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Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @ 2:23 p.m.
well well well... haven been updating for a couples of weeks. or should i say month? 1 month??? hahahhaa.... yupyup. okies well, my boey says its more den a month... cant rmb the last day.. hahhaa.. anyways, this more den a month have been running high, and low, so many things happening. moved back to my own house FINALLY!!!!!!! i its BEA-U- TIFUL!!!!!!! i totally love it and totally want it to stay wonderful 4ever. my own mini wonderland. hahaha.. anyways, have been working at taka(meiji) for the entire holiday n WAD THE HELL!!!!! its a horrible job, so horrible, that i dread going to work each mrn, and love the payday time!!!! some of the irritating things that buzz me off is that i TOTALLY cant stand people who choose not to use their BRAINS!!! my dumbass auntie again. cant stop thinking that she has coconut juice in her brains. shall stop toking bout her. Anyway, i went redang, and here i am!!! a lil darker, and alot alot alot happier! (??? im always so happy rite?) camp is coming, and there are loads of stuff for the rest to get it done. yup, this year not much planning for our batch to do, but once again, its not such a easy job. stupid things and stupid happenings do occur, and u guys can think im the dumbass one calling ppl stupid, but really. they are IRRITATING!!! juz take the most obvious example. BUYING DINNER! i was juz trying to be nice, though i noe its not always, but i was seriously trying to be nice. so i asked them to make a list of wad they would like to eat. n most being nice fellas gave me easy to order food, like KFC and MAC. those not so nice assholes, gave me bukit timah food. so being nice, i said okies. i mean how tough can it be? den the horror begins when its almost dinner time. i ordered mac 1st, and no prob at all. den i ordered kfc. HORRIFYING!!! 1st, they dun come with the 2 piece chicken meal that all of them ordered. so i ordered the lovers meal, which a about the same, except that its 1 dollar more expensive, n 2nd of all, IT DOES NOT COME WITH DRINKS!!! so den i went of to BTM to get the rest of the food, and when i come back, of cos distribute the food. den some great, n smartasses, started shouting /toking loudy n naming their orders. so i was so pissed off that i shouted at them asking them to take it one by one. (i was pissed at that time cos i had to fork out extra money for extra purpose which i cant find the reason)den one of the group with 2 DragonBoat guys started to give rude n inconsiderate comments, which lead to practically most of them telling me its my fault. so fine, n so be it. i could give move of a damn with it. DEN when nat came back, things went on again, when i was alrady cooling it off, and taking it slow, tell u the truth, i was FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!! FUCKING PISSED!i dun care if it makes me sound lke that bad person. but PLS be a lil thoughtful! i took the trouble to get food 4 u. i noe its my mistake that cant get wad they wan. but if u asked me nicely like the other groups, i wold tell u the reason nicely like i did with the other groups! BUT that group DID NOT!!! so im blamed. den i went to apologise to the 2 db guys, and terence to the rest of the group members. okies. one of them was the nicer one, and the other one has the "i dun give a fucking care to wad u guys r doing, cos im oh-so-highly above u" attitude, that made some of the games comm really unhappy. shall not comment on that again, cos HE IS NOT IMPT!!!!! den the rest of the group was kinda mean. i mean heLLO! i went of to buy dinner 4 u guys without earning any commision, and there u guys go without thanking me, yet insult my intellect, and my ability to do things WAD THE HELL!!!!! totally and absolutely pissed and disappointed with wad happened. i would like to make it clear that im not trying to ask anyone to thank me now or wad, co its ALL OVER and my heart is already bleeding. but i wan to let everyone noe, that human are ard, to help each other, and not kill each other!!!! ard to compromise, and make the world a better one!!!! i never deny that i have a bad temper, or a atttitude that makes loads feel like killing me. but when im nice, anyone sees it? everyone sees me as that bitch, that deserve to die soon. but i swear, wadever i say, has a reason behind it. dun like can! tell me straight in my face. i rather respect ppl who do that, rather den gossip behind my back. totally HATE that. sometimes when im hurt, i deny that fact within me. but im bleeding inside. do people noe??? i mean yeah, i din show it. but wad u wan me to do? show the whole wide world that im sad, and that i feel insulted? i guess i can only express my anger through lossing my temper, but i totally cant express my other feelings. shall smile more n be nice!!!!!!! like im always!!!! wahahhaa..... im really nice!!:) heheh.. |