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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Monday, January 16, 2006 @ 9:16 p.m.
yeah!!!! after getting so irritated with my blog, finally got another new skin.. life hasnt been that nice after all... i seriously wonder if i noe wad i was doing... everything i do, i have a reason, and i know wads going on. i always know what i want, and what im going for. but recently i found that im not that strong after all. im not made of some steel, or wad that i can brave all kinda storms and chills. i cant take things that well too... actually i noe very well what kinda character i have. i dun need others to tell me, but i noe... i dun deny i have a strong character... smth like my dad... all 3 of us sisters have that very similar tread that we inherited from our dad... i always think that wadever i do is right, and i always wan to win... i noe wadever i do, i do to win, i do to make myself the best. n when i get comments, i accept them.. my fren told me im bitchy... my words are too strong, cos i always think that others should be like me... but hell im wrong!!!!! not everyone is that strong... we r strong, cos of our upbringing... not everyone can be like that... recently, ben n i are having this very rough time... kinda likeon the verge of fan lian le... i have this feeling that im always helping him, always helping... so much that he depends on me... thats wad i feel... i hope u r reading this ben! but wad i wan to say is that... im not trying to hate u, or juz keep u out of my life.. but i need to let u noe that i have alot to say about everything. but if i tell u all the problems and lay them down for u, wont it mean that im telling u wad it means, and helping u with it again? i dun wan to be relied on!n i think u noe that.... i will help u, but i cant helpu forever.... anyways, im cough n flu izzit going away anytime yet... cant breath properly now... so i better get going!!!!! hope my life gets better each n ever day... no moeny to buy clothes... argh!!! |