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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 @ 12:53 p.m.
Christmas!!!!!! when its over.... i totally love christmas!!!! the day of giving, n sharing. the day where i 4got to give, n i happen to take alot!!!! hehee.... got presents, n im very happy with theM!!!!! ben, jieying, nat, yaofeng, michelle, jason, kimwan and joe came over to my place 4 christmas.... hope u guys enjoy the food... cos thats like the onli thingi can give? hehee.... n camera lady left so early, that she 4got to take pics 4 us!!!!! so therfore, no pics!!! okies la... had afew, but im lazy to send to the com, cos mms very expensive!!! had fun la... drank, play, chitchat, and let everyone enjoy the last of my house. cos from after CNY onwards, its gonna be a brand new space!!! went over to my aunt's place 4 bbq on christmas day itself... drank alot, and ate alot... hehee... got more presents, and tok alot... my sis's bf is finally no longer hiding... openly jin my family 4 events. n think my dad quite like him... dunno y also... maybe cos he smart? hahahaa.... no la. his a nice guy... n the whole of ytd was spent packing my stuff into cupboards, and away!!!! took out all my trophies and stuff... hahaha.... found that i really have alot!!! not that im trying to be hao lian here or wad la... but i really collected alot of them, and most are silvers. onli 2 golds.... since everything is gonna be in a hideout 4 quite some time, i decided to take pics of it!!!!! along with pics of my presents!!!!! hehee..... starting off with all the stuff in the cupboard. the cupboard looks small la. but it can fill up to 40 trophies, and alot of medals.
there is about 21 trophies and 6 medals... hahaha.... so haolian rite... i've got on bout7 from primary sch, and the rest from sec sch... 2002 was the year i took the most awards.. cos join shooting competition, den got 5th for interunit, and 1st for the air pistol. hahaha... farni part is laser quest also 1st!!!!!! den got 2 gold for High Jump. the rest also misss by abit... thats y get so many silvers wad... hehehee... *proud me!!* this 2 is from kindergarden... hehehe.... the shorter one is for colouring competition.... the taller one is for poems recital. got 3rd... muz think im crazy for keeping things thats about 15 years le... ehehe....
......................................................................................................................................................................... now now now!!!!! my christmas present!!!!!! 2 tops from U2 from my cousins!!!! hahahaa.... say muz wear for new year!!!! hehehe..
pants from my sister!!!!!! hahaha. buy so loose... pull jiu come off le... no choice, cant change le, cos take put the tag n all le... but better den nth!!!!! kekeke...
caps from my mum and uncle...
belts from my mum and my auntie!!!!!!! the colour one is from my auntie...
n a new bag from my frens!!!!! but i choose myself de la... hehehee
i love my christmas... plus i got 25 bucks angpow... hehehee.... Thursday, December 22, 2005 @ 6:59 p.m.
the following pictures are NOT for the Weak HEART!!!!! do not say i did not warn u. n do not try to say that u wan to puke!!!!! when we juz reach sentosa!!!  
the 3 of us!!!!! 3/4 of k-sisters 
my er-jie n me!!!! 
my san-jie !!!! 
the 3 of us again... hahaha.... juz love taking pics. 
to prove that we drink the $6 drink!!! its 6 freaking dollars!!! 
hugging the tree... hehee.. 
joe n kimwan.... 
climb up the tree to take pic.  n lying there gers toking!!!!!! joe onli can take photo!!!  getting the phuket feel... 
@ 6:13 p.m.
i cant believe wad i saw was that bubbly, and big tummy guy, hu always tok so loud, and can tok crap without luffing.... went to his wake juz now... i keep telling myself that dun worry.. its gonna be that same mr chan, n the one lying there is not gonna be him.... yeah, i guess it right.. juz that the person lying there is him, yet it dun look like him at all.. he lost so much weight that i cant see him the way he use to be.... when his daughter told us how he died, i felt so sad so sad that my tears juz fell off my face. felt that he deserve a chance to make things better... the guys started telling each other bout wad they did to his art work, those that they smash up, and how nice he was to them, when they work late into the nice, he bought them dinner n all.... thats juz the way mr chan is. that love hate situation is juz there to stay. like his daughter say, he is more like a fatherly figure, den that old teacher. i was reading peishan's blog, n i feel like he use to be that"stupid mr chan" the one that we will curse when we unhappy... but seeing wad she wrote, i rmb all the gd things bout him. he may be always naggin at us, but its all 4 our own good. i seems to be more affected den when my granddad pass away. Tuesday, December 20, 2005 @ 7:07 p.m.
