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Sunday, August 01, 2004 @ 9:24 p.m.
.: weLL weLL:. its 1st august, n everything should start anew... lets all 4get the past, n start anew, juz like my life n my feelings, n my future... no more staying in the past, n staying in the present, not moving onto the future... lets all move on, no longer toking bout relationships, no longer toking bout love, cos this is the time, when we all should concentrate on our studies.. y look 4 love, when love doesnt want u to find it?? let love find u, dun worry, cos everyone will definately have love finding u.. well, the past few days, have been a total mess 4 me, went home wif my ocom classmate on thurs, den my laptop collapes o the same day.., have to do my project , den work until 12 smth... den when i lie in bed, i juz cant go to slp.... i keep thinking y i cant be like my project mates, no stress... y cant i fall aslp... y cant i juz be like my frens, so slack, over the project... friday, was not gd, slp at 1 smth, den wake up at 6,30 to do my tutorial... was surpose to be in a gd mood, but when i reach sch, all my happiness was gone... i became so quiet, n tired, that it even scares myself... this whole weekend, really makes me wake up from my dreamland, n think that wad i have in poly, r juz classmates, frens r all gone.... no true frens, except afew.... ppl like benson, thats 4 being there since thrusday, cheering me up, n playing checkers wif me... thanx to joel, 4 toking to me, when im at my lowest, n encourage me to go back on my feet... thanx to titus, hu promise to get me the price list, n thanx to keith, 4 being my kor kor... 'll onli allow myself to be sad 4 the weekend... tml, i'll be back to my normal self, n i'll be the cheerful kim again... regarding love, n relationship, i've decided to let nature take its course... i'll leave it... |