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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Friday, July 01, 2005 @ 8:59 p.m.
 went to waTch initial D on wed at tiong bahru... was damn nice... made me feel like getting my license soon.. but den.... lazy lA! jay's eyes can conpare to jason le... but jason's eyes smaller! n edison is so cooL!in a person's life, many things happen, n everything happen 4 a reason... be it gd or bad... its 4 a reason... we all may thing that 'aww.... god is playing tricks on us... making things difficult 4 us now...' but think again... izzit more of ur own doing, or god wans to destroy u? friends. this word spells alot alot of meaning to different people. but to me, when i call a person my fren, it means i've accepted the way he or she is. no matter if that person is gd or bad... i accepted this person. but this person may do things that is actually wrong. of cos if its to me, i have everysingle right to blow my top, n demand an apology... but if its none of my business, its best that i shut up... becos i cant even handle my own probs, y should i stick my leg into other ppl's problem? i always tot that wadever i do, i do it wifout hurting my own concious... but sometimes things juz happen the way it has to happen, n under certain circumstances, i have to do wad i have to do... if ppl dun like me 4 wad i am, den its that person's lost, or like some ppl say... their gain... wadever it is, if a person truelly wans to be ur fren, it means they wan to be ur fren! thats my logic la... i think its quite dumb la... but i always believe that everyone that calls me their fren, treats me as 1, n never make use of me.. thats wad i believe... but sometimes, things dun happen like that... ppl like louis n vartini is all ard the world. they may even be right beside u... juz that nth can be seen with the naked eye. i guess im rather quick tempered. i get angry, but i dun rmb it after awhile... i onli rmb those hu harm me, harm my life alot alot... even my sis disturb me, make me angry, at most its 1 day.. den its over le... frens alike, it goes away very soon... i dun really bear grudges... i once read a book that says... in life there is nth called forgive n forget... if u forgive, it means u forget... if u still remember it, u still hold onto that small hatred or grudge, n u dun forgive. a have a fren, hu told me that... when a person says they forgive u 4 all thats happen, thats not a fact... cos ppl dun forget things so fast... there is still a small holding on to things that they, or u wan to say... no one is perfect. they onli totally forgive when they totally 4get... there is this kinda ppl... but its gonna take sometimes 4 them to forget. n some takes days. some takes weeks, ssome takes months, n some takes years.... it all depends... when we say we blog... do we really blog cos its our diary, or we blog 4 ppl to see wad u wan to write? my sis told me that i've siad so many thigns in my blog... not worried that she will tell dad? den i told her.. wadever thats written here, is 4 ppl to noe wad im feelings, n wad im thinking... if it can be there in a blog, its means it can be known to the whole world... those things taht i dun wan to say... means dun wan to say de.... no one will noe it at all.... n she said... "yeah true... if u dun wan ppl to noe... dun blog! if u blog it up, dun be afird that ppl will noe!" i seems to tok to my computer more den i tok to a person.... the total time i spent facing the com. is definately more den the total time i will spend facing a person, n telling that person wad im feeling.... maybe thats the kinda life ppl have now.... nth to do, come online... most ppl wont wan to tok on the phone anymore... they will rpefer to use sms, or msn... thinking of it... its making me feel so lifeless... i feel like im a empty shell. all my emotions n feelings are shown to my com, more den to ppl.... i've cried more times to my com, den to ppl.... say my feelings more times den i've told ppl.... im getting so alien... but whenever i see someone, i tell myself i wan to tell this person wad im feeling... but i end up crapping, n hiding my feelings. no one can is able to tell me that im upset except myself.... i guess its juz that i have to face it, n live wif it.... i have to live my own life, n not get controlled over wad is happeneing to me... to zhiwei... im not sure if u noe.. but i've submitted the nomination form... i've made this decision, n i wont change it anymore.... pls dun ask me y i submit, cos i noe its not wad i want.... but i still did it.. this decision is made, n im still swayed wif the tots swimming in my mind... guess im juz weak... i did it, but yet i felt like i betrayed my own tots... den again, i decided i accept it. live life as the way it is... tml is the aquathon... my leg hurts.... its been a week.... n the bruise juz wont go away... try my best to run tml... its all 4 the word charity. |