oh ya!!!!! 4got to post this... very cute video of luo zi xiang.. http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=T_dBP2bcfPk&search=luozhixiang very cute, muz see!!!!! @ 6:14 p.m.
In Loving Memories of MR Chan Kok Keong recieved a very stunning news from xiu ytd... chan kk pass away... suppose to have died of cancer la... but not too sure. had this very unbelieving feeling when i heard it. that emptiness started sinking in. den the guilt, and the regrets. use to hate him so much 4 reporting so many thigns to my parents. hate him 4 making me write report, cos of that vertini incident. hate him 4 being such a old nag, n a chee ko pek. hate him 4 everything that he tried to do, n wanted to do good. guilty that i curse him that he die early, wishing him dead and hell lots. i really thanx him 4 all that he has helped me. though i hated him, n he noes. but he still told my dad that im getting better n all... bad, yet say nice things for me. wanted to go back so many times to see him. everytime we see him, we say he still have die r, or that he still balloning. all those kinda crap. all those regrets 4 not thankin him for all tha he has helped us. To mR Chan: though u will not be reading this anymore, or at all.... but i really still wan to thank you. will always rmb u as the teacher hu wans to be a rojak seller when u retire. well well.... wads gone is gone. no way to bring anything back. so we all look on the bright side of life. study break started, n yesh, this time i've started studying. hehehe.... amazing, but its true. started with packing all my things, straighen my table, and make the environment good b4 1 start. so i started packing my table. the pic of my notice board:  
the overall table.
after packing, of cos muz take a pic of me!!!!! hahahaa.... totally messed up.
at top shot, trying on caps...
at the kap busstop
onli after taking his own pics, den he rmb his mama!!!!!
of cos, i muz be zi lian too... so take pic on class...
n kenji looks so handsome!!!! so much better den nat...
den saw kristie on tues... so of cos have to take pics lA!!!!!
n ya!!!!! my tweeth bird foolscape paper!!!! hahaha....
oh yah... went to far east to get the teeshirt done le...nice nice!!!!! i like!!!! this is wad i have on my tee..
n this is wad i draw... no really draw la... but wad i copy... kekee...
nice rite!!!!! hahaha..... ben has this on his tee... okies... so many things to put... should be able to last 4 some time... hehehe... until we take pics of sentosa tml!!! byE!!!!!
Monday, December 19, 2005 @ 10:29 p.m.
smth is wrong. wad i tot, turn out to be never a fact. ever felt like ur life is so fucked up? felt like u wan do smth bad, yet u fear the feelings of others? i've got that feeling since i came into poly. fear of hurting ppl like i've hurt ppl in sec sch... i dun like that feeling at all all i wanted was the good of everyone, n i guess not everyone appreciates it at all... all i did was try to bring joy into ur life, trying to make u feel better bout being a social outcast. i mean u r in fact not an outcast!!!! y the hell r u ostrasizeing urself, n making life difficult for urself? haven i help u enuff? all that i've spoken of is finally known to be useless. makes me feel such an ass, helping so much, yet not working. yeah.... thanx 4 telling me im a useless fren i always tot u treated me as ur best bud. i help u whenever i need to, help u whenever u wans help, n comfort u whenever u needs comforting. i tried my best. i tot i will never ever get angry with u at all, cos i treated u as my best bud too.... someone hu can help me through tough times, n help me through things that i cant decide. i told u things that u never tot u were... i tot it will make u think more bout being a better person. which in fact did not help, n made u think more bout 4 ppl r thinking of u like that. u change so much that u r no long that fella that we once noe... so much that i wonder if u r my fren at all??? i seriously dun think i over did it todae. im juz finally deciding to voice out my tots, and wad i think of wadever u have done, n made me feel. i think if u were to think over it in a more logical way. wont u feel better? i sound like my toes have been stepped on so long that it has started to rot, n it hurts so much that the toe itself is shouting.meaning: im making such a big hu ha over smth u think is small, but i think otherwise. i mean i dun wan u to feel like u owe me alot, cos i helped u. but i wan u to understand that not everything has to be the way u wan it. u cant have everything ur way. backing out is bad okies? so is outcasting urself. wads the whole point? juz make urself happy on certain occasion!!!! its not bout being able to fit in anot, but to make urself feel confortable, and happy, even if u dun feel in place. juz try to make it better, n not make it worst by not even appearing. enuff said. feeling very very disappointed. Wednesday, December 14, 2005 @ 2:24 p.m.
