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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Thursday, July 07, 2005 @ 10:27 p.m.
post Out. mdes main com. post is out. president -- Boon vice president -- ben secretary -- sherri treasurer -- jody PR -- Irwin logistics -- Loycus publication -- jieying social welfare -- kimwan web developer -- sihan Human resourse -- sokhong Project coordinator -- liangzhen -- kim -- zara -- Tim -- Melissa well wel.... smth that i've expected, n smth that felt like a cheat. but wadever it is, its over, n wish everyone gd luck!!! especially the 1st 4... hahhaah.... or should i say the 1st 3? kekkee.... kor going in tml le... gonna miss him... but i gotta tell u smth KOR!!! no matter how angry u r during this 2 weeks, dun get angry, or threaten to break up okies? i understand how she feels... dun hurt her again.... n stop saying she is dumb! cos i noe she is not.... u gave her the chance. dun take it away b4 she got a chance to prove herself.. LCOM test tml... 35%, n i think im gonna die from it... i cant seems to absorb anything!!!! i guess todae run through... tml gonna have a big run through. get it screwed into my brain. 35%... i cant afford to lost out too much marks... i cant concentrate, i cant underestand it... wad the hell... stupid LCOM!!! common test coming soon.... 4 papers... all seems okeis to me.. except that stupid pmkg... i cant fail again... i got 19 over 50 4 the test 1... sucks... dumb man... i dun even understand... how to memorise!!!!! not to score!!!! i need some motivation... pmkg sucks!!! common test coming.... i need to concentrate!!! my brains, my heart, my everything is falling apart... my knees giving me probs, n i cant walk properly... almost 1 week le... wad the hell... called him that day... wanted to tok, ask him if its okies... he say okies le... call, haven tok 4 5 mins, say not free... wth. but still okeis bah... i grow up le. i can put it downif i can pick it up... my heart feels a lil sour... a lil bitter, a lil smelly, n a lil black. did i change? i think i did, i hope i did, or should i say i MUZ HAVE CHANGED!! i feel so different from the past. maybe 18 le, start to grow old a lil, feel the effect of being 18. hahhaa... thats crap. toked bout sign on, n babies ytd... hahhaa.... i feel like going ahead wif my initial plans.... maybe i will be happier... i got more money mAh!! hahhaa... babies.... kekeke... smth that i wan when im married... they are cute. the pride of our life... the best part is when u noe they r nottie by nature... den they grow up to be gd children, responsible citizen... kekeke... the achievement. *dreamz...* im feeling sad, but 4 now, i can hold onto myself... smth i lernt along the way... but i still need support... kor kor leave le.... 2 years, he will be bz going ns, wif gf, wif family.... yeah... meimei also family... but im after family, after gf... im behind... so no more kor to share my probs le. i feel so weak at times that i juz feel like lying in bed, cry my eyes out, n juz die there.... wanted to join smth to keep me occupied... but no sports 4 the time being... stupid knee... no sports, means no playing... no playing, means no fun.... no fun, join 4 wad!!!! so many restriction.. so many things i cant do... i miss him much much... miss the times we tok bout everything... almost la. miss his voice... miss his singing... miss meeting him. haiZ.... everything changes.... i wish i did not do wad i did.... i wish i continue to contact him after that 1 week of great fun... 1 week f meeting everyday, tokin everyday... im limping. -brains, heart, leg. |