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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 5:22 p.m.
its sunday 5.15 pm, n im stuck at home, waiting 4 time to come, so that we can go out 4 dinner... work this week have been getting better, but(i stress) not alot... juz a lil... i can get this bz that i will 4go my 1.5hr break, to go back n read that idiotic manual that a group of student from TP did bout a year back... basically work is getting more fun, and also its not that boring anymore... ig uess its cos there r frens ard, and that i can use the internet and im so much wishing for lunch every freakin day... this whole week, have been doing work that mail of the day 4jying is shorter, and she is also bz la... so we din really have the time to talk also.. had 2 major quarrels with nic this week... 1st was my fault( i think) cos my groomy mood, and waking up on the wrong side of the bed did me in.. i was pronounced attitude problem. but he also had fault, when he broke a promise of going out with me on wed...but i guess im so used to it le la.... den ytd huge row over a fren of mine, and it was really really bad.. i would even say terrible. both episode came to a point when he said break up.. is it really such a easy word to say, or its such a easy thing to do? not sure, but its not smth i wan.. but i still conculde that i wan everyone to like him, as well as him to like everyone.. cos being the middle person sucks. he told me some stuff last nite as well, which really made me think hard.. im not even sure if im juz a subsitute or wad, thou he says im not la... i trust him, and believe so... but sometimes having the 6sense is quite accurate.. lets not dream too much.. i dun even noe y im feeling that way, thou its over for so long, but i think certain things cannot be decided by human's mind, but onli through the heart of the person in question. thats y i told him that if 1 day he decide that its the other way, i wont blame him, cos its not a commitment or promise that a person has to fulfill, but what a person is really feeling. im not a stupid or bimbotic person.. those hu noe me should noe wad im capable of, and what goes through my minde... i wont say im smart, but to make it clear.. i have a mind clearer than it should be.. its juz not wanting to work properly. |