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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:31 a.m.
COMPLICATIONS OF LIFE 7 Months back, i started this job, excited about the trills and rewards that i can get out of working with a small yet powerful and experienced group of people.. yet this day, 7 months later... my heart weighs heavily down with the notice of retrenchment... of cos this notice did not arrive today, but last week, but writing it today makes me feel the impact greater... thou not so much of worried that i cant get a job, but the sense of lost and the lost of family makes my heart sour and cringly.. i'm not worried i cant get a job, cos like wad Kelvin told me ytd, i'm not that hardup for money.. another point is that i dont want to jump into another random job, and after several months, im up n running again, finding smth else that suits me... reflects badly in my resume... working here taught me alot of things that pretty much allows me to see where i stand, boost my confidence more, and allow me to know what i am talking about, and know what i am doing... this is the 1st job that i have 0 complains about... the pay is good, the work load is good, the bosses are good, the environment is good... and best of all, the colleagues here are damn good... if without their constant encouragement, and their pushing to find myself... i guess i would still be hanging somewhere not knowing wad to do at this situation of crisis.... Life seriously is such a bitch..... i hated the previous 2 job, yet i was the one that choose to leave.... now i love this job, n i never want to leave anytime soon... yet i was let off and say bye bye SR... im feeling pretty lost at this moment, lost that im saying good bye to a group of people that i grew to love, and appreciate, lost that im soon saying good by to my comfy table, chair and office...lost that im saying good bye to my 2 brothers, benny and alvin... who taught me so much...... lost that i dunno wad my next direction should be.... i guess this is when i have to make my own decision and plan my next step... anyway, baby is having his exams this sat till next sat...n i'll prob only get to meet him this sat after his paper.... its gonna be pretty boring... but i guess i'll survive... :) till my next job, i'll strive.... |