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Thursday, February 17, 2005 @ 8:39 p.m.
heyA!!!! haven blog 4 some time.... n during this sometime, things do happen.... i really wonder, if in life, things happen 4 a reason, due to wad we have done... i do believe in retribution.... but izzint it happening too soon?? i admit i was a naughty ger when i was younger... very very nottie.... but dun do that to my family.... its like breaking making us feel so sad... y??? 7 years ago, my dad internal bleeding in the stomach... he onli had 1/2 of his blood... now, its coming back... not enuff blood... he needs blood transfusion, yet he doesnt want it... so his going 4 a scope... if its bad, he might have to be admitted.... also dunno how la.... im getting on n off a mulfunction bus... its stuck at the same spot 4 some time, n hasnt moved.... i went on n off it, trying to get it started, but its not moving at all.... den i change route... i boarded other buses, but i tried to go long, yet im not following my brain.... brain tells me that i gotta take this bus, cos it brong me to somewhere nive... but my heart tells me that i still wans to go to that old palce on the spoilt bus.... is that really wad i want??? read jy's blog... at library incident really made me think all over againi feel 4 a hug from him... but im hoping 4 an impossible... i told myself im gonna move on, but i din't... wads going to happen to me?? i really dunno.... wadever i ever hope 4, never came true... but i never gave up hope.... i tried again n again.... yes, i never denied that im stubborn, but im flexible tothe sroundings... i swear to wadever, i tried my best... but still, wadever crazy god there is, its not helping me... izzit retribution?? i hope not, cos i never harmed others... i onli harm myself... its so tiring getting on n off buses that stop by... gradually, i stop boarding them... i told myself im not going to reach my destination on them... den i reject the buses that comes along... i've been told im too difficult to please.. but im juz getting the best 4 myself!!!! is that wrong?? i look 4 the best so much, that i 4got the 2nd best.... wad bout detour?? i 4got bout them.... never tot bout them again.... im i realyl so hard to please??? i hope not... really wonder wads important??? frens, family or love..... to me, at this very momnt, nth is important.... frens r superficial.... families are fake... no truth, n love??? it give u heartache... wads the point??? the point is dun fall in love..... |