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In Life, everything that money can settle is not a problem. For everything else, they're just facts that we need to face. , kim Tagboard archives April 2004 May 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 June 2010 affiliates charmain Benson Pauline Xiuli Candy Denise Five to Spare Xuemin Aining Joel Cheryln credits skin by: Jane |
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 9:04 a.m.
I'm Stupid, Dumb and Retarded yup... that basically spells everything about me.... im not THAT strong, not THAT smart, not THAT pretty, not THAT good at taking care of herself, and not THAT good at thinking.... angry? no im not.... I just think that im frustrated with myself... how hard can things be? not that hard right?? how hard to 4get everything?? not that hard as well... everything is seriously not THAT hard to settle, but y the FUCK is it still not settled? y the fuck am i so stupid to even think that im capable of doing wad i did... n y the fuck did wad happened happen? i'm like jumping into a deep sea filled with blood thristy sharks, thinking im so damn good at swimming right out of it, n ignoring the loud wails of the rescuers.... thats how fucking dumb i am.... i've changed? really? did i? from wad? a sum seng, who hates guys, who at every opportunity try to pinch some assholes nipples, to make them cry in pain, who does not dress up, much worst in a skirt.... i've changed..... im feminine on the outside now, i dun pinch ppl's nipples other den asshole who irritates me.... n i do dress up now... im do make up every mrn, and i wear skirts most of the time.... im becoming prettier, and im not an ugly duckling now... cos i've turned into a swan... hahahha(thats my own words btw....) oh well...... i noe u will read my blog.... so im telling u now.... wadever that happened, has already happened.... n thou u r my friend, 1 of the best ones that listens to me all the time..... wadever happened still makes me feel like im a bloody fucking kuku brain with no pride, no dignity, and no fucking persistance!!!! dear friends..... please do at every chance kill me when u see me..... i need a series of ppl killing me at every single time i see a human... or i should just jump of from my house.... i wont die, but i'll just keep myself injured to remind how stupid i can get.... frustrated, n im out of here... |