... my group is filled wif the same old ppl.... all that i noe... n eventually it juz turn out that i go knowing the same ppl, n leaving wif knowing the same ppl.... was a lil pissed at some point la... but once again, we can i do... tell u guys a story.... there was this girl, we call her gal A. she likes this guy... 4 some time, she tried to get close to him, n at some point this guy was from her point of view trying to noe her too.... things continue this way, n her feelings 4 him was like roller coaster, going up n down, not sure of wad she was thinking.... one day, she was out... n along the way, she met this guy on the road... n he was wif a fren, this fren called gal B. guy was so mesmerise wif gal B. den gal A's jealousy sink in.... she felt like walking up, n slapping the gal B's face.... but she dun wan to let guy have a bad impression of her... n she let herself be sad 4 the next few weeks... taht few weeks was hell 4 her... she practiacally lost contact wif guy... she couldnt eat, couldnt slp... 1 month later, she saw this guy again... she dare not ask about gal B but she look into his eyes 4 the ans.. his eyes told her that she wasnt the one, n wasnt the type... gal B is.... n he is trying... she knew it was over... but she couldn't bring herself to let it go... guy din noe she likes him... she told him, but it was 4gotten.... as she look back into the past, she tot about the many chances that she had wif him.... one by one, she mssed them... she could have had him long ago, yet she step back, n protected herself... "wad was i thinking??" that was the qns she asked herself everyday, everynight... she held onto every hope that she had, n tried to bring back the past.... guy wasnt wif ger B, cos ber B found another guy... n so as guy waits, gal A waits wif him.... waiting 4 this o.o1 chance of being wif guy.... all she wans is 4 him to look back, n rmb that she is also a gal, n a gal that is so in love wif him.... THE END~!! oh well.... hope this story has a meaning in everyone's life... its crappy, i agree, but it has meanings... hope it can be unsloved 4 all those hu are waiting, single, attahced, n al kinda ppl out there.... im feeling stressed out... n i need a break... i wan to be out of my life, out of everything that i've been doing.... if 1 day i have a chance to do wad i wan, i wont wan to be me anymore... cos im not fun to be.... i need someone hu dun noe wads going on the tell me smth farni... i wan to luff out loud, over everything that is going on... i wan to luff so loud that it covers over my life.. i wan to be not me. i cant explain wadever thats inside me.... im single free, n happy... but how much? im happy 1 day, unhappy the other, n crying like mad the next. i need a shoulder... smth strong, yet weak. smth man, yet woman. smth i need.... i need a guy, to be there.... n everywhere.... phew... when i find one... -_-" Sunday, May 08, 2005 @ 3:56 p.m.
new SKIN agAin!! yoZ!!!! todae is the 8th of may.... which is 10 days b4 my b'dae... which is also Andrew's b'dae.. andrew is my cousin!!!!kekee..... tml going camp le... 3 days of camp, fri go back sch again, den sun go prepare 4 mon's camp le.... which means from now until next friday, i wont be online that often le... im gonna die of tiredness soon.... haven slpt enuff yet.... change my skin le..... reason: cos many ppl cant get into my blog... if not dunno wad virus...but also time to change le la....sick of that cow... now its the birD!!!! 10 more days.... 10 days b4 my b'dae.... so wad? hmm..... im going 18, n i feel like im growing up to fast!!!!! i dun wan be 18 yet... i still wan be a kid.... play play n play... now, all i can do, is behave like a 18 year old gal, n behave myself... well, at times i feel that i've grown-up... but den, most of the time, im still like a kiddo, hu dunno this, dunno that.... yawnz... so tired... i feel like slping.... but its onli 4 in the afternoon.... im getting so bored... i wan watch house of wax... but no time leh... its like almost everyday i have to do smth.... i cant even go watch movie wifout feeling 4 the money im gonna spend.... i haope my mum will give me some money.... ive been eating into my saving, that i dun even have monsy 4 my b'dae.... b0o~!!! Friday, May 06, 2005 @ 11:15 p.m.
Amazing finds!!! i was bz doing some calling, n jason ask me to see smth.... n this is so damn amazing.... It's time to get my creative writing juices going! So here is an entry to warm up! (going in both the LJ and xanga)As a few of you may already know, I entered "Kimberly Kan" into yahoo's search engine. This link: http://kimmified.blogspot.com/2005/02/same-names.html showed up. And this is what it reads.. This is seriously freaaky.I was just curious to see if there was anything about having a name, Kimberly Kan,typed into the yahoo search box, and guess what?I found a site, www.livejournal.com/users/kimeeness , which is hosted by a person in California with the same bloody name as me. Kimberly Kan. Exactly that. And I thought I had such a unique name and seriously,kan is such a Chinese surname and well, I dun know whether this girl is Chinese, sure sounds like it thou.I wonder if she’s just like me or seriously opposite,the i-love-hello-kitty-make-me-line-up-for-it-in-mcdonalds-please kinda person?or the i-love-pink-and-am-totally-obsessed-about-it-even-my-pen-is-pink?or the-i-cry-3/4s-of-my-life?...............or more like me….the i-think-I’m-so-damn-beautiful?hahahahhahahhhahahhahahhhahah.or the i-dislike-shopping-and-loves-to-slack-and-chat-with-friends?hm….maybe. So well,now I’m not even unique name wise.urgh…why do people have to steal names!haha..anyways,never mind about it. Yeap. I'm that Kimberly Kan from California! Coincidence, no? She's from Asia (I'm really bad with geography, so a continent will do). It's interesting what she may think of me, although she's totally off. Me like pink or Hello Kitty? Definitely not. I slack off and hate shopping? I think not. An EMO Kim? NOPE! What kinds of stereotypes was she fabricating?! LOL....She seems like an interesting character... "or more like me….the i-think-I’m-so-damn-beautiful" A bit confident there, don't you think? A bit too cocky, in my opinion. Disgrace to the Kimberly Kan's out there...lol. just kidding.I thought my name was unique, too. =_=" Oh well. It's okay. I was born first, so I am more original than her. V^_^V *fob pose* omG!!! 2 kimberly Kans toking about each other... , n like them, i tot my name was unique... but well.. there r ppl out there having the same damn bloody name... n its really so damn freaky... |
