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Tuesday, September 06, 2005 @ 7:31 p.m.
when the moon shines high in the clear blue sky... finally found the time to blog... have been bz dunno doing wad the past week, or should i say the entire weekend... went to get a new mp3 player on thursday.... hahhaa...99 bucks... worth it, n i like it!!!!! kekeke.... presentation on friday, den suppose to go hks with the gals... but end up going play pool with the guys... im so down rite lousy... throw face r!!!!! lets skip everything, n move to sat... my life on friday was so bad... bad until nth to say.... ben noes.... :( went to work, n work through the weekend.... was damn tired... so many things to do on sat, but nth to do on sun.... was mentally torturing.... my brain cant work properly... i cant think, i seems to have lost my soul through the entire 12 hours a day.... my aunt called my ytd, n kinda scolded me... "i tell u i wan employ le, y u still tell mr teo that u can cope? tell u le leh... y still tell him okies???"wtf.... if not juz okies, i should have told him, i dun juz càn cope, but im rotting myself to death there.... bored till can die.... 4 2 weekends, my aunt have been coming down, to kinda 'supervise me'wad the hell... this not the 1st time i've worked as a promoter.... but well, its the 1st time the pay is so low... dun treat me like a kid okies? i noe wad im doing.... i do visit u, dne u ask wad time im going home... dun go home so lat n stuff.... wad the hell... my mum dun even tell me to go home early if i told her i'll be back by 10.... as long as im home by 10 my mum wont bug me.... n if im caught in a jam, my mum will understand.... this WOMAN.... wad the hell she thinking.... im still a lil kid? i dunno how tot ake care of myself? im 18 this year, not 8!!!!! not that 8 year old kid whom u like so much 10 years ago.... i dun tok back, cos i respect u as my aunt. dun treat me like im ur 8 year old daughter can? i've had enuff man.... my uncle can so willingly get a job at the lawyer firm, but wont get 1 4 me, cos i look unsteady, look young... wad the hell.... so wad? i dun care 4 that kinda job... but this!!! is juz a temporary job to help my aunt ease off 4 the weekend... but i end up having to take up all the shit that she gives me, and all those kiddish stuff that she gives me.... im 18!!!! not 8!!!!! my dad may be strict, but he let me go at times of my life... but U!!!! juz a stupid woman, a uneducated woman hu thinks u r so damn gd, treats me like ur daughter, and tell me to go home when its 6.30!!!!!!! i've never tok back in my life to any aunt, or uncle... cos i respect them 4 hu they r. but cant they juz respect us too???? look hus working the weekend.... wads so diff to work there? i can handle, wad 4 i wan someone else? u cant handle, den get people to come 4 work on tues n fri la.... wads the big deal... I WISH I CAN CALL HER A STUPID BITCH IN FRONT OF HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but guess she dun understand wad i juz said.... im my whole life.... i've onli been scolded by my parents.... my grandparents dote on me, n have enver really scolded me.... my uncles dun scold me, cos i behave myself infront of them.... but 4 a stupid job, she scold me???? wad the FUCK!!!! how i wish i wasnt nice to u when u 1st came to tthe family... so that u wont like me more den anyone else..... how i wish no one likes me, so that i dun have to suffer wad my sis have never suffered.... i wish uncle albert, or gu ma never doted on me, so i dun have to work at hyper marketing, n suffer that poor money, n meet him hu let me down time n again.... i wish 5 sum never doted on me, n never offered me the job at taka, so i dun have to be bored, n suffer wad i should not be... my dad is not rich, but i dun even need to work, to get this kind hard earned money.... i can juz stay at home, n slp my holiday away... but i choose to help her, cos i respect her.... she made me so disappointed.... no one scolded me b4(other den my parents) my teachers dun even scold me!!!! wad the hell.... I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!! i really hate her now.... respect... GONE 4 life... |