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Wednesday, February 04, 2009 @ 9:51 a.m.
I think im CRAZY. i'm the most heartless fella ard... usually after a breakup, im still friends with the other party... n most of the time, it works!! it works cos i always make it work... in current times, i wont wanna make it work, n it wouldnt work... so there it goes... 1 of them, i tried to make it work... but im not too sure wad happened along the way, but i think the gf doesnt like the fact that he still mix ard with his ex... so after awhile we stop contact... we dun even see each other anymore!! but the reason of the break up was that i got ditched.... YES! ugly duckling me was ditched! n cos of that i think part of the anger wouldn't subside at all.... when i so happen to note that they r not having a good time now, instead of caring like a normal friend would... caring like a friend of many years would, im silently wishing them bad, n laughing.. "orbi! orbi!" evil being me.... i'm definately someone that wouldn't wanna wish any ex good... unless im the one at fault of the break up la... but generally... i wish that they live their life sad n miserable, n they will rmb that without me... they cant live a happy life... of cos in the past i dun have to capability to do that, cos i look terrible... but now... im sure i do... i manage to make people look at me, at the same time make ppl hate me, n simultaneously make another party like me cos of the same situation.. im not saying that im scheming to hurt people.. but im scheming to make ppl notice me... im a bloody sore loser... n i hate to admit defeat... let me admit.. im someone when i wanna do things, i make sure i must get it... n if i dun get it, i wan people ard to noe tat without me things r very different... MDES 2nd batch committee members...if we all can remember... when we were voting for the postings, i refuse to participate cos i noe that im not someone that will listen, n its not smth that they r looking at... so to mess them up even more... i refuse to move... refuse to listen n refuse to follow.... n as usual, i always seem to be able to piss seetoh off as much as i like to.... seetoh said if dun wan to join in... den u can leave the room... daring me he would.... i walked out of the room.... he tot i was angry.... i wasnt at all... i was relief.. i was glad i made him pissed... i was glad i made my stand noticed... will i have bad karma if i wish for ppl to be bad? may i curse u(PJS) bad luck always.... =) |