i serously wonder what is the use of the lecturer's brain. to cause trouble 4 us, or to teach us.... hate them.... never use their brains.... duhzzz Monday, December 12, 2005 @ 10:34 p.m.
i wish someone can be here 4 me, holding me like b4.. i was going through some old mails, n i saw those that i sent to keith kor... n those that we exchange during the time when he had a hard time. that was 1 n a half year ago. i wonder where i got all those tots from, all those strong feelings from. where the hell did i get my swift decision from. i told him i will hold his sky 4 him whenever he needs it. but i think i onli did it once or twice. i wan to be there 4 him. so i hear all his complaints, and sad part.... kor... im always here... im still holding the sky 4 u, even when u r in camp. but kor cant hold my sky 4 me anymore... im much stronger den u, dun worry 4 me anymore!!! :) but i need someone to be there 4 me when i need someone to be there supporting me. i felt so helpless todae, when i was loaded with all those qns that i was not informed of, and made me such an idiotic looking person infront of mr low and mrs soon. are u out the make me look stupid, or r u out to juz make me feel dumb not knowing anything. i seriously cant imagine anyone hu dun noe how to use their brain. basic things, dun noe ask LA! dun ask, n make everyone so dumb looking. smart jiu hao, dun act smart!!!! no drive to push me forward to completing me work, my projects, or my studying of common test. this thurs, GLM and QMGT. dun even noe how to study. feeling so frustrated with people irritating me... i feel so frustrated with people hu use another thing, to make me do another thing.y muz u use the bbq thing, to treaten ppl with the soe thing? people are so fucked up haven they got any brains? even if im free on fri, i also dun wan go the bbq lo. waste my time, and my energy. wad the hell... got any brains anot??? borrow fridge? dumb or asshole??? i dunno its me, or izzit U. making me freaking frustrated. went to take nat's pay with him, den went to both his work place, and den go look at some designs that people have.... damn tired todae. i juz cant think of things to say anymore. i juz left my heart, and my senses to lie ard, n die... i cant feel myself anymore. i juz cant think. bring me back to my senses! Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 9:57 p.m.
here here here.... pics of GOC... kekeke... 1 week late, but better den never... 
me n diy... in the bus, on the way there... 
ben n diy... caught off guard. 
when we reach... the K-sisters!!! 
me n stupid ben!!!! hahaha... 
performance people!!!! father, mother, brother, sister, and Zen... hahahaa... 
side view of santa claus!!!!! hahaha.... big ballon 
worthshipping santa claus!!!!! hahaha.... 
one of the ways to cause abortion.kekee... 
all of us!!!!! 
have a feel of wad santa aka joe's tummy feels like... 
spastic terence!!!! 
main comms!!! short meeting at the home... 
performance team.. 
my son!!!! hahhaa.... looks like wu ke qun...ahhahaa.. 
angel!!!!! ahahhaa.... 
and the fallen one... kekee.. 
this boi is so cute that everyone wans to take pic with him!!!! not really him la... but his younger bro is better... 
taking pics under the suN!!!! stupid's ben de idea lA!!!! the meanings of this event: 
play with ballon tummy again!!!!! hahaha... going home le... 
my sis!!!! 
my son!!!! gahaaaahaha... very bad... take pic with me, xiao bu chu...(cannot smile) 
n finally last pic of the day!!!!!! well done. |
