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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 9:30 a.m.
Last Day of the Year In another 14.5 hrs, 2008 will be over.... n within this few moments, im trying hard to recap what i have done, what i have regretted, what i should have done, and what im glad i did... Since starting of 2008, my career has taken a major dip.. Drew & Napier - while taking a cool and yummy paycheck, i got frustrated and blow my top finally in feb, and on impulse i quit my job... Reason - i hate my boss regret factor - bout 25% cos i love the pay... but the work sucks.... den again i wont doing it again, cos i like the trill of learning from the start, and having to depend on myself and no one else... after a 3 weeks break, ben got me a job at Kuehne & Nagel... i cant say that i love the job, or i hate it.... but generally i dun like it... (not hate, but dun like...) i never had the heart to really go into working hard or giving my best.... reason - its dirty, and i dun wan to be trapped in that warehouse.... n i hate the voice of my OE. (p.s. if it happens, READ THAT MAN!) regret factor? - nope.... none at all.... im glad i left anyway.... that period really tortured me big time... i was doing my dissertation, doing my work, and i was busy dunno doing wad... there, i started here.... n finally i feel happy for it... I'm glad i moved, iI'm glad i kept in contact through the times after SKL with benny.... my big brother is shining on me.... and after moving here, i found another big brother helping me too... im glad i found them! but since i started working here in Sept, my life changed again... i conpleted my school course... i started a new job i broke off a relationship i made my life more fulfilling... i made new friends and i found myself.. CYF said that he wasnt surprise for wad happened.... i have always been like that.... character wise, i've never changed... just that im somewhat released... n im glad for that.... i made myself more obvious and i am more me then ever.... Starting the Year 2009, i have much more to see, much more to do, and much much more about me... Starting 2009 Feb, i will be debt free... thereafter, i wan to go to travelling, to HK, to TW, to many many places that i have never been to... i want to continue to make friends with ppl all around, and be happy..... suddenly i lost the feeling to continue blogging... jying just msg me... told me that they have decided to pull the respirator out today at noon... getting really kanchiong, i called her, n she confirmed that they are letting her dad go slowly.... i asked if she needed me, n she burst out in tears.... got CYF along too.... going down later... life is such a weird thing.... when u least expect it... ur life changes and everything changes.... den again, nth is gonna be the same again..... im trembling inside me... im scared.. not scared of death, but scared that i might not be able to control my emotions for her.... but i must be strong as well... i need to control my emotions and stand by her as much as i can... 2008 ends happily... but im sure Jying is gonna be strong.... Happy Happy New Year People! i'll cya again in 2009! |