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Monday, December 12, 2005 @ 10:34 p.m.
i wish someone can be here 4 me, holding me like b4.. i was going through some old mails, n i saw those that i sent to keith kor... n those that we exchange during the time when he had a hard time. that was 1 n a half year ago. i wonder where i got all those tots from, all those strong feelings from. where the hell did i get my swift decision from. i told him i will hold his sky 4 him whenever he needs it. but i think i onli did it once or twice. i wan to be there 4 him. so i hear all his complaints, and sad part.... kor... im always here... im still holding the sky 4 u, even when u r in camp. but kor cant hold my sky 4 me anymore... im much stronger den u, dun worry 4 me anymore!!! :) but i need someone to be there 4 me when i need someone to be there supporting me. i felt so helpless todae, when i was loaded with all those qns that i was not informed of, and made me such an idiotic looking person infront of mr low and mrs soon. are u out the make me look stupid, or r u out to juz make me feel dumb not knowing anything. i seriously cant imagine anyone hu dun noe how to use their brain. basic things, dun noe ask LA! dun ask, n make everyone so dumb looking. smart jiu hao, dun act smart!!!! no drive to push me forward to completing me work, my projects, or my studying of common test. this thurs, GLM and QMGT. dun even noe how to study. feeling so frustrated with people irritating me... i feel so frustrated with people hu use another thing, to make me do another thing.y muz u use the bbq thing, to treaten ppl with the soe thing? people are so fucked up haven they got any brains? even if im free on fri, i also dun wan go the bbq lo. waste my time, and my energy. wad the hell... got any brains anot??? borrow fridge? dumb or asshole??? i dunno its me, or izzit U. making me freaking frustrated. went to take nat's pay with him, den went to both his work place, and den go look at some designs that people have.... damn tired todae. i juz cant think of things to say anymore. i juz left my heart, and my senses to lie ard, n die... i cant feel myself anymore. i juz cant think. bring me back to my senses! |