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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Thursday, May 12, 2005 @ 2:10 p.m.
da di da... back from peer mentoring camp... hmmm.... its fun, yet i really think im missing out smth... my group is filled wif the same old ppl.... all that i noe... n eventually it juz turn out that i go knowing the same ppl, n leaving wif knowing the same ppl.... was a lil pissed at some point la... but once again, we can i do... tell u guys a story.... there was this girl, we call her gal A. she likes this guy... 4 some time, she tried to get close to him, n at some point this guy was from her point of view trying to noe her too.... things continue this way, n her feelings 4 him was like roller coaster, going up n down, not sure of wad she was thinking.... one day, she was out... n along the way, she met this guy on the road... n he was wif a fren, this fren called gal B. guy was so mesmerise wif gal B. den gal A's jealousy sink in.... she felt like walking up, n slapping the gal B's face.... but she dun wan to let guy have a bad impression of her... n she let herself be sad 4 the next few weeks... taht few weeks was hell 4 her... she practiacally lost contact wif guy... she couldnt eat, couldnt slp... 1 month later, she saw this guy again... she dare not ask about gal B but she look into his eyes 4 the ans.. his eyes told her that she wasnt the one, n wasnt the type... gal B is.... n he is trying... she knew it was over... but she couldn't bring herself to let it go... guy din noe she likes him... she told him, but it was 4gotten.... as she look back into the past, she tot about the many chances that she had wif him.... one by one, she mssed them... she could have had him long ago, yet she step back, n protected herself... "wad was i thinking??" that was the qns she asked herself everyday, everynight... she held onto every hope that she had, n tried to bring back the past.... guy wasnt wif ger B, cos ber B found another guy... n so as guy waits, gal A waits wif him.... waiting 4 this o.o1 chance of being wif guy.... all she wans is 4 him to look back, n rmb that she is also a gal, n a gal that is so in love wif him.... THE END~!! oh well.... hope this story has a meaning in everyone's life... its crappy, i agree, but it has meanings... hope it can be unsloved 4 all those hu are waiting, single, attahced, n al kinda ppl out there.... im feeling stressed out... n i need a break... i wan to be out of my life, out of everything that i've been doing.... if 1 day i have a chance to do wad i wan, i wont wan to be me anymore... cos im not fun to be.... i need someone hu dun noe wads going on the tell me smth farni... i wan to luff out loud, over everything that is going on... i wan to luff so loud that it covers over my life.. i wan to be not me. i cant explain wadever thats inside me.... im single free, n happy... but how much? im happy 1 day, unhappy the other, n crying like mad the next. i need a shoulder... smth strong, yet weak. smth man, yet woman. smth i need.... i need a guy, to be there.... n everywhere.... phew... when i find one... -_-" |