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Sunday, March 27, 2005 @ 7:18 p.m.
moody ME!!!! wad wrong wif me? i really dunno.... im feeling sad, depress, wadever word u can think of to describe a broken heart.... was out on friday at westmall wif alvin, getting him to teach me POA... n i declare that it sucks big time!!!! spend bout 2.5 hrs onPOA, den started toking rubbish, den bout sec sch n stuff.... had a great time.... den went to newton circus 4 food.... fuck maN!!!!!! {u dumb-bell tell me to get off at the wrong place.... im gonna hate u 4 ever!!!! make my life to embarassing, n ugly... bleahs!!!!} landed at adam's food center cos u that asshole... den took a cab to newton circus... ate, n chit chat lo... wasnt that great la... but... wadever.... n mr lee... im gonna hate u 4 this.... feet is starting to get itchy, wif that dumb oyster... b0o!!!! den sat that the busstop at newton 4 quite some time, den went to heerens.... went to see CDs.... somewhere where i can find songs, den DL... he said" lets go... u look so sian.." so we left... den he walk walk walk n said" u walk in front la... den i follow u.." so i walk in front.... walk to ben's shop... that ape Shop... den walk in, den walk out le... den he said " waLAO! walk wif u give me alot of pressure leh.... always like so sian..." -_- wtf!!!!!! wad the hell did i do? den we left hereens le lo.... n saw cherlyn, szeying, n the 4A gals... hahahhaa.... was toking to alvin bout cherlyn onli, den see her le... so qiaO...okies, continue.... decided to go home lo.... walk form hereens to somerset the busstop there to take bus home lo.... den decided to take 14 or 7 to clementi , den take bus home lo... den since he say he take 14, den acc him lo.... along the way, taught him the canto thing.... that sam mun yet gen gie... blah blah blah thing la.... den taught him canto lo..... den saw Mr wEE.. suay r... everytime see him.... b0o!!! sat n waited 4 some time, den 14 came.... omg... he really bo sim lo.... never even send me home... omg.... heart break into millions of pieces... he put his hands in my bag pocket, n it touch my hands.... awww.... that was the sweetest part of the entire day lo.... sadded.... den spend tne nite telling yf wad happened... im so heart broken lo... i dunno y... i cant slp well, i got no appetide, i got no mood to study... im so affected wif wad he said... i juz dun feel right.... am i dumb? i think i am.... im so willing to give up the entire SBS 4 that 1 bus that is shutting his doors right on my face. i ask yf if i should give it up... n he told me, that if it gives me joy/happiness, den i dun have to... even a lil bit of joy also can.... n im feeling it... im feeling that lil bit of joy.... i dun wan give it all up.... almost 1 year of everything to give it all up, is not my way of doing things.... but im getting tired of it.. i wan to have things my way, yet it juz wont listen to me.... yf told me that if im really tired of it, make things clear... n i decided that since i onli get a lil joy out of every damn thing, make it clear, n no stings attached, izzint it better??? guess so bah.... i've decided to do it after our papers.... but i really miss the times of eve juz toking onthe phone... the nites after nites of chatting, the song singing... the going out n all.. the chatting online when he is working at hyper.... even the mayday, n FIR disc that he got me... i kept it like treasures.... although its onli burn disc, but its treassure to me..... i will do all my best to look after it, n keep it next to me.... someone told me to bury it, until 1 week later, after my exams... but i juz cant do it.... i cant leave my memory unattanded... i cant leave it alone.... i MISS him so damn much, that i cant believe it myself.... never had this feeling b4.... someone PLs save me from the road of no return.... pull me away... n i will thank u 4 the rest of myself... i dunno wad to do next... pull me up will ya? 94 more to go, b4 yf's team can pull me out of this never ending maZe.... HELP!!!!!